So yesterday, after I finished the last post, George sends me a text message asking me if I'm mad, and I tell him maybe, he tells me he's sorry and that he "wuvs" me. And after that, I couldn't be mad anymore. (call me a sap, but I felt much better after he apologized)
So today, during chemistry Salad and I are flirting and stuff but of course Kate ruins it all when we are standing right by him.
Kate: Go beat up your boyfriend.
Me: My boyfriend isn't here right now
Kate: Not that one. (points to Salad)
Salad: You two do know that I can hear you?
So Salad and I haven't talked since then, not that we haven't had a chance because we did. We had several, but all we did was stare at each other, both of us too afraid to say anything. Monday...Monday I'll say something to him.
Later that day...during lunch...George and I spent half the period flirting. He bit me, we were hitting each other with Frank's jacket, and we were fighting each other for stuff, so I was in his arms. And while I was in his arms, I realized how comfortable and warm I was. Salad isn't warm...he's just soft...George is warm.
So yesterday after school I chose Salad, but today after school I chose George. And this is only the beginning...
Oh but at least I know now that Salad is not jealous, it was probably all just in our heads...of course I don't know that for sure...yet...Monday...Monday I'll have all the answers
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
So De Drama part 3
This is the final part in the So De Drama thing. Everything mentioned in this post, happened today.
Now Today...wow...seriously...WOW! Really...during 1st period Salad and I had a conversation about how he needs to wear a belt so I don't see his underwear during the next soccer game "Don't look, turn around" he advised "because I never wear belts." Then during gym class I was talking to Frank about the game last night and he said that he and Salad were the best players there, to which I told him that if that was the truth...then that was REALLY sad. So then Frank got into the fetal position on the ground in the gym and we were all pretending to kick him and stuff. My friend Laquan even got up on the bleachers ready to jump on him. Then we all played (Extreme) badminton, me, Greg, Chris and Lara against Salad, Frank, Angie, Laquan and Aaron. But we got in trouble so we had to split up. Angie and I against Frank and Salad...yeah...we had to fix that. We played crush on crush. Me and Frank (Angie's old? crush) vs Salad (sexy) and Angie...and Salad is a birdie hog!
Okay yeah...BORING until art, there was too much heat in the building or something so the fire alarm went off and we all had to go out in the cold. So I was hanging out with my close friends Chloe, Aaron and Tawnee, plus my friend Steph and this girl I know Trisha. IT WAS SO FREAKING COLD! But it was nice in the building when we got inside. Oh and at the end of the period...that girl I just mentioned Trisha? Yeah well she is the school slut and she got beat up right after art class. It was so scary/cool/amazing/surprising...yeah...this girl just came up, tackled her to the ground and started punching her in the back, and I had front row seats...like literally, it happened right in front of me. It turned out Trisha got punched so hard her eye was bleeding, so I think they called an ambulance and the girl that beat her up got caught. Kate and Angie were happy to hear she got beat up and so were most people who hung out with them.
But it wasn't all fun and games...these really annoying people in my English class were sort of making fun of me, but I was hanging out with Charly so it didn't really matter, but that sub was SO annoying, and I had her for two periods (English and Journalism) and in between the two classes I couldn't find Salad or Aaron and then after those classes George and I got into a fight...sorta. I think I just got fed up with him, I mean, he's my boyfriend but he ignores me during soccer, doesn't really talk to me during lunch and our other conversations are just...awkward. While with Salad...every Wednesday, he comes up to me to start a conversation, and we could talk for hours. So today I got mad at George, walked away and then met up with Frank (who I swear has a 6th sense when it comes to emotions) and asked me what's wrong. I didn't want to bring it up with him because I knew he would talk to George about it, so I made something up and walked away. Then the minute I got out of school I met up with Angie and I told her "I made my decision*." she asked who it was and I told her, "Salad."
Now Today...wow...seriously...WOW! Really...during 1st period Salad and I had a conversation about how he needs to wear a belt so I don't see his underwear during the next soccer game "Don't look, turn around" he advised "because I never wear belts." Then during gym class I was talking to Frank about the game last night and he said that he and Salad were the best players there, to which I told him that if that was the truth...then that was REALLY sad. So then Frank got into the fetal position on the ground in the gym and we were all pretending to kick him and stuff. My friend Laquan even got up on the bleachers ready to jump on him. Then we all played (Extreme) badminton, me, Greg, Chris and Lara against Salad, Frank, Angie, Laquan and Aaron. But we got in trouble so we had to split up. Angie and I against Frank and Salad...yeah...we had to fix that. We played crush on crush. Me and Frank (Angie's old? crush) vs Salad (sexy) and Angie...and Salad is a birdie hog!
Okay yeah...BORING until art, there was too much heat in the building or something so the fire alarm went off and we all had to go out in the cold. So I was hanging out with my close friends Chloe, Aaron and Tawnee, plus my friend Steph and this girl I know Trisha. IT WAS SO FREAKING COLD! But it was nice in the building when we got inside. Oh and at the end of the period...that girl I just mentioned Trisha? Yeah well she is the school slut and she got beat up right after art class. It was so scary/cool/amazing/surprising...yeah...this girl just came up, tackled her to the ground and started punching her in the back, and I had front row seats...like literally, it happened right in front of me. It turned out Trisha got punched so hard her eye was bleeding, so I think they called an ambulance and the girl that beat her up got caught. Kate and Angie were happy to hear she got beat up and so were most people who hung out with them.
But it wasn't all fun and games...these really annoying people in my English class were sort of making fun of me, but I was hanging out with Charly so it didn't really matter, but that sub was SO annoying, and I had her for two periods (English and Journalism) and in between the two classes I couldn't find Salad or Aaron and then after those classes George and I got into a fight...sorta. I think I just got fed up with him, I mean, he's my boyfriend but he ignores me during soccer, doesn't really talk to me during lunch and our other conversations are just...awkward. While with Salad...every Wednesday, he comes up to me to start a conversation, and we could talk for hours. So today I got mad at George, walked away and then met up with Frank (who I swear has a 6th sense when it comes to emotions) and asked me what's wrong. I didn't want to bring it up with him because I knew he would talk to George about it, so I made something up and walked away. Then the minute I got out of school I met up with Angie and I told her "I made my decision*." she asked who it was and I told her, "Salad."
So De Drama part 2
Continuing on from where we left off...it is Wednesday, February 27th, around 8 EST (when the fun is taking place).
Then that night, I've been going to this thing at Frank's church/old school to play soccer with him, Salad and George (plus others). So last night, I went there and I was talking to this girl, Liz (who is SO FRIGGEN COOL!) and Salad comes over, so the three of us are talking and joking around and stuff and Salad is making fun of me because I laughed when the ball hit George on the back of his head. We were also explaining to Liz about our chemistry class...with each other. I told her it was terrible, and Salad just rolls his eyes and says "It's not that bad", so the three of us hang out and talk for a little bit about science and stuff while everybody else is either shooting at the goal or making a basket. I know, I know...you are probably wondering (if you have read more of my posts) why Salad and I aren't out there either. The answer is simple...I didn't want to just shoot on goal, I'd rather play a game (and so would Liz) and Salad...I don't know why he was hanging out with us...but George...George practically ignored me.
So blah blah blah...Frank got rid of the basketball and then the game "started". Frank and Salad were captains and got to choose players, it was originally Frank, Jorge (and three? other people maybe) against Me, Salad, Liz (and 5 other people) because the people on Frank's team were the best (with the exception of Salad and myself) but by the end of the night there were four people on each side and Salad, Frank, George and I were all killing each other for the ball. It was so cool, Salad and George collided and fell to the ground, so Frank and I helped George up (but then I felt bad for Salad because nobody is helping him up, and when I looked over at him he looked like he wished he were George)
They decided to close early because of the roads, which was why a lot of people left earlier but the rest of us who stayed, were hot and therefore not fazed by the cold weather outside. (we were inside the gym) But inside we were all sweating, especially Salad and George (who both look great covered in sweat I may add) and Salad even admitted to being tired (I have NEVER EVER heard him say those words) and then later Salad's pants were falling down and you could see his white (with red polka dots) underwear so we went on like that for awhile until I had to go, and when I got home, I practically passed out on my bed after that.
Then that night, I've been going to this thing at Frank's church/old school to play soccer with him, Salad and George (plus others). So last night, I went there and I was talking to this girl, Liz (who is SO FRIGGEN COOL!) and Salad comes over, so the three of us are talking and joking around and stuff and Salad is making fun of me because I laughed when the ball hit George on the back of his head. We were also explaining to Liz about our chemistry class...with each other. I told her it was terrible, and Salad just rolls his eyes and says "It's not that bad", so the three of us hang out and talk for a little bit about science and stuff while everybody else is either shooting at the goal or making a basket. I know, I know...you are probably wondering (if you have read more of my posts) why Salad and I aren't out there either. The answer is simple...I didn't want to just shoot on goal, I'd rather play a game (and so would Liz) and Salad...I don't know why he was hanging out with us...but George...George practically ignored me.
So blah blah blah...Frank got rid of the basketball and then the game "started". Frank and Salad were captains and got to choose players, it was originally Frank, Jorge (and three? other people maybe) against Me, Salad, Liz (and 5 other people) because the people on Frank's team were the best (with the exception of Salad and myself) but by the end of the night there were four people on each side and Salad, Frank, George and I were all killing each other for the ball. It was so cool, Salad and George collided and fell to the ground, so Frank and I helped George up (but then I felt bad for Salad because nobody is helping him up, and when I looked over at him he looked like he wished he were George)
They decided to close early because of the roads, which was why a lot of people left earlier but the rest of us who stayed, were hot and therefore not fazed by the cold weather outside. (we were inside the gym) But inside we were all sweating, especially Salad and George (who both look great covered in sweat I may add) and Salad even admitted to being tired (I have NEVER EVER heard him say those words) and then later Salad's pants were falling down and you could see his white (with red polka dots) underwear so we went on like that for awhile until I had to go, and when I got home, I practically passed out on my bed after that.
So De Drama part 1
Mwah ha ha...the past two days have been so interesting but I haven't had a chance to sit and type everything up, but since I had it typed up elsewhere, I'm going to add it here but fix it up a little bit.
I'm also splitting it into three parts because the other place I put it on was REALLY long so I want to split it up.
Two death threats, 1 fight with a friend, 1 HUGE fight, a pair of guy's underwear and 1 of THE MOST AMAZING soccer games EVA since my last post...
