Poor Salad...not!

Okay so on Thursday, before the soccer game really got started, Salad was kneeling on the ground. When I asked, he said he was okay.

When I talked to him later he told me that he was upset and guess what his problem was....Chrissy...again. He told me that J.M told him that Chrissy was a player, he also told me that he had told Chrissy again...that he liked her but she just wouldn't listen. So later, I talked to Angie and I told her everything, everything that he had once told me not to tell and everything that I knew. She said that before the game started he said that he was feeling faint...like he was going to pass out. I was beginning to feel REALLY bad for him.

That is...until I talked to Frank during lunch, he told me that Salad told him that he and Chrissy broke it off mutually. She didn't break up with him and he didn't break up with her, they both decided it wasn't going anywhere. She did of course tell him that he was too in love with his ex-girlfriend. I was kind of angry with that...I mean Frank always...well not always...but when it comes to love/like/romance/that stuff he's pretty good at telling the truth, and he and Salad are close friends so...yeah.

But I think what's really bothering me is when I checked his myspace a few days ago, to show Anna what he looked like, he was right back to feeling depressed again. And it really bothers me because he's a great guy but he acts like he is the only person who has ever felt this way. And I really want to tell him that I understand what he's going through, because I do. Everything he's said so far, I've felt. How you can't stop thinking about that person, how you still care about that person even though you know they don't care about you back, how you can only think of the good things about them...everything he's said I've felt with my now ex-friend Cael. I went through the same heartache three times with him, and Salad...he's lucky he's only really been through it once with Chrissy. The only thing is I don't know how to say it to him because every time I try to talk to him about it, I sound stupid. Maybe I just need to suck it up and let it out, fuck giving him advice I'll just tell it to him straight, next time I see him, which will be like...Monday I think.

My horoscope: (it really fits the situation)
This is your Full Moon, increasing the magnitude of your emotions enough to complicate the day. It's difficult to hide your needs, for they -- along with your dreams -- are right on the surface now. But attempting to bury your feelings won't work. You'll be better off bringing them up to the surface and expressing your heart.