New School Year, New Problems, New Guys

I feel like this is a tv show and the topic of this post is the tagline for a new season.

It's more of a tagline for my junior year of high school. It's not too bad actually. I have lunch with George, Kate and Aaron and there's this new guy who has lived in Morocco and France...tres cute and is on the varsity soccer team with Frank...and I get to see them practice a little bit because I have to walk past the field on my way home from school.

Unfortunately, this year I have a lot of my classes with Cael, Nick and Brittney. And even worse Cael and Nick's lockers are right near mine. But I can handle it cuz I just vent it all out to Salad when I get home. Speaking of Salad, he isn't going to college just yet but at least now he knows that he wants to be a psycologist.

Global Regents

So my Global Regents was the day after my Chemistry regent and I was scared. Luckily Will, Kate and Angie were there so I was with them before the test started. We wanted to get seats together but it went by period in class, so I ended up sitting in front of Wren.

Then I had to wait 40 minutes before the test actually began and in those 40 minutes, we accidentally peeked in and found out what the DBQ and Thematic essays were and tried to come up with ideas.

The actual test wasn't all that bad. And when I got out I hung out with Charly, Will, Laquan, Aaron, and the rest of the gang. Nate and Wren were nearby and Nate said hi but otherwise ignored me. Which is fine to me because he isn't my friend anymore.

So my chem tutor (the physics teacher) came out and she said a quick hi to Nate (Nate is pretty much attatched to her) and came right to me and told me that I passed the chemistry regents with a 65. Aaron was standing right next to me and I turned to him and started screaming and jumping. I passed the class I was worried I would fail! I then knew that I would pass the Global Regents too.

After she left; Will, Laquan and Aaron took turns picking me up. It was not fun, especially when Will threw me up in the air, the second time I moved and he caught me but he ended up falling onto the ground. We were both fine though. No broken bones, no scrapes no cuts.

Of course after that I went to Frank's house for dinner and then we went to Youth Group. It was cool of course I felt a little out of place at Frank's house because I don't really know anybody. Youth Group was fun though, we played a game and learned stuff and then we played soccer. But I was stupid because I went to the exam in my sandals and I didn't bring sneakers so I was playing soccer barefoot, and Salad kept kicking me on the same foot so I was in so much pain by the end of the night.

But it was fun because it was mainly just me, Salad, George and Salad's cousin. We made plans to go to Salad's house on Monday and Salad and another girl took the jump ropes and tied George and I together. We didn't really get into trouble, the guy told us to do that on our own time and when I tried to get Salad for doing that, he (the guy) and Salad said "Oh come on you know you liked it"

There was a few jump rope things, we played a little soccer and at like 9:15, my dad picked me up and we went home.

I ended up getting a 92 on my Global Regents. I was so happy :)

Math Exam

My math exam was on Friday the 13th and it fit because some of those questions...I had no idea what I was doing.

I got there and I was talking to Chloe and her friend Sophie (a 9th grader who is gorgeous) so I was talking to them a little bit and I hung out with Will and Kate for awhile and we walked in and we got seats near each other, Wren, Pepper, Al and Paris. Just in case.

So one by one we finished our tests and Kate, Paris and I finished our tests at the exact same time, and we walked out together while talking about the test and what questions we thought we had trouble on.

We got outside and hung out with Will, who had finished before us, and George's ex girlfriend but after awhile and after signing Kate's yearbook I left. They tried to get me to stay but...oh well.

I ended up getting a 66 on the exam, meaning I passed but I could have done much better.

Chemistry Regents

My Chem regents was on the Tuesday after my math exam and I was ready. Overall I think I spent about 15 hours studying. 10 hours in the review sessions and 5 hours listening to the recording I made (Which means I listened to it about 10 times).

So I got there and met up with Kate, Pepper, Angie and everybody in that group. Then Kate and I went over to Aaron and Salad and I gave Salad a hard time because he called me the day before when I was with George and Salad once again interrupted a romantic moment. Not that it was anything new.

So the four of us made plans to sit in a square so we could copy off of Aaron but we didn't have that kind of luck. By the time we got inside there was no way we could have sat together. We tried but the seat Salad was sitting in didn't have a test on it so he made me come with him up to the front so he wouldn't be alone.

Before the test the two of us talked about a lot of stuff...mostly Chrissy since she wasn't sitting too far away and Salad really needed to get over her.

And then the test started, I was ecstatic to see that the first couple questions I actually knew the answer to. But after that it got harder, much harder.

About three quarters of the way through the test, Salad leaned back and asked if I was almost done and I told him I was. So after that I finished up the questions that I knew and I asked for the teacher. Unfortunately my chem teacher made me do the two questions I didn't know, so after some thought, I figured them out and handed them to her and walked out the door. YAY!