That got your attention didn't it? Good because all of that happened this week. Actually...everything listed above happened in two days. And it is SO COOL! (sorta...it's also really sad too. You'll see soon)
Okay so it all started yesterday morning. We had a double period of chemistry, and since we just had a test, we were taking notes. Notes are boring by the way. So I had just gotten some of my friends' phone number's and Kate gave me a piece of paper and told me to throw it at Frank, so I did, but I missed and hit Salad instead, but when he tried to get me back, he hit Jasmine. After that our aim improved and we were throwing a crumpled up index card at each other. So that was fun.
It didn't really get interesting again until 7th period math. My bff Will is moving this weekend, he's still going to the school for the rest of this year but everybody in school believes that he won't be back. Anyway, usually I sit next to him during math but that day I decided to sit with my friend Chloe instead. (Now keep in mind that the area I sit in...is all boys) So I get to class early and the teacher steps out, so the guys are giving me a hard time and Will is calling me a traitor so this really FUCKING annoying kid Jeremiah says to everybody who is in the room: "She has two boyfriends" Now that really ticked me off especially since this other guy Evan was egging him on. So I threw my backpack with a SLAM down onto Wren's desk and I threaten to kill Jeremiah and Evan. So Evan (who is WAY bigger than me) doesn't believe me so I start walking towards him and he starts walking back. So everybody else in the classroom (who has been watching intently this whole time) is all excited to see what I'll do, but I give up when my math teacher comes back in. My friend Will is still mad at me, and none of those guys will talk to me now. Will even called me a traitor several times...it sort of hurts but it's okay...sorta.
I'm also splitting it into three parts because the other place I put it on was REALLY long so I want to split it up.
Two death threats, 1 fight with a friend, 1 HUGE fight, a pair of guy's underwear and 1 of THE MOST AMAZING soccer games EVA since my last post...
That got your attention didn't it? Good because all of that happened this week. Actually...everything listed above happened in two days. And it is SO COOL! (sorta...it's also really sad too. You'll see soon)
Okay so it all started yesterday morning. We had a double period of chemistry, and since we just had a test, we were taking notes. Notes are boring by the way. So I had just gotten some of my friends' phone number's and Kate gave me a piece of paper and told me to throw it at Frank, so I did, but I missed and hit Salad instead, but when he tried to get me back, he hit Jasmine. After that our aim improved and we were throwing a crumpled up index card at each other. So that was fun.
It didn't really get interesting again until 7th period math. My bff Will is moving this weekend, he's still going to the school for the rest of this year but everybody in school believes that he won't be back. Anyway, usually I sit next to him during math but that day I decided to sit with my friend Chloe instead. (Now keep in mind that the area I sit in...is all boys) So I get to class early and the teacher steps out, so the guys are giving me a hard time and Will is calling me a traitor so this really FUCKING annoying kid Jeremiah says to everybody who is in the room: "She has two boyfriends" Now that really ticked me off especially since this other guy Evan was egging him on. So I threw my backpack with a SLAM down onto Wren's desk and I threaten to kill Jeremiah and Evan. So Evan (who is WAY bigger than me) doesn't believe me so I start walking towards him and he starts walking back. So everybody else in the classroom (who has been watching intently this whole time) is all excited to see what I'll do, but I give up when my math teacher comes back in. My friend Will is still mad at me, and none of those guys will talk to me now. Will even called me a traitor several times...it sort of hurts but it's okay...sorta.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Found out
So my friends found out that I still like George AND Salad. It didn't take that much figuring out, really. All they had to do was know that it was hard to get rid of somebody you've cared about for so long.
So they know. And the advice continues. *rolls eyes* Great. I think I liked it better when none of my friends knew who I liked...unfortunately that was back in early October. A REAL LONG TIME AGO.
Oh well...now I know never to tell them I like somebody. It's common sense...or now it is.
So they know. And the advice continues. *rolls eyes* Great. I think I liked it better when none of my friends knew who I liked...unfortunately that was back in early October. A REAL LONG TIME AGO.
Oh well...now I know never to tell them I like somebody. It's common sense...or now it is.
Monday, February 25, 2008
New Title
Confessions of an Authoress in Training (November 1st 2007-November 15th 2007)
Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic (November 16th 2007-February 24th 2007)
Confessions of a New and Improved Girl (February 25th-who knows?)
So I changed my title again, the old one didn't fit anymore, because as I realized today, I'm not a hopeless romantic. How could I be if I had a boyfriend, two marriage proposals, and a few other guys that are interested in me?
So I changed the title to: Confessions of a New and Improved Girl, because last year at this time, I was depressed. My friends sucked, I only had interest in guys that didn't like me back and no guys really liked me. And the sad thing was...there were times when I was happy...or when I was depressed, I thought my life couldn't get any better.
Apparently I was wrong because now, a year later, I have new friends who are GREAT! Boys are actually interested in me and for once in my life I feel normal. Who could ask for more? So the title says it all, I am new and improved, a step up from the old me and I'm not looking to take another step down.
Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic (November 16th 2007-February 24th 2007)
Confessions of a New and Improved Girl (February 25th-who knows?)
So I changed my title again, the old one didn't fit anymore, because as I realized today, I'm not a hopeless romantic. How could I be if I had a boyfriend, two marriage proposals, and a few other guys that are interested in me?
So I changed the title to: Confessions of a New and Improved Girl, because last year at this time, I was depressed. My friends sucked, I only had interest in guys that didn't like me back and no guys really liked me. And the sad thing was...there were times when I was happy...or when I was depressed, I thought my life couldn't get any better.
Apparently I was wrong because now, a year later, I have new friends who are GREAT! Boys are actually interested in me and for once in my life I feel normal. Who could ask for more? So the title says it all, I am new and improved, a step up from the old me and I'm not looking to take another step down.
I Made a Choice
Okay so after several months, I made a choice. Well out loud I made a choice, inside I'm still deciding.
So today was awesome if your a girl who likes boys. If you are George...then it might not be that great.
It started out kinda, sorta slow. I went to chemistry and we had a lab, but I didn't get to work with Angie, just Kate and a few other people...that haven't really been mentioned in this blog. Anyway, Kate and I were right near Salad, Frank, Aaron and a few other people we know. So when Kate came back from the bathroom, she was too late and there were no aprons or goggles left, so as we made our way to the lab table we were starting out. We had a little chat with Salad, little as in tiny, little chat. After the 4 minute break, Kate and I went back to the chem lab (after going to get something in between classes) and Kate was being annoying, so I would look bad right in front/right next to Salad and his friend that he was talking to...I don't remember who that was. But later on in the period I got into a little fight with Salad and Frank.
You see...Frank threw a gum wrapper at Kate, I picked it up and threw it at Frank. Two seconds (maybe more) later, Salad goes "Psst Aly!" So I turn around and he throws a gum wrapper at me, so I threw it back at him.
Um...let's see after that I didn't really talk to any of my guy friends.
Until between study hall and art. I walked downstairs, said hi to Salad, and then had a flirty conversation with George. Then I walked into art class and talked to John for the whole class because I thought I had my project done and John came in my class during lunch to work on his art project. But we spent 60% of the class talking so my art teacher got upset with us and said that we couldn't sit next to each other anymore. But while we were talking, John asked me to marry him. It was just for fun, but it was funny because he had a ring.
Obviously, I told him that I had a boyfriend and he wanted to see him. So I told him that we'd meet up with him after class, so as we were walking down the hall and he was complaining that we hadn't seen him yet. Salad appeared on the other side of John just as John really began to complain.
But Salad left and I left John for George because well isn't the answer obvious?
So blah blah blah I went to math and Will and I were passing notes. He made me choose between Salad and George and I chose George...out loud. So we're going to keep any information about Salad in my head and/or on this blog.
Of course after English I left the room and since George is right next door I walked with him to him to his next class (because it was nearby) and just as I was going downstairs to talk to Aaron before I went back upstairs, I met up with Salad and I had a conversation with him...about George. He thinks it's weird that I'm going out with George...apparently he's happy for me...but it's weird...to him at least. So when he left the building, I met up with Aaron and I hung out with him until the warning bell rang.
Blah blah blah, sat through another class, after the class I met up with George, we go to my locker, we leave, I meet up with Angie, I talk to her, I leave, I do homework, I type this up.
The End. Obviously I'm not in a writing mood today, but yeah, I made a choice...on the outisde, my friends now really, truly believe that I am over Salad...let's see how I can keep this charade going.
So today was awesome if your a girl who likes boys. If you are George...then it might not be that great.
It started out kinda, sorta slow. I went to chemistry and we had a lab, but I didn't get to work with Angie, just Kate and a few other people...that haven't really been mentioned in this blog. Anyway, Kate and I were right near Salad, Frank, Aaron and a few other people we know. So when Kate came back from the bathroom, she was too late and there were no aprons or goggles left, so as we made our way to the lab table we were starting out. We had a little chat with Salad, little as in tiny, little chat. After the 4 minute break, Kate and I went back to the chem lab (after going to get something in between classes) and Kate was being annoying, so I would look bad right in front/right next to Salad and his friend that he was talking to...I don't remember who that was. But later on in the period I got into a little fight with Salad and Frank.
You see...Frank threw a gum wrapper at Kate, I picked it up and threw it at Frank. Two seconds (maybe more) later, Salad goes "Psst Aly!" So I turn around and he throws a gum wrapper at me, so I threw it back at him.
Um...let's see after that I didn't really talk to any of my guy friends.
Until between study hall and art. I walked downstairs, said hi to Salad, and then had a flirty conversation with George. Then I walked into art class and talked to John for the whole class because I thought I had my project done and John came in my class during lunch to work on his art project. But we spent 60% of the class talking so my art teacher got upset with us and said that we couldn't sit next to each other anymore. But while we were talking, John asked me to marry him. It was just for fun, but it was funny because he had a ring.
Obviously, I told him that I had a boyfriend and he wanted to see him. So I told him that we'd meet up with him after class, so as we were walking down the hall and he was complaining that we hadn't seen him yet. Salad appeared on the other side of John just as John really began to complain.
But Salad left and I left John for George because well isn't the answer obvious?
So blah blah blah I went to math and Will and I were passing notes. He made me choose between Salad and George and I chose George...out loud. So we're going to keep any information about Salad in my head and/or on this blog.
Of course after English I left the room and since George is right next door I walked with him to him to his next class (because it was nearby) and just as I was going downstairs to talk to Aaron before I went back upstairs, I met up with Salad and I had a conversation with him...about George. He thinks it's weird that I'm going out with George...apparently he's happy for me...but it's weird...to him at least. So when he left the building, I met up with Aaron and I hung out with him until the warning bell rang.
Blah blah blah, sat through another class, after the class I met up with George, we go to my locker, we leave, I meet up with Angie, I talk to her, I leave, I do homework, I type this up.
