That Stupid Bet

I have mentioned this stupid bet several times in several posts and it's really starting to bother me.

See Will, Aaron and I had made a deal that if I didn't kiss Salad, then I would have to do something. Well today that something was revealed. Will told me that if I didn't kiss Salad by Friday (I forgot all about regents week which takes out a whole chunk of January) then I would have to date him (Will...not Salad) and his girlfriend for four months, and kiss three guys and two girls...of his choice. One of those boys being Cael and the other two being these guys in my math class.

I told Aaron later on and he gave me some pretty good advice...advice that while I'm typing right now I can barely remember. He did say though, that I could refuse to do all of it, that nobody can make me do anything.

Aaron is right, I know that but as I was looking back at some of my other posts I've been having mixed emotions about this. I mean, I want respect, I want that kiss and I want a life that is better than the one I had with Cael, Brie, Rayna and Nate as my best friends. But...at the same time I really want to keep my friendship with Salad, he is such a great person and it would be...well terrible to stop being friends again, besides the drama should have subsided back in November when we made up.

So why do I still like him?

I have no clue...it is really bugging me that I can't figure out why I like Salad...usually I can figure it out and get over it...why is he so different? I don't find him that attractive...well I sort of do...but I don't think he's that sexy. He isn't that great at sports...but he is good I'll give him that, plus he is competitive especially against me, which I like....and his voice is weird...but I love to listen to it. He's thin and not muscular but his skin is so soft...I don't know...this whole bet thing is getting old, and it could all end in 2 seconds...not even...but then everything would end.