So I decided to wait for somebody I knew because on the other side of the outside area were the girls I really didn't like. They said hi and I said hi and I was going to write and get my music out but when I did Salad walks out and says "Let's go to George's house"

Yeah I'm not going to turn that down. An afternoon after my chem regents with George and Salad? I'm there! So we start walking towards his house and we talk and stuff, but when we get about half way there I realize that George is probably working (which would make sense because he didn't answer his cell phone) so Salad says "Okay let's call Frank" so he used my phone to call Frank...he didn't answer. So we guessed he was still taking the test. Since our houses were on opposite sides of the city (we could probably both go to different schools) we decided to see each other later.

Of course I get home and find out that Frank called me back 5 minutes later and George wasn't at work and when we were going, he was home alone. Lucky us.

I ended up getting a 65 on the chemistry regents. Meaning I'm done and I never have to take chem ever again.

English Exam

So I had an in class English exam that was to be two days. It was supposed to be the 10th and 11th and we would have a party on the 13th, but that was changed for several reasons.

1. The 13th became a testing day
2. We got out early on the 10th because it was too hot.

So our exam dates became the 11th and 12th. The first day was multiple choice and I thought it was pretty easy.

The next day we had to write an essay based on several readings, of course we had a sub that day and just as we were getting situated the fire alarm goes off and we are all sent outside. So I hung out with George because his class was right next door to mine, which meant that I got to be with him...and Frank...Frank was there too.

Rayna was there too, she was talking to George a little bit, but you know he doesn't like her very much so I doubt he was listening.

When we got back to class we were given extra time to finish it in 9th period...unless your 9th period class had a test, then you had to leave your name and number so our English teacher could call you. Lucky for me I just had Advanced Journalism (which I got an 85 in) so I could stay later without worrying about missing anything.

Report Card

Ok so I got my report card yesterday and I was freaking out for so many reasons.

1. I was worried about my Global Regents
2. I was worried about my math exam
3. I was afraid that the report card would say that I skipped classes

Yeah I found out the day of my Global exam from my Chemistry tutor that I passed the Chem regents with a 65. And Aaron and I were jumping up and down because I was so happy.

Then I found out yesterday that I got a 66 on my math exam (I didn't study), a 80 on my English exam (didn't study), and a 92 on my Global Regents (barely studied) so overall my average of grades was about a 75 which is pretty good for me.

Next year though, I'm sure I will do better.

Chloe vs Tawnee

So Chloe and Tawnee were like bff's since we met in Study hall at the beginning of the year. At first the 3 of us were shy around each other, but we soon warmed up to each other, especially when we went through Tawnee's fashion magazine's. It became tradition for us.

So you can understand that it seemed like fate when Chloe moved close to Tawnee. They started spending practically all of their time together. Before school, Chloe would come for breakfast and for a ride to school, then after school they walked home together and spent time at Tawnee's house. Everything seemed right, of course something happened and they got into a fight.

The fight probably lasted about a week before Tawnee apologized and the two became close again. Then Chloe got a boyfriend and things were a little different, but they still spent time together. Of course one day when Chloe was at Tawnee's house, Tawnee had another friend over who needed to use the phone, so Tawnee brought her into another room. Chloe, being left alone, took out her cell phone and called her boyfriend to make sure they were still meeting up later and Tawnee came in, saw Chloe on the phone and flipped out.

They haven't talked since then. Tawnee feels terrible about it, but Chloe is glad they aren't friends anymore and calls Tawnee a witch all the time and doesn't go to study hall when Tawnee is there.

Thankfully they don't put me in the middle of it, in fact, Chloe and I haven't talked much lately because she never comes to study hall anymore and we don't get a chance to talk during classes.

Ketchup part 2

May 1st 2008

So on the first of May, things were still crazy. Maybe crazier if that was possible. Will still wouldn't talk to me, I was mad at Salad because he told George in the first place, George was sort of mad at me for not telling him about the bet and poor Angie was to go-between for everybody.

May 2nd 2008

This was the last day, the day everything just sucked.

George, Pepper and Al were going to the cafe that afternoon and they invited me to come and Chloe and I made plans at the cafe too because we haven't spend too much time together after school lately. Of course George found out about my plans with Chloe and flipped out because he, Pepper and Al don't like Chloe.

So I left school and Angie told me that because of what was happening, Pepper and Al (who were the "perfect Gothic/punkish" couple) were going through some issues because Pepper thought that because of the bet, Al was going to leave her for me (Not going to happen, I barely know him) and everybody tried to tell her that but she wouldn't listen, and he was crying because of it.

That evening when I was on my way to the cafe to meet with Chloe (I kept my plans with Chloe but skipped the plans with George, Pepper and Al because I didn't want to get beat up) but while I was on my way, Chloe called and canceled. I found out Monday that she went later with some other friends, and George didn't go either because I wasn't going.

Everything is fine now. George and I are still together, Pepper and Al are still together and Will and I are back to being friends...of course Will now despises Salad and Frank too because he thinks that they took a joke (aka the bet) too far. I'm so glad this is over because this was the suckiest weekend I had in awhile.