The End. Obviously I'm not in a writing mood today, but yeah, I made a choice...on the outisde, my friends now really, truly believe that I am over Salad...let's see how I can keep this charade going.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Maybe Fate Does Rule Us...
I know I have this first part on the side right now, but I'm about to change that, especially now that I have it in a post. But the rest of it is not in the side thing/quote thing.
Anyway, you know the saying "First impressions are everything"? Well I have proven it false, because if it were true then I would not be friends with Salad or be dating George. When I met them, I had no interests in pursuing anything with them, not friendship, not a relationship, not anything. But the funny thing is...even though I was a bitch to both of them...they both tried really hard and won me over.
And Wren...well last year, Cael and Nate told me all about her. All I had to do was meet her, but every chance I had was missed. I had seen her around, but we weren't introduced until the first day of school of this year.
So here's the point to this silly little post. Maybe fate does rule over us, maybe I was supposed to be friends with certain people and not others so when I made the mistake of being friends with people I'm not supposed to be friends with, fate has to fix it by getting rid of the problem and introducing the solution. Maybe there's something inside us that says that we shouldn't always let the first impression of a person rule our overall thoughts about the person, because sometimes the best people are the ones that don't have a good first impression and the worst people...well they could be the ones who impress us at first glance. Who really knows for sure though?
Anyway, you know the saying "First impressions are everything"? Well I have proven it false, because if it were true then I would not be friends with Salad or be dating George. When I met them, I had no interests in pursuing anything with them, not friendship, not a relationship, not anything. But the funny thing is...even though I was a bitch to both of them...they both tried really hard and won me over.
And Wren...well last year, Cael and Nate told me all about her. All I had to do was meet her, but every chance I had was missed. I had seen her around, but we weren't introduced until the first day of school of this year.
So here's the point to this silly little post. Maybe fate does rule over us, maybe I was supposed to be friends with certain people and not others so when I made the mistake of being friends with people I'm not supposed to be friends with, fate has to fix it by getting rid of the problem and introducing the solution. Maybe there's something inside us that says that we shouldn't always let the first impression of a person rule our overall thoughts about the person, because sometimes the best people are the ones that don't have a good first impression and the worst people...well they could be the ones who impress us at first glance. Who really knows for sure though?
Friday, February 22, 2008
NOW he figures it out!
I have liked Salad so much over a long period of time, and sometimes I think Will is right, fate brought us together. How else would two people who did not get off to a good start, really become great friends? Sometimes it seems like we are destined to be together. But right now I have a problem with him.
I have liked him since about October of 2007. Or if you really want to get technical here, around March 21st of 2007, I admitted to 3 of my 4 best friends that I liked him (but I truly believed that I didn't), and then in May of 2007, I admitted it to another good friend (again, I really didn't believe it though). Then not too long before my Spanish regents, I had a dream that he kissed me and after that I realized that I really did like him. And of course I see him the day of my Spanish regents, so during the test I couldn't stop thinking about him. But after that I finally got it through my head that I would never see him again, luckily I knew that it was just a silly little crush so I was able to move on. Then boom, first day of school there he is in my chemistry class and my gym class. The crush didn't come back yet though, so that was a good sign. No...it waited until I found out that he hung out in the math wing between 4th and 5th period and talked to him several times before I figured out that "Hey maybe I do actually like him." and then I stupidly told him, we ignored each other for awhile and then we had this whole on again/off again friendship.
Now I'm going out with George, he asked me, I said yes. And now that I'm taken, he finally realized "Hey...I like her." Yeah how annoying is that? You fall for a guy and then the moment you get another guy, the first guy realizes "Hey I think I like her" Wow...
The scary thing is I think George and Salad are jealous of...each other. Scary no? But I think it's true (obviously I'm not completely sure because I can't read their minds) because if I talk to Salad, George ignores me, and if I talk to George, Salad ignores me.
Biggest example: Wednesday night. Frank invited me to this thing where I could play soccer with them and some other people. Some other people included Salad, George and Salad's two best friends "Bee" and "Lyn" (who turned out to be completely awesome by the way) and the whole night Salad talked to me and acknowledged my presence but all I got from George was a hello. A lousy hello.
To make matters worse: Every time I turn around Salad is there. It's freaky really. I keep seeing him and I feel like I know most of his schedule. I was late to English class once because Will was bugging me and Kate and I were having fun and I walked past Salad's classroom and just as I'm walking past it, out comes Salad. Scary isn't it? And want to hear something funny? When I have English, Frank is right next-door to me, George is also next door to me (but on the other side), Salad is down the hall, Kate is further down the hall and Will and Aaron are right underneath us. So basically I spend most of my time between 8th and 9th period with them. But that varies on Salad's behavior and George's behavior.
Where are my friends on all this? Laughing their asses off of course! Chloe hates both Salad and George, because she knows them (sort of) and thinks that they are both completely insane, but is encouraging me because she says that if I have stuff in common with them then they can't be all that bad. Kate just goes with the flow...Angie I think would rather me with George but Will really wants me with Salad because he still believes that we are destined to be together.
But who knows what I'll do right now. Both George and Salad aren't making things easy on me, because Salad thinks it's cute that I'm with George and has made it clear, but everybody I've talked to says that he's jealous. Kate even saw first hand in chemistry class, leaned forward and said "Yeah...Salad is jealous"
Right now...I just want to know...if they are jealous of each other...because it seems like they are...well, I'll just have to wait for Monday to see what happens.
I have liked him since about October of 2007. Or if you really want to get technical here, around March 21st of 2007, I admitted to 3 of my 4 best friends that I liked him (but I truly believed that I didn't), and then in May of 2007, I admitted it to another good friend (again, I really didn't believe it though). Then not too long before my Spanish regents, I had a dream that he kissed me and after that I realized that I really did like him. And of course I see him the day of my Spanish regents, so during the test I couldn't stop thinking about him. But after that I finally got it through my head that I would never see him again, luckily I knew that it was just a silly little crush so I was able to move on. Then boom, first day of school there he is in my chemistry class and my gym class. The crush didn't come back yet though, so that was a good sign. No...it waited until I found out that he hung out in the math wing between 4th and 5th period and talked to him several times before I figured out that "Hey maybe I do actually like him." and then I stupidly told him, we ignored each other for awhile and then we had this whole on again/off again friendship.
Now I'm going out with George, he asked me, I said yes. And now that I'm taken, he finally realized "Hey...I like her." Yeah how annoying is that? You fall for a guy and then the moment you get another guy, the first guy realizes "Hey I think I like her" Wow...
The scary thing is I think George and Salad are jealous of...each other. Scary no? But I think it's true (obviously I'm not completely sure because I can't read their minds) because if I talk to Salad, George ignores me, and if I talk to George, Salad ignores me.
Biggest example: Wednesday night. Frank invited me to this thing where I could play soccer with them and some other people. Some other people included Salad, George and Salad's two best friends "Bee" and "Lyn" (who turned out to be completely awesome by the way) and the whole night Salad talked to me and acknowledged my presence but all I got from George was a hello. A lousy hello.
To make matters worse: Every time I turn around Salad is there. It's freaky really. I keep seeing him and I feel like I know most of his schedule. I was late to English class once because Will was bugging me and Kate and I were having fun and I walked past Salad's classroom and just as I'm walking past it, out comes Salad. Scary isn't it? And want to hear something funny? When I have English, Frank is right next-door to me, George is also next door to me (but on the other side), Salad is down the hall, Kate is further down the hall and Will and Aaron are right underneath us. So basically I spend most of my time between 8th and 9th period with them. But that varies on Salad's behavior and George's behavior.
Where are my friends on all this? Laughing their asses off of course! Chloe hates both Salad and George, because she knows them (sort of) and thinks that they are both completely insane, but is encouraging me because she says that if I have stuff in common with them then they can't be all that bad. Kate just goes with the flow...Angie I think would rather me with George but Will really wants me with Salad because he still believes that we are destined to be together.
But who knows what I'll do right now. Both George and Salad aren't making things easy on me, because Salad thinks it's cute that I'm with George and has made it clear, but everybody I've talked to says that he's jealous. Kate even saw first hand in chemistry class, leaned forward and said "Yeah...Salad is jealous"
Right now...I just want to know...if they are jealous of each other...because it seems like they are...well, I'll just have to wait for Monday to see what happens.
I Guess I was wrong
I seriously thought that Frank knew that George and I are dating. Apparently I was wrong he didn't know until Tuesday when George told him.
It was interesting though, I was spending time in between chem classes with Kate and Angie because I knew that if I spent too much time around Salad...well you get the picture. But Kate and Angie had a different idea. Angie started poking Kate and told me to poke her too, since I was bored I joined in on the fun, and Kate got up and ran over to the boys. And then of course we couldn't just ignore them. Aaron stopped Kate so Kate and I had to yell at him which gave Frank the chance to ask me "Why didn't you tell me?"
Hmm...let's see, my chemistry class is early in the morning, I hadn't been sleeping that well lately and I really shouldn't be near those guys especially since Salad is around there. So my mind was blank when he said that. "What are you talking about?" After like...3 minutes I still didn't get it. Until the bell rang. He was talking about George. Oh. Don't I feel dumb now?
Frank brought it up during lunch too, he was joking though, I don't think he was actually hurt but I'm sure he would have liked to have found out earlier. Oh well...I'll remember that for next time, but seriously how could he not know? It was all awkward at first, and we texted all the time. HOW COULD HE NOT KNOW?
*sigh* Boys...I'll never understand them and their obliviousness.
It was interesting though, I was spending time in between chem classes with Kate and Angie because I knew that if I spent too much time around Salad...well you get the picture. But Kate and Angie had a different idea. Angie started poking Kate and told me to poke her too, since I was bored I joined in on the fun, and Kate got up and ran over to the boys. And then of course we couldn't just ignore them. Aaron stopped Kate so Kate and I had to yell at him which gave Frank the chance to ask me "Why didn't you tell me?"
Hmm...let's see, my chemistry class is early in the morning, I hadn't been sleeping that well lately and I really shouldn't be near those guys especially since Salad is around there. So my mind was blank when he said that. "What are you talking about?" After like...3 minutes I still didn't get it. Until the bell rang. He was talking about George. Oh. Don't I feel dumb now?
Frank brought it up during lunch too, he was joking though, I don't think he was actually hurt but I'm sure he would have liked to have found out earlier. Oh well...I'll remember that for next time, but seriously how could he not know? It was all awkward at first, and we texted all the time. HOW COULD HE NOT KNOW?
*sigh* Boys...I'll never understand them and their obliviousness.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Like Line
The Like Line goes as follows:
Aaron likes Lara, Lara likes George, I'm dating George, but I still like Salad, Salad likes Chrissy, Chrissy likes some other guy.
