I admit it, because I have guy friends I do get a little jealous of other girls. Not all girls because it's not like I can ban them from all girls (that's evil) just a few girls...like Kat, Jen and Mar...and their friends.
But I never really got really hurt or annoyed if Kat, Jen, Mar (and friends) hung out with the guys because...well the guys don't like them.
I did not believe I would ever get this jealous about a guy.
You see, last year my friend Nate started talking to me less when he was hanging out with "Gina" I didn't mind it much because it got him off my back and she was cool (and she played soccer) and besides, she was nice to me (despite the fact that she walks like a man and acts like one sometimes) but it really started to poke at me when she didn't see me as a threat to her friendship with Nate (apparently she is territorial) which somehow seemed to bother me. It didn't bother me until she started hanging out with Cael like I did, well not exactly like me, she's a little more "touchy-feely" towards him than I was with him.
Well now it really bothered me when Salad pretty much ignored me to talk to Gina about stuff, they were playing with each others hands and laughing, smiling, looking into each others eyes...everything that I want to do. And it bothered me, about a minute into it, when I realized that this was going on for awhile, I just left but my inside's died and I knew I wanted to stop liking Salad but I can't...I just...I can't...why can't I?
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