Or at least, that's the like line I'm getting. Actually that's probably only a tiny, itty bitty piece of the like line.
Well, I didn't think much of it before and I figured I could get over Salad, and it helped that he wasn't there today and I'm sure Salad is getting over Chrissy (it's been like 2 months!) but I didn't think Lara would make this harder.
Lara had been a friend of mine in elementary school but we weren't able to talk to each other for years, until this year when we were placed in the same chemistry class. All year she had been showing signs of interest towards George but I didn't think anything of it...probably because I was more interested in Salad and his life. Of course now that George and I are a couple...yeah...I guess I should have been more alert in the past.
Chloe told me right before our history class that she had to remind George that he had somebody waiting for him back at home (I really wasn't...but whatever). I didn't think much of it until the middle of the class when I'm like, "Wait...what?" thankfully, during study hall she gave me the whole story.
Over the long weekend Chloe, Lara, George and some of their friends went on an overnight hiking trip (it was a 4 day long trip I think 2/14/08-2/18/08? I'm not sure exactly) and apparently Lara spent as much time as she possibly could, flirting with George. Chloe told me that she had to keep reminding Lara that George and I were going out. And even so, Lara really didn't believe her.
So of course Lara told Rose (who sits with us at lunch) that I was dating George. So when George and I had sat down to eat lunch, Rose leans in and whispers to me: "Is it true that you and George are...well...a couple?" I looked over at him and then back at Rose, I have a feeling I was blushing bright red and I ask her, "Why?" I don't know why I asked, I mean I knew the whole story but I wanted to see Rose's answer. It was a really dumb answer "I just heard...stuff." so I answered with an equally dumb...but still truthful answer. "Maybe...I'm not sure...probably...I guess...yeah."
Of course George proved to me later on in lunch and at the end of the day that we were a couple. We did footsies under the lunch table and he walked with me to my locker and out the school.
So maybe Tawnee is right, he likes me better than Lane and I am prettier than her. Apparently I have better fashion than her and well...all around prettier.
The only problem? (Aside from the fact that I still like Salad) George has told me absolutely nothing about the trip, Chloe told me everything. Although, that could also just mean that he didn't know what was going on but who knows?
Obviously I don't because I wasn't on that trip.
Aaron likes Lara, Lara likes George, I'm dating George, but I still like Salad, Salad likes Chrissy, Chrissy likes some other guy.
Or at least, that's the like line I'm getting. Actually that's probably only a tiny, itty bitty piece of the like line.
Well, I didn't think much of it before and I figured I could get over Salad, and it helped that he wasn't there today and I'm sure Salad is getting over Chrissy (it's been like 2 months!) but I didn't think Lara would make this harder.
Lara had been a friend of mine in elementary school but we weren't able to talk to each other for years, until this year when we were placed in the same chemistry class. All year she had been showing signs of interest towards George but I didn't think anything of it...probably because I was more interested in Salad and his life. Of course now that George and I are a couple...yeah...I guess I should have been more alert in the past.
Chloe told me right before our history class that she had to remind George that he had somebody waiting for him back at home (I really wasn't...but whatever). I didn't think much of it until the middle of the class when I'm like, "Wait...what?" thankfully, during study hall she gave me the whole story.
Over the long weekend Chloe, Lara, George and some of their friends went on an overnight hiking trip (it was a 4 day long trip I think 2/14/08-2/18/08? I'm not sure exactly) and apparently Lara spent as much time as she possibly could, flirting with George. Chloe told me that she had to keep reminding Lara that George and I were going out. And even so, Lara really didn't believe her.
So of course Lara told Rose (who sits with us at lunch) that I was dating George. So when George and I had sat down to eat lunch, Rose leans in and whispers to me: "Is it true that you and George are...well...a couple?" I looked over at him and then back at Rose, I have a feeling I was blushing bright red and I ask her, "Why?" I don't know why I asked, I mean I knew the whole story but I wanted to see Rose's answer. It was a really dumb answer "I just heard...stuff." so I answered with an equally dumb...but still truthful answer. "Maybe...I'm not sure...probably...I guess...yeah."
Of course George proved to me later on in lunch and at the end of the day that we were a couple. We did footsies under the lunch table and he walked with me to my locker and out the school.
So maybe Tawnee is right, he likes me better than Lane and I am prettier than her. Apparently I have better fashion than her and well...all around prettier.
The only problem? (Aside from the fact that I still like Salad) George has told me absolutely nothing about the trip, Chloe told me everything. Although, that could also just mean that he didn't know what was going on but who knows?
Obviously I don't because I wasn't on that trip.
Why does this happen?
Okay so after every extended weekend or break, when we return to school, people are different.
Not like mutated different but different as in...distant...I guess. Yeah distant would describe it.
After every break, when we get back there is always somebody who is somewhat distant. Last time, Salad was distant. For the first few days back, he would not talk to me or Kate or any other girl in our chem class. This break he hasn't been back yet and I doubt he'll do what he did last time.
This time I think it will be Lara. I'll explain more in the next post because it is this whole long and beautiful story. But even though she hasn't been back yet I know she'll probably be distant for awhile.
But even though most people were absent today, there was still this eerie feeling of strangeness floating above me. I couldn't put my finger on it but it was there. The question is...Why?
Not like mutated different but different as in...distant...I guess. Yeah distant would describe it.
After every break, when we get back there is always somebody who is somewhat distant. Last time, Salad was distant. For the first few days back, he would not talk to me or Kate or any other girl in our chem class. This break he hasn't been back yet and I doubt he'll do what he did last time.
This time I think it will be Lara. I'll explain more in the next post because it is this whole long and beautiful story. But even though she hasn't been back yet I know she'll probably be distant for awhile.
But even though most people were absent today, there was still this eerie feeling of strangeness floating above me. I couldn't put my finger on it but it was there. The question is...Why?
Monday, February 18, 2008
This is Bad
This is bad.
I still can't decide between Salad and George. I care about them equally, I'm in a relationship with George and I smile every time he sends me a text message. I smile a cute, girly, smile. One that would make the old me...sick.
But there's still Salad. Many many thoughts have run through my head on this..."Is he taking an interest in me now?" "We fight way too much" "Why do I still like him?" Oh but this has got to be the biggest, most important one, "How come Kate can hit Salad and yell at him, but he gets upset with me when I do that to him?" Yeah...and not to mention because of that, I keep thinking about him even when I don't want to.
In fact, so far this weekend, whenever I fall asleep, I start dreaming about Salad and George. With Salad it's how we usually are, we fight and argue then innocently flirt and become friends again. Then with George it's...well our friendship/relationship. It's all a very weird thing, and I've been spending my mornings trying to understand my dreams...I'll tell you when I do.
(Sorry for the different font, I copied the "Dream On" on the side and it was a different font so I had to make it all match)
I still can't decide between Salad and George. I care about them equally, I'm in a relationship with George and I smile every time he sends me a text message. I smile a cute, girly, smile. One that would make the old me...sick.
But there's still Salad. Many many thoughts have run through my head on this..."Is he taking an interest in me now?" "We fight way too much" "Why do I still like him?" Oh but this has got to be the biggest, most important one, "How come Kate can hit Salad and yell at him, but he gets upset with me when I do that to him?" Yeah...and not to mention because of that, I keep thinking about him even when I don't want to.
In fact, so far this weekend, whenever I fall asleep, I start dreaming about Salad and George. With Salad it's how we usually are, we fight and argue then innocently flirt and become friends again. Then with George it's...well our friendship/relationship. It's all a very weird thing, and I've been spending my mornings trying to understand my dreams...I'll tell you when I do.
(Sorry for the different font, I copied the "Dream On" on the side and it was a different font so I had to make it all match)
A Weekend with Anna
Never Again.
Never Again will I spend 5 of my free days with Anna, I love her to death but I swear she was starting to make me go crazy today. Although it was going that way from the start, here's what she did that really bothered me.
1) She snores! Yup yup it's true, she slept over my house and forgot her nasal thing so I had trouble sleeping.
2) She was afraid of a store. We went shopping today and she wanted to stop into Hot Topic to get something, but she stood outside the store for a moment and said she was afraid to go in. I had to push her in, otherwise we would have stood outside the store for a LONG time.
3) Her mom wants her in as many AP classes as possible. Yeah...apparently she is THAT smart, even though she has a ton of trouble in history but she can still take an AP course.
4) She's kind of boring. Not to be mean or anything but sometimes when I want to do something fun, she just...doesn't.
I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but to me...it is, especially for my best friend. It's probably a good thing that we won't be seeing each other until May.
Never Again will I spend 5 of my free days with Anna, I love her to death but I swear she was starting to make me go crazy today. Although it was going that way from the start, here's what she did that really bothered me.
1) She snores! Yup yup it's true, she slept over my house and forgot her nasal thing so I had trouble sleeping.
2) She was afraid of a store. We went shopping today and she wanted to stop into Hot Topic to get something, but she stood outside the store for a moment and said she was afraid to go in. I had to push her in, otherwise we would have stood outside the store for a LONG time.
3) Her mom wants her in as many AP classes as possible. Yeah...apparently she is THAT smart, even though she has a ton of trouble in history but she can still take an AP course.
4) She's kind of boring. Not to be mean or anything but sometimes when I want to do something fun, she just...doesn't.
I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but to me...it is, especially for my best friend. It's probably a good thing that we won't be seeing each other until May.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
A Couple?
On 2/7/08, I asked George out, and we became somewhat of a couple.
On 2/12/08, George asked me out, and we really became a couple.
On his myspace now, George now lists his status thing as "In a Relationship" and his friends are "making an attempt" at accepting me...I think. I don't know exactly but they have tried striking up conversation with me a few times...some of them, I talk to Frank, Aaron and Salad...but not some of this other friends...actually...I hate most of his other friends...that's okay though because most of my friends don't like him or his friends.
Whatever. I'm glad we're a couple though...but Frank...makes it...I don't know...weird? I was worried that he wouldn't like the idea of two of his friends going out together. In reality though, he doesn't mind and likes to joke about it. Like on Tuesday for example, during lunch it was just the three of us and I was falling off my seat (because of George) and he caught me. So of course Frank had to comment and say "You fell into his arms" at which one of us said something stupid so he had to say "Yeah but she fell...into your arms. How sweet"
Unfortunately we didn't do anything for Valentine's day though. George is actually on a hiking trip and doesn't get back until tonight or tomorrow, he sent me a message on Valentine's day saying that he was going on the trip, he would miss me and that I should have a good weekend. I'm hoping he's back so maybe we could spend a little bit of time together tomorrow but that's not how it's going to work out. Oh well. He spent the weekend hiking and I spent the weekend with my best friend Anna. We both spent it doing something we loved, we can pencil each other in later.
On 2/12/08, George asked me out, and we really became a couple.
On his myspace now, George now lists his status thing as "In a Relationship" and his friends are "making an attempt" at accepting me...I think. I don't know exactly but they have tried striking up conversation with me a few times...some of them, I talk to Frank, Aaron and Salad...but not some of this other friends...actually...I hate most of his other friends...that's okay though because most of my friends don't like him or his friends.
Whatever. I'm glad we're a couple though...but Frank...makes it...I don't know...weird? I was worried that he wouldn't like the idea of two of his friends going out together. In reality though, he doesn't mind and likes to joke about it. Like on Tuesday for example, during lunch it was just the three of us and I was falling off my seat (because of George) and he caught me. So of course Frank had to comment and say "You fell into his arms" at which one of us said something stupid so he had to say "Yeah but she fell...into your arms. How sweet"
Unfortunately we didn't do anything for Valentine's day though. George is actually on a hiking trip and doesn't get back until tonight or tomorrow, he sent me a message on Valentine's day saying that he was going on the trip, he would miss me and that I should have a good weekend. I'm hoping he's back so maybe we could spend a little bit of time together tomorrow but that's not how it's going to work out. Oh well. He spent the weekend hiking and I spent the weekend with my best friend Anna. We both spent it doing something we loved, we can pencil each other in later.
Rubber Band!!!
This happed on Tuesday 2/12/08.
Chemistry class...we had a test and then a lab. In between classes I hung out with Aaron and Salad since Angie, Frank and Kate were still taking the test. So...yeah...it was interesting. Salad has a dancing chicken on his mp3 player! In the lab period, we were using rubber bands and since Salad, Aaron and Frank are very, very childish...they were shooting rubber bands at people. They missed me this time! But they got Kate...which is worse...much worse. So once again, there was an argument between those guys and us girls. But of course Salad...makes things harder. He let Kate hit him and yell at him but he gets upset when I do either of those. So I made a vow that the next time he gets upset with me because I yelled at him or something, I'll bring that up.
But that's not the important thing, the important thing is that I picked up a rubber band before the period ended and I was playing with it as I was walking down to homeroom. And I was walking downstairs next to Salad (we were walking down together) with Kat and Karl in front of us. And neither Salad nor myself like Kat so I was pretending that I was going to shoot the rubber band at Kat, then Salad leaned over...
Salad: You should do it...I dare you to...I would.
Me: Then go right ahead (hands the rubber band to Salad)
Salad: (aims and hits Kat in the leg) Damn she didn't feel it.
Me: (picks up the rubber band) She's a robot.
Obviously I kept the rubber band, but I was stupid and took it out during lunch. And George and I were playing with it. We were shooting it at each other, stretching it out as far as it could go and we were stuck together because of the rubber band (it was like we were cuffed together) and then it snapped. We were still playing with it after it snapped though, because it was fun.
I told all of this to Will, who found it somewhat amusing, but he thought that I shouldn't have let both of them play with it because I liked both of them, I couldn't choose between both of them and it should have only been one of theirs...I don't remember what he said okay! But he was surprised that I let George play with it after Salad touched it.
Chemistry class...we had a test and then a lab. In between classes I hung out with Aaron and Salad since Angie, Frank and Kate were still taking the test. So...yeah...it was interesting. Salad has a dancing chicken on his mp3 player! In the lab period, we were using rubber bands and since Salad, Aaron and Frank are very, very childish...they were shooting rubber bands at people. They missed me this time! But they got Kate...which is worse...much worse. So once again, there was an argument between those guys and us girls. But of course Salad...makes things harder. He let Kate hit him and yell at him but he gets upset when I do either of those. So I made a vow that the next time he gets upset with me because I yelled at him or something, I'll bring that up.
But that's not the important thing, the important thing is that I picked up a rubber band before the period ended and I was playing with it as I was walking down to homeroom. And I was walking downstairs next to Salad (we were walking down together) with Kat and Karl in front of us. And neither Salad nor myself like Kat so I was pretending that I was going to shoot the rubber band at Kat, then Salad leaned over...
Salad: You should do it...I dare you to...I would.
Me: Then go right ahead (hands the rubber band to Salad)
Salad: (aims and hits Kat in the leg) Damn she didn't feel it.
Me: (picks up the rubber band) She's a robot.
Obviously I kept the rubber band, but I was stupid and took it out during lunch. And George and I were playing with it. We were shooting it at each other, stretching it out as far as it could go and we were stuck together because of the rubber band (it was like we were cuffed together) and then it snapped. We were still playing with it after it snapped though, because it was fun.
I told all of this to Will, who found it somewhat amusing, but he thought that I shouldn't have let both of them play with it because I liked both of them, I couldn't choose between both of them and it should have only been one of theirs...I don't remember what he said okay! But he was surprised that I let George play with it after Salad touched it.
A Day in a New School (part 3)
Last part I swear! I wanted to get this out of the way before I did anything else!
Okay so after Health came lunch, all through health, I was craving nachos and guess what? They just so happened to be serving nachos then and there. I chose the right day to come. So as I waited on line, I was talking to Dylan, who was cool...he reminded me of Will. He asked me about my hometown and warned me about Clara (somebody else warned be about her too so when he warned be I was beginning to get nervous) but Clara turned out to be...okay. She didn't really bother me like I thought she would and Dylan turned out to be the one who annoyed everybody, so when Caitlyn told me I could ignore him if he got too annoying, I said that I met more annoying people. Which is true...so Dylan didn't bother me much at all. But as I met her friends...I realized how extremely cool they were! They loved chick lit and fantasy books like I did, one of them wants to be a writer too, and well...I liked hanging out with them.
I didn't want lunch to end because when it did, I had to go to biology. Luckily the teacher wasn't there and we had a young, and good looking male sub. Unluckily we had to watch a movie. Luckily the sub made jokes through the whole thing, Unluckily we had a double period of this movie, luckily Anna and I got to eat in the classroom, unluckily...we couldn't really talk.
Finally, the day ended with History. My best subject and Anna's worst subject. I had spent an hour the night before quizzing Anna on the sections she had to know and we used the memory devices to study for the rest of the day. Of course when they were going over the test in class...Anna didn't do so well. Try...55% out of a possible 100%. Yeah not so good. So after class we went up to her teacher, Anna asked for extra credit or something because obviously she didn't do well in this class. And I asked for a copy of the test so I could study for my History quiz on Tuesday. Anna explained that I was a history geek and helped her study and her history teacher looked at me and asked how we were friends if I loved history and hated science and she loved science and hated history. It was kind of funny, until the car ride home when we had to explain to her mom that she didn't do so well on the Global test.
So my day in a new school was okay...I wouldn't move there or go to that school...EVER. But it was a good experience. I had a pretty good day for a school day.
Okay so after Health came lunch, all through health, I was craving nachos and guess what? They just so happened to be serving nachos then and there. I chose the right day to come. So as I waited on line, I was talking to Dylan, who was cool...he reminded me of Will. He asked me about my hometown and warned me about Clara (somebody else warned be about her too so when he warned be I was beginning to get nervous) but Clara turned out to be...okay. She didn't really bother me like I thought she would and Dylan turned out to be the one who annoyed everybody, so when Caitlyn told me I could ignore him if he got too annoying, I said that I met more annoying people. Which is true...so Dylan didn't bother me much at all. But as I met her friends...I realized how extremely cool they were! They loved chick lit and fantasy books like I did, one of them wants to be a writer too, and well...I liked hanging out with them.
I didn't want lunch to end because when it did, I had to go to biology. Luckily the teacher wasn't there and we had a young, and good looking male sub. Unluckily we had to watch a movie. Luckily the sub made jokes through the whole thing, Unluckily we had a double period of this movie, luckily Anna and I got to eat in the classroom, unluckily...we couldn't really talk.
Finally, the day ended with History. My best subject and Anna's worst subject. I had spent an hour the night before quizzing Anna on the sections she had to know and we used the memory devices to study for the rest of the day. Of course when they were going over the test in class...Anna didn't do so well. Try...55% out of a possible 100%. Yeah not so good. So after class we went up to her teacher, Anna asked for extra credit or something because obviously she didn't do well in this class. And I asked for a copy of the test so I could study for my History quiz on Tuesday. Anna explained that I was a history geek and helped her study and her history teacher looked at me and asked how we were friends if I loved history and hated science and she loved science and hated history. It was kind of funny, until the car ride home when we had to explain to her mom that she didn't do so well on the Global test.
So my day in a new school was okay...I wouldn't move there or go to that school...EVER. But it was a good experience. I had a pretty good day for a school day.
A Day in a New School (part 2)
This happened on 2/14/08
I was driven to school by Anna's parents, really early in the morning. Apparently the school is about 1 trillion miles from any other form of civilization, so unlike my school where people can easily walk from home to school to any other place, people who go to Anna's school can't do that, they have to either take the bus or get a ride.
So I got a visitors pass and I followed Anna to her Spanish class which is also her homeroom. I met and had a nice conversation with her Spanish teacher who is extremely nice and a great person to talk to. Anna took me out of the classroom and re-introduced me to Jen who used to be one of my best friends in elementary school. We said a quick hello but that was really all we were able to say.
So blah blah blah, we went back to Spanish, I sat through the announcements and while they were working on a Spanish project I decided to do the same. I took out a piece of paper and started writing an ad about Salad (they had to do an ad about a person trying to find a friend) and I got really far, which probably had something to do with the fact that I had already taken the class and passed the regents about a year ago. At least I got candy and a valentine from Anna (she was so sweet ^_^) but I also learned that there was this other girl in her class named Anna, who is kind of like Kat is in my school, she kept glaring at me.
Next was English, her English teacher looked like she was on drugs, she asked Anna to introduce me, which she did...not that people really cared, but oh well. I didn't do much in that class, they were reading Night by Elie Wiesel so I picked up a book and just started reading it, I got about 1/4 of the way through it by the time the period ended. Anna and her friend Tori were surprised, but when you have 40 minutes of free time and it is extremely quiet a book is always nice.
After that was math, it was so cool! They used laptops and I understood the lesson and the homework! Which is sort of funny because I am having trouble understanding what we're learning but I already learned what she's learning so it's really easy! Her math teacher was nice, I had a short conversation with him.
After math was art, I met Anna's two friends Caitlyn and Mel and I talked to the three of them all period while they were working on their clay projects. I even played around with the clay a little bit and made an alien bunny. It looked so cool!
Next came Health, the class was extremely immature but I was having some kind of fun. They had to make a list of things to do to keep from getting sick. I think I gave Anna a really good one! "Don't Lick Doorknobs" which was really funny...until Anna and Tay informed me that there are people in their school who would...lick doorknobs. Ew! But Health turned out to be cool because even though it dragged on forever, I had a conversation with Tay about anime (it turns out she loves anime just like my friends do) so she gave me the link to a website where I could download episodes of Lucky Star and other animes. Cool!
I was driven to school by Anna's parents, really early in the morning. Apparently the school is about 1 trillion miles from any other form of civilization, so unlike my school where people can easily walk from home to school to any other place, people who go to Anna's school can't do that, they have to either take the bus or get a ride.
So I got a visitors pass and I followed Anna to her Spanish class which is also her homeroom. I met and had a nice conversation with her Spanish teacher who is extremely nice and a great person to talk to. Anna took me out of the classroom and re-introduced me to Jen who used to be one of my best friends in elementary school. We said a quick hello but that was really all we were able to say.
So blah blah blah, we went back to Spanish, I sat through the announcements and while they were working on a Spanish project I decided to do the same. I took out a piece of paper and started writing an ad about Salad (they had to do an ad about a person trying to find a friend) and I got really far, which probably had something to do with the fact that I had already taken the class and passed the regents about a year ago. At least I got candy and a valentine from Anna (she was so sweet ^_^) but I also learned that there was this other girl in her class named Anna, who is kind of like Kat is in my school, she kept glaring at me.
Next was English, her English teacher looked like she was on drugs, she asked Anna to introduce me, which she did...not that people really cared, but oh well. I didn't do much in that class, they were reading Night by Elie Wiesel so I picked up a book and just started reading it, I got about 1/4 of the way through it by the time the period ended. Anna and her friend Tori were surprised, but when you have 40 minutes of free time and it is extremely quiet a book is always nice.
After that was math, it was so cool! They used laptops and I understood the lesson and the homework! Which is sort of funny because I am having trouble understanding what we're learning but I already learned what she's learning so it's really easy! Her math teacher was nice, I had a short conversation with him.
After math was art, I met Anna's two friends Caitlyn and Mel and I talked to the three of them all period while they were working on their clay projects. I even played around with the clay a little bit and made an alien bunny. It looked so cool!
Next came Health, the class was extremely immature but I was having some kind of fun. They had to make a list of things to do to keep from getting sick. I think I gave Anna a really good one! "Don't Lick Doorknobs" which was really funny...until Anna and Tay informed me that there are people in their school who would...lick doorknobs. Ew! But Health turned out to be cool because even though it dragged on forever, I had a conversation with Tay about anime (it turns out she loves anime just like my friends do) so she gave me the link to a website where I could download episodes of Lucky Star and other animes. Cool!
A Day in a New School (part 1)
This is just a quick overview of some things. Next post has more details
So the day before Valentine's day, I went to my bff Anna' house around 2:00 because the following day she had school and I didn't, so we had made plans for me to visit her school for the day. Which I did.
Let me start by saying this, my plan was to scope out cute guys (that was my plan since summer vacation when we first came up with the idea), to see two old "friends" who moved away during elementary school, and to see if her school is anything like mine.
I was disappointed. Almost everybody in Anna's school is a jerk, they do not talk to you unless you talk to them first...and none of the guys there are cute at all! (I know that sounds shallow but ugly and jerk-like is obviously not a very good combination) Her Spanish teacher was great though, so was her math teacher (he had laptops for his class!) but her English teacher reminded me of my English teacher last year...on drugs.
I only saw 1 of the 2 girls that I used to be friends with in Elementary school. Jen. Apparently she's a boyfriend whore now, not only that but she's somewhat jerk-like too. The other girl I didn't get a chance to see.
Her schedule was confusing too, it was homeroom, period 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Lunch 2, 6, 7 and 8 while for us it is period 1, 2, homeroom, period 3, 4, 5, 6 (which is when I have lunch), 7, 8, 9. So it was a little weird for me.
Her friends were great though! They were so much like my friends it was scary, I mean really, really scary. I can't wait to tell my friends about them!
So that's a quick overview, I'm going to add more (in two parts before and during/after lunch) just because it's easier to read like that.
So the day before Valentine's day, I went to my bff Anna' house around 2:00 because the following day she had school and I didn't, so we had made plans for me to visit her school for the day. Which I did.
Let me start by saying this, my plan was to scope out cute guys (that was my plan since summer vacation when we first came up with the idea), to see two old "friends" who moved away during elementary school, and to see if her school is anything like mine.
I was disappointed. Almost everybody in Anna's school is a jerk, they do not talk to you unless you talk to them first...and none of the guys there are cute at all! (I know that sounds shallow but ugly and jerk-like is obviously not a very good combination) Her Spanish teacher was great though, so was her math teacher (he had laptops for his class!) but her English teacher reminded me of my English teacher last year...on drugs.
I only saw 1 of the 2 girls that I used to be friends with in Elementary school. Jen. Apparently she's a boyfriend whore now, not only that but she's somewhat jerk-like too. The other girl I didn't get a chance to see.
Her schedule was confusing too, it was homeroom, period 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Lunch 2, 6, 7 and 8 while for us it is period 1, 2, homeroom, period 3, 4, 5, 6 (which is when I have lunch), 7, 8, 9. So it was a little weird for me.
Her friends were great though! They were so much like my friends it was scary, I mean really, really scary. I can't wait to tell my friends about them!
So that's a quick overview, I'm going to add more (in two parts before and during/after lunch) just because it's easier to read like that.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Boys and Frenemies
Okay so there is this girl: Kat. She's okay I guess. Sometimes I hate her sometimes I don't. Like Friday for example I told her I hated her and she said I was nothing to her, but today we had a civil conversation about school as if nothing had happened on Friday. Interesting huh?
That's not all!
Salad is jealous. (That sounds so good to say) Because I go down to meet him between 4th and 5th period so we can talk and apparently when I thought he had math (he was down in the math wing) he actually has cooking (which is in a different wing) and when I asked what he was doing in this wing, he answers by saying "Oh I come here to see if this teacher is here" but the funny thing is...that teacher is never there and according to Frank...Salad doesn't even take math this year. But Salad promised that he would make me some food in cooking class...I doubt he meant it but it would be cool if he did.
And speaking of Frank...he hit me today. But that's okay because I kicked him and it hurt more for him because he and George are doing crew so their legs hurt. It's actually a lot of fun because they can't run or anything, they are too sore. Except right after lunch (we were the last people out) I kicked them (lightly) and they were hurting so bad they couldn't do anything...until we got close to my locker when George tickled me where I am most ticklish and I wasn't paying attention so I bumped into Salad before hitting my locker.
So yeah...that's what happened to me today.
That's not all!
Salad is jealous. (That sounds so good to say) Because I go down to meet him between 4th and 5th period so we can talk and apparently when I thought he had math (he was down in the math wing) he actually has cooking (which is in a different wing) and when I asked what he was doing in this wing, he answers by saying "Oh I come here to see if this teacher is here" but the funny thing is...that teacher is never there and according to Frank...Salad doesn't even take math this year. But Salad promised that he would make me some food in cooking class...I doubt he meant it but it would be cool if he did.
And speaking of Frank...he hit me today. But that's okay because I kicked him and it hurt more for him because he and George are doing crew so their legs hurt. It's actually a lot of fun because they can't run or anything, they are too sore. Except right after lunch (we were the last people out) I kicked them (lightly) and they were hurting so bad they couldn't do anything...until we got close to my locker when George tickled me where I am most ticklish and I wasn't paying attention so I bumped into Salad before hitting my locker.
So yeah...that's what happened to me today.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
I Am Ruining Frank's Life
I didn't notice this until yesterday but I think...I might just be ruining Frank's life! Because all year I have liked one of his good friends and now, I'm going to be going out with another one of his good friends. Which is leading me to thinking...why the hell did he let me sit with him during lunch and why did he invite me to play soccer with Salad, George and himself. What is he? Fucking crazy?
Now the problem hasn't completely formed yet...but give it about a month and there will be a HUGE problem. And it will be guys against girls...or Frank, Aaron, Salad and George against Angie, Kate, Lane and myself...wait that's how it is often. But anyway onto the real problemo here: I like George and he's great but...I still like Salad. I mean REALLY like Salad, which is okay I guess, but I wouldn't have if Angie hadn't brought him up during study hall when she said "well maybe by seeing George, Salad will realize what he's been missing out on"
Now...I really want that, but I was told to be careful when George and I "Break up" because according to Chloe he can be annoying or something. Not only that, but it will be even more awkward than it was a few days ago during lunch...I probably wouldn't be able to sit there anymore.
And poor Frank...he'd be in the middle of it.
And it would be worse if I broke up with George to be with Salad...because Salad, George and Frank are all friends and spend Wednesday nights together. And they do talk sometimes (which has been really bothering me lately) so not only would I feel like a whore...I think I'd probably lose a few friends.
Okay so it's not just Frank's life I'm ruining...I'm sort of ruining mine too.
This year is WAY too dramatic!
Now the problem hasn't completely formed yet...but give it about a month and there will be a HUGE problem. And it will be guys against girls...or Frank, Aaron, Salad and George against Angie, Kate, Lane and myself...wait that's how it is often. But anyway onto the real problemo here: I like George and he's great but...I still like Salad. I mean REALLY like Salad, which is okay I guess, but I wouldn't have if Angie hadn't brought him up during study hall when she said "well maybe by seeing George, Salad will realize what he's been missing out on"
Now...I really want that, but I was told to be careful when George and I "Break up" because according to Chloe he can be annoying or something. Not only that, but it will be even more awkward than it was a few days ago during lunch...I probably wouldn't be able to sit there anymore.
And poor Frank...he'd be in the middle of it.
And it would be worse if I broke up with George to be with Salad...because Salad, George and Frank are all friends and spend Wednesday nights together. And they do talk sometimes (which has been really bothering me lately) so not only would I feel like a whore...I think I'd probably lose a few friends.
Okay so it's not just Frank's life I'm ruining...I'm sort of ruining mine too.
This year is WAY too dramatic!
At Least They Agree on Something Right?
My friends Chloe and Will can't agree on anything...or they probably can, but they really don't like each other. I don't know why...but they don't. All I know is that Chloe thinks Will is gross and Will...I don't even want to know what he thinks at all.
Anyway, in my last post I mentioned that I was "seeing" George...or that I have a date for Valentines day. Will and Chloe HATE George...which is okay because he doesn't like them either. But the reason they hate George and George hates them belongs in one person. No that person is not me...THANK GOD. (it seems like a lot of pressure) You see there's this girl "Vicky" that George and Will both dated, and Chloe is friends with.
Apparently the story goes: Vicky and George were dating, they had sex, he broke up with her. Then later, she goes out with Will...I'm sure they've had sex...and then they break up. And finally she and Chloe are just good friends...I don't know when that started but it did.
So when I told Chloe and Will...needless to say they were...actually I don't know what they were. I don't think they were all that surprised but they weren't exactly very happy. I think they saw it coming but I don't know for sure. But right now they are definitely having fun bothering me about it. Whenever I don't want them to do something, they pretend to look offended and then say, "I bet you would let George to that..." for example, yesterday while at a college for a competition, Chloe tried offering me some of her food, at first I said "No" and then she said "I bet you would let George feed you." It gets really annoying you know?
That and then the two of them have warned me, at least once each about him and how I should be careful...I mean even though Will whole heartedly believes that I need to get laid, he does not want George to do it.
Oh well...I should be happy that the two of them agree on something for once...even if that something is hating my date.
Anyway, in my last post I mentioned that I was "seeing" George...or that I have a date for Valentines day. Will and Chloe HATE George...which is okay because he doesn't like them either. But the reason they hate George and George hates them belongs in one person. No that person is not me...THANK GOD. (it seems like a lot of pressure) You see there's this girl "Vicky" that George and Will both dated, and Chloe is friends with.
Apparently the story goes: Vicky and George were dating, they had sex, he broke up with her. Then later, she goes out with Will...I'm sure they've had sex...and then they break up. And finally she and Chloe are just good friends...I don't know when that started but it did.
So when I told Chloe and Will...needless to say they were...actually I don't know what they were. I don't think they were all that surprised but they weren't exactly very happy. I think they saw it coming but I don't know for sure. But right now they are definitely having fun bothering me about it. Whenever I don't want them to do something, they pretend to look offended and then say, "I bet you would let George to that..." for example, yesterday while at a college for a competition, Chloe tried offering me some of her food, at first I said "No" and then she said "I bet you would let George feed you." It gets really annoying you know?
That and then the two of them have warned me, at least once each about him and how I should be careful...I mean even though Will whole heartedly believes that I need to get laid, he does not want George to do it.
Oh well...I should be happy that the two of them agree on something for once...even if that something is hating my date.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so Salad...yeah he's still cool but I like somebody else now. Guess who!
If you said Frank...your wrong. If you said Aaron...your wrong. If you said Will...your wrong. And if you said Cael, Nate, John, or Chris...what are you high or something?
It's all George. We have been texting each other all day long and I hated being away from the phone because I kept waiting for him to text. Sad isn't it? So he asked what I was doing for Valentine's day, I told him I was visiting Anna but I said that after Valentine's day we could go catch a movie or something and he said YES! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
I need to call my friends right now...Anna's out of school, so are Angie and Kara but I don't know their number. So I have to call Anna and Terri right away, but since I don't know when Terri get's out of school, I'll wait until like 4...ish.
I'm so happy! :) I have a date for Valentine's day and a boy! I'm so happy! We're sending xo's over text message.
If you said Frank...your wrong. If you said Aaron...your wrong. If you said Will...your wrong. And if you said Cael, Nate, John, or Chris...what are you high or something?
It's all George. We have been texting each other all day long and I hated being away from the phone because I kept waiting for him to text. Sad isn't it? So he asked what I was doing for Valentine's day, I told him I was visiting Anna but I said that after Valentine's day we could go catch a movie or something and he said YES! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
I need to call my friends right now...Anna's out of school, so are Angie and Kara but I don't know their number. So I have to call Anna and Terri right away, but since I don't know when Terri get's out of school, I'll wait until like 4...ish.
I'm so happy! :) I have a date for Valentine's day and a boy! I'm so happy! We're sending xo's over text message.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
I Should Have Known How It Would End
I guess I should have known from about 7:30 a.m that this day was going to suck. But I didn't think about what kind of day I was going to have, I just knew that I wanted to play soccer today with Frank, George and Salad at some Youth Group, which was keeping me excited all week because it was the first time my new group of friends have invited me to hang out.
Obviously that is not what happened, in fact the whole day was not what I expected. I woke up at my normal time, took a shower, but took way too long to eat breakfast so I had to rush to brush my teeth, brush my hair and dry it, needless to say I didn't completely dry my hair out, so it was wet when I got to school.
Of course when I got to school, we have to swipe i.d cards in so the system knows that we actually attend the school and aren't skipping classes. Of course the person in front of me skipped a class so the sound went off and I almost got in trouble because they thought that the sound went off for me. Unluckily for me Aaron and Ralphie saw and made a point of saying that I was a rule breaker. So I got to Chemistry class, listened as my teacher droned on and on about stuff I really didn't hear and then when I did a lab, Frank/Salad/Aaron hit me with a little red cap that they were trying to shoot at somebody else who was ironically REALLY close to them, but they still hit me.
Then we had a practice Regents exam in Global class and when I went to lunch expecting to have my already hectic day lightened by George, I learned he wasn't there today so lunch was boring and I'm really slow with texting so when I was texting him it took forever because I rarely ever texted before. And when I was in Journalism, Nate was there. Nate left but he visited for the day for some odd reason and while he was in my class...I was gone...I didn't exist. Then I had to go to a Science Olympiad meeting where Nate finally acknowledged my presence...as well as his really annoying guy friends who if I could...I would kill. And Cael was there too, looking as lost as ever. That's where I found out that my partner and ex-best friend Rayna, dropped out of Science Olympiad (which is surprising because she loves Science and Science Olympiad) and that I was only in 1 event...not two, so I had to sign up for a whole other event.
Not to mention that 68 I got on that Chem test and the fact that I didn't finish the lab for today made my parents decide that I couldn't go to the thing to play soccer. They also wouldn't let me go because they didn't know where the place was (even though I told them), and I don't think they trusted me. When I first brought it up with my dad the only thing he told me was "Remember....abstinence." I think he only brought that up because the guys I hang out with now are about 2 years older than me. Of course, they didn't tell me I wasn't going until 6:30 and the thing would have started at 7.
So now I have no outlet for my anger, I was really looking forward to kicking the shit out of a soccer ball but obviously that won't be happening now will it? And blogs don't do the same things a soccer ball can do, blogs aren't as therapeutic. And since I can't even stay on the computer much longer, I feel like I can't do anything.
But I guess I should have known this already, I mean after that first thing in school, I did say "This day is going to suck" and it does. So now I'll have to explain to Frank why I couldn't go even after I told him I would be going. That'll be fun.
Obviously that is not what happened, in fact the whole day was not what I expected. I woke up at my normal time, took a shower, but took way too long to eat breakfast so I had to rush to brush my teeth, brush my hair and dry it, needless to say I didn't completely dry my hair out, so it was wet when I got to school.
Of course when I got to school, we have to swipe i.d cards in so the system knows that we actually attend the school and aren't skipping classes. Of course the person in front of me skipped a class so the sound went off and I almost got in trouble because they thought that the sound went off for me. Unluckily for me Aaron and Ralphie saw and made a point of saying that I was a rule breaker. So I got to Chemistry class, listened as my teacher droned on and on about stuff I really didn't hear and then when I did a lab, Frank/Salad/Aaron hit me with a little red cap that they were trying to shoot at somebody else who was ironically REALLY close to them, but they still hit me.
Then we had a practice Regents exam in Global class and when I went to lunch expecting to have my already hectic day lightened by George, I learned he wasn't there today so lunch was boring and I'm really slow with texting so when I was texting him it took forever because I rarely ever texted before. And when I was in Journalism, Nate was there. Nate left but he visited for the day for some odd reason and while he was in my class...I was gone...I didn't exist. Then I had to go to a Science Olympiad meeting where Nate finally acknowledged my presence...as well as his really annoying guy friends who if I could...I would kill. And Cael was there too, looking as lost as ever. That's where I found out that my partner and ex-best friend Rayna, dropped out of Science Olympiad (which is surprising because she loves Science and Science Olympiad) and that I was only in 1 event...not two, so I had to sign up for a whole other event.
Not to mention that 68 I got on that Chem test and the fact that I didn't finish the lab for today made my parents decide that I couldn't go to the thing to play soccer. They also wouldn't let me go because they didn't know where the place was (even though I told them), and I don't think they trusted me. When I first brought it up with my dad the only thing he told me was "Remember....abstinence." I think he only brought that up because the guys I hang out with now are about 2 years older than me. Of course, they didn't tell me I wasn't going until 6:30 and the thing would have started at 7.
So now I have no outlet for my anger, I was really looking forward to kicking the shit out of a soccer ball but obviously that won't be happening now will it? And blogs don't do the same things a soccer ball can do, blogs aren't as therapeutic. And since I can't even stay on the computer much longer, I feel like I can't do anything.
But I guess I should have known this already, I mean after that first thing in school, I did say "This day is going to suck" and it does. So now I'll have to explain to Frank why I couldn't go even after I told him I would be going. That'll be fun.
My Guys...
I know I've been talking a lot about guys lately but that's all that has really been consuming my life lately. I've been really lazy about my homework because I always seem to have something going on with a guy. Whether it be a fight, some fun, or just flirting...there's always something and it just keeps distracting me.
And it doesn't help to try to ignore them because even when I do try to ignore them, they get all upset or they do something that makes them really hard to ignore. Like shoot a little red cap at my head, it wasn't meant for me but it got me over there. And because of that Salad and I had a nice little argument that ended when Kate said we "bicker like an old married couple" and then Frank started mocking us. Yeah that took all the fun out of it.
George was absent today so lunch was boring, but we texted each other the whole day long. We'd still be texting if my phone hadn't run out of battery power while I was walking to my brother's school.
Aaron, Will and Frank were as they always were, fun but at the same time COMPLETELY annoying. Always bugging me about something, and for Will and Aaron, that something is Salad. ALWAYS Salad. For Frank it's always something different.
And it doesn't help to try to ignore them because even when I do try to ignore them, they get all upset or they do something that makes them really hard to ignore. Like shoot a little red cap at my head, it wasn't meant for me but it got me over there. And because of that Salad and I had a nice little argument that ended when Kate said we "bicker like an old married couple" and then Frank started mocking us. Yeah that took all the fun out of it.
George was absent today so lunch was boring, but we texted each other the whole day long. We'd still be texting if my phone hadn't run out of battery power while I was walking to my brother's school.
Aaron, Will and Frank were as they always were, fun but at the same time COMPLETELY annoying. Always bugging me about something, and for Will and Aaron, that something is Salad. ALWAYS Salad. For Frank it's always something different.
Monday, February 4, 2008
GAH BOYS!
Yet another post about how annoying boys are. It must be the guys I know or something because it doesn't seem to be all guys.
It all started in Chemistry class today, Salad asked what I got in Chemistry and I was mad about something so I said "None of Your Business" and apparently he thought I yelled at him. So he thought I was mad at him and was asking me after class what I did to get so mad at him. I told him I was PMSing (not true but he doesn't have to know that) and we haven't talked since...not that we have much time after that to talk.
Then during lunch I found out that the new kid "Jai" likes me, a lot. He gave me something and signed it my admirer. He's a sweet guy but I really don't want to go out with him...or Chris...or Will...and at the moment not Salad either.
Also during lunch Frank and George invited me to the Youth Group that the two of them and Salad go to on Wednesday's to play soccer. How can I turn down soccer? I got permission from my parents...sort of...I just need to find out all the information. So that's good, I figure I'll tell Frank before we leave chem, just so I can see the look on Salad's face when he hears it. So that was good.
During math class...Will....GAH! Oh my god he bugged me! He said that Wren needed to get laid and got me to agree with him, so Kate doesn't believe me when I say that I didn't agree with him. She's not mad or anything, she just doesn't approve of the idea. Will also said that I needed to get laid and that if I needed any help in making it special, he and his girlfriend were the perfect people to call.
And my "friend" Ralphie. He was the one egging Jai on, he said over and over again that Jai and I would make a cute couple, and he called me whore all through the lunch period. He didn't really, truly mean it. It was really just to bug me...which it did, by the end of the day I wanted to smack him harder than I've ever smacked Frank or George.
So as you can see boys...at least the ones that I know...ARE EVIL!
It all started in Chemistry class today, Salad asked what I got in Chemistry and I was mad about something so I said "None of Your Business" and apparently he thought I yelled at him. So he thought I was mad at him and was asking me after class what I did to get so mad at him. I told him I was PMSing (not true but he doesn't have to know that) and we haven't talked since...not that we have much time after that to talk.
Then during lunch I found out that the new kid "Jai" likes me, a lot. He gave me something and signed it my admirer. He's a sweet guy but I really don't want to go out with him...or Chris...or Will...and at the moment not Salad either.
Also during lunch Frank and George invited me to the Youth Group that the two of them and Salad go to on Wednesday's to play soccer. How can I turn down soccer? I got permission from my parents...sort of...I just need to find out all the information. So that's good, I figure I'll tell Frank before we leave chem, just so I can see the look on Salad's face when he hears it. So that was good.
During math class...Will....GAH! Oh my god he bugged me! He said that Wren needed to get laid and got me to agree with him, so Kate doesn't believe me when I say that I didn't agree with him. She's not mad or anything, she just doesn't approve of the idea. Will also said that I needed to get laid and that if I needed any help in making it special, he and his girlfriend were the perfect people to call.
And my "friend" Ralphie. He was the one egging Jai on, he said over and over again that Jai and I would make a cute couple, and he called me whore all through the lunch period. He didn't really, truly mean it. It was really just to bug me...which it did, by the end of the day I wanted to smack him harder than I've ever smacked Frank or George.
So as you can see boys...at least the ones that I know...ARE EVIL!
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Thank Goodness For Anna!
So right now I'm in love with my bff Anna, because if it weren't for her then I would be in a bad mood right now.
You see my friend Chris is a weirdo and he likes me, I'm pretty sure that is obvious to everybody, so there are times in gym class when he follows me everywhere or will have long talks with me and my other friends have to come over and drag me away because I don't know how to say "GET LOST" to his face. So anyway, he called today. Actually his dad called my dad and then the phone was switched to us, he asked if I wanted to come to this thing and because it was on the 15th and 16th and on the 16th Anna will be here so there is no way I'd be able to go. Thank goodness!
Even better because if I was able to go I'd have to be interviewed, there would be permission slips, yadda yadda yadda. And I talked to Terri and she agrees that I shouldn't have gone, but she thought that I should have told him to his face to (in her words) "Get Lost"
You see my friend Chris is a weirdo and he likes me, I'm pretty sure that is obvious to everybody, so there are times in gym class when he follows me everywhere or will have long talks with me and my other friends have to come over and drag me away because I don't know how to say "GET LOST" to his face. So anyway, he called today. Actually his dad called my dad and then the phone was switched to us, he asked if I wanted to come to this thing and because it was on the 15th and 16th and on the 16th Anna will be here so there is no way I'd be able to go. Thank goodness!
Even better because if I was able to go I'd have to be interviewed, there would be permission slips, yadda yadda yadda. And I talked to Terri and she agrees that I shouldn't have gone, but she thought that I should have told him to his face to (in her words) "Get Lost"
Me, Angie and Our Boys...
So if you haven't figured out the fact that Angie and I love boys then you must be either stupid, or not reading the blog the right way...or at all.
And if you haven't figured out that I have boy trouble then you have not read any other entries. You see, before this year I have liked about 5 boys at a time, wanting to have short relationships with all of them...yeah basically I was kind of slut like. I had four previous relationships, one when I was 11 (it lasted a month but we barely spoke and he decided to break up with me.), another when I was 12 (that one lasted 2 or 3 days, this time I broke up with the guy, he was too romantic.), the third relationship was when I was 13, (it lasted 2 hours, but I broke up with him because I would rather us just be friends), and the last one was a few months later (a two week, talk every day relationship that ended mutually). Last year, I liked several boys but wanted little from them and didn't really try for anything. This year...well...Salad is all I really need to say. Sure there were a few other boys I was interested in but Salad was the only one I showed any real interest in, and when I say interest, I mean more interest than I have ever showed for any other guy, and a much longer interest too, I've never liked anybody this long.
So the problem?
I told him that I liked him back in October, then for almost a month, we didn't talk. When we started talking again, he told me that he was liked two girls. Then he ended up going out with a girl named Chrissy, about a week later, he told me that she broke up with him because he was too in love with her and too in love with his ex girlfriend. For over a month, Salad was heartbroken, and I felt so terrible for him because he really liked her, and he even told her that, but apparently she just ignored him. Then Frank told me that Salad and Chrissy broke up mutually, but that she did tell him he was too in love with his ex girlfriend. I was mad but I didn't say anything to anybody except Angie.
Now though, neither of us are talking, we both ignore each other whenever possible, in a week of school, I spoke about 26 words to the guy and he spoke about 20 words to me. So I'm beginning to wonder if Aaron, George, Will or Frank said anything to him about me still liking him. (I know it is a sad thing to think but it makes sense)
As for Angie...I don't know much about her past with guys but I do know that this year one of the guys she has been crushing on is John (aka bancurra). It started out as an innocent crush with a lot of flirtation (like she had her arms around his waist once) but then for awhile she decided that she didn't like him like that anymore. Then when we get back to school in January of 2008, she tells me to find out if he has a girlfriend, which I find out he doesn't, and then a few days later, she asks him out. He tells her the next day that he can't date anybody because then his grades will decline like it did for his girlfriend last year. She says okay and then drowns her sorrows in loud rock music. Then on Friday in gym class John and I were joking around and he said that he would get his girlfriend (also named Chrissy) to beat me up. I paused...girlfriend? What the heck? I told Angie and she said that she hoped he was just joking around because that would really suck if he told her a lie.
Aside from those two boys, Angie and I have other guys in our lives, like Frank, Aaron, George, Will, Chris...and a lot of other guys. They all know each other because our school isn't that big but they don't all get along, but they make attempts to. But some of them (not all of them, some of them) also make attempts to hit on us and ask us out, you know stuff like that. Things that most girls would love but Angie and I...we don't like it.
And if you haven't figured out that I have boy trouble then you have not read any other entries. You see, before this year I have liked about 5 boys at a time, wanting to have short relationships with all of them...yeah basically I was kind of slut like. I had four previous relationships, one when I was 11 (it lasted a month but we barely spoke and he decided to break up with me.), another when I was 12 (that one lasted 2 or 3 days, this time I broke up with the guy, he was too romantic.), the third relationship was when I was 13, (it lasted 2 hours, but I broke up with him because I would rather us just be friends), and the last one was a few months later (a two week, talk every day relationship that ended mutually). Last year, I liked several boys but wanted little from them and didn't really try for anything. This year...well...Salad is all I really need to say. Sure there were a few other boys I was interested in but Salad was the only one I showed any real interest in, and when I say interest, I mean more interest than I have ever showed for any other guy, and a much longer interest too, I've never liked anybody this long.
So the problem?
I told him that I liked him back in October, then for almost a month, we didn't talk. When we started talking again, he told me that he was liked two girls. Then he ended up going out with a girl named Chrissy, about a week later, he told me that she broke up with him because he was too in love with her and too in love with his ex girlfriend. For over a month, Salad was heartbroken, and I felt so terrible for him because he really liked her, and he even told her that, but apparently she just ignored him. Then Frank told me that Salad and Chrissy broke up mutually, but that she did tell him he was too in love with his ex girlfriend. I was mad but I didn't say anything to anybody except Angie.
Now though, neither of us are talking, we both ignore each other whenever possible, in a week of school, I spoke about 26 words to the guy and he spoke about 20 words to me. So I'm beginning to wonder if Aaron, George, Will or Frank said anything to him about me still liking him. (I know it is a sad thing to think but it makes sense)
As for Angie...I don't know much about her past with guys but I do know that this year one of the guys she has been crushing on is John (aka bancurra). It started out as an innocent crush with a lot of flirtation (like she had her arms around his waist once) but then for awhile she decided that she didn't like him like that anymore. Then when we get back to school in January of 2008, she tells me to find out if he has a girlfriend, which I find out he doesn't, and then a few days later, she asks him out. He tells her the next day that he can't date anybody because then his grades will decline like it did for his girlfriend last year. She says okay and then drowns her sorrows in loud rock music. Then on Friday in gym class John and I were joking around and he said that he would get his girlfriend (also named Chrissy) to beat me up. I paused...girlfriend? What the heck? I told Angie and she said that she hoped he was just joking around because that would really suck if he told her a lie.
Aside from those two boys, Angie and I have other guys in our lives, like Frank, Aaron, George, Will, Chris...and a lot of other guys. They all know each other because our school isn't that big but they don't all get along, but they make attempts to. But some of them (not all of them, some of them) also make attempts to hit on us and ask us out, you know stuff like that. Things that most girls would love but Angie and I...we don't like it.
I haven't been Interested
Sorry I've been disinterested in typing up an update in my life every day. I've been lazy, I'm sorry but every time I try I get bored and I want to do something else.
Kind of Sad I know, I'm sorry, I'm going to get right back to it after this boring post about why I haven't been posting. The next few posts will be really long I promise.
Kind of Sad I know, I'm sorry, I'm going to get right back to it after this boring post about why I haven't been posting. The next few posts will be really long I promise.
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