Ketchup part 1

Ketchup (which is Catch Up or catching up in...well...my vocabulary) is what I really need to do with this blog. My last post was on May 8th, which is almost a month ago and I promised to add a whole lot of information that I haven't added yet.

Ok so here's the story:

April 30th, 2008

Okay, so April 30th started out as just a normal day. But something snapped I guess because one minute I'm talking to Aaron and Salad after chem class and the next minute I tell them about this bet that Will made with me. (and I foolishly agreed to) And if you have read some of my previous posts then you would know that Will and I have made other bets that were pretty stupid...but this has to be the dumbest one yet.

So I got to Math class on April 29th just after Will, Jay and Al do and since they sit around me I made a joke about how I just fit in there. That sparked it all, Will and I made a bet that if I got there after them then I had to flash all three of them and George but if I got there before Will then he couldn't badmouth Salad, George and Frank for the rest of the year; Jay had to shut up for all of May and Al would be my personal bodyguard for 2 weeks. So I stupidly took the bet.

And I told Salad about it the next day, I also told him that Will has sexually assaulted me a few times (not a lie, seriously he has done this...often. Not so much anymore though) and Salad got upset. I told him not to tell George but he didn't listen. The minute George walked into the classroom, Salad went up and told him everything.

Anyway, later that day, Chloe came to my art class and I was talking to her about it. I also told her about the note that Will wrote to me saying that he wanted to be my first. Chloe told me not to show it to George because it would just make him upset.

I didn't listen to her. I showed him the note and he and Frank left our cafeteria and came back a few minutes later, refusing to tell me anything. All I knew for sure was that I couldn't sit with the guys during math anymore because I knew Will was upset with me...Frank and George wouldn't tell me what they did but I knew it had something to do with Will. I mean come on, I'm not THAT stupid.

I was right. Will wouldn't talk to me at all, he wouldn't even look at me really. I felt terrible.

Then after school Angie came up to me (she had been on a trip all day) and asked me what happened with Will (since he just told her his side of the story) but George turned me around and mouthed to her that I didn't know. And that was that, Angie could no longer tell me anything.

Today is just a WOW day

Wow days are unpredictable. They come up whenever possible just to make life more interesting, they bring out of character quirks to people you know just to surprise you, or they bring in character quirks that still surprise you...or they just bring things that are surprising in general.

And of course on a wow day, George and Kate...aren't here. But that doesn't mean that they didn't contribute to the wow day at all.

Here are a few things that surprised me today.

1. In Chemistry class, sweet, innocent Wren had a breakdown. An Administrator came into the room and asked to talk to her. Wren tried to come up with excuses but they didn't help. She stomped out of the room and then started screaming at the administrator the minute she got out of class saying "I hate you!" and a whole lot of other things that I couldn't make out. Our whole class was surprised, and for awhile, everybody was talking about it. It was the first instance of a wow day.
2. In gym class, Salad and I were on the same team with like...a million other people, so we had some time to talk. We had played soccer together the day before where he saw this girl "Beth" who kept going up against him for the ball. He told me that he liked it and wouldn't mind if she kept doing it, and of course...he kept bringing it up...and bringing it up...sure it's not that surprising...but a part of me is wondering...does this mean he wants to make me jealous or something? He didn't say it to anybody else, just me...
3. Cleo didn't want to go to study hall so she came with me and Angie to chem review. That's not the surprising part. She and Tawnee had a fight and neither of them want to be anywhere near each other now, they have completely given up on their friendship...and they used to be really close. They hung out all the time and everything...now there's nothing...all because of Cleo's boyfriend...and a phone call...I'll explain later.
4. So after not talking to Will for days (again, I'll explain later) I agreed to sit with him again, and much to my surprise things were better with the guys over there...they were less pervy.
5. Also with those guys...Will told me something that surprised me. He might be a father. As in, he might have gotten his girlfriend pregnant but they don't know yet. The problem? The kid might not be his. The Good News? If it is his, I might get to be the godmother.
6. So Jorge and I were texting when he found out that his grandfather died...that's just...wow. Way to end a wow day huh? A death...
   

Stupid Salad

I was over him.

Really. Truthfully Over him.
I hadn't really thought about him that much.
He was beginning to fade from my mind like that.
He was just my friend. We were JUST friends. Really.

So what happened today that changed that?

We were having fun, fooling around as always, nothing new, nothing different.

So why do I have feelings for him again?
I thought I was over him.

Could it have been when he had my hand in his? Did it feel right like it did with George? It couldn't have...could it?

Doesn't matter, maybe it's a good thing I can't go Wednesday, maybe I need a break from both of them, so I'm not going to George's house tomorrow...but another day I might...who knows?

Right now I just need some time to think. And I don't even know what brought it on.

1 word...OBNOXIOUS

Ok so it seems like a lot of my posts are about Salad and George, so why don't we keep that going here? Here is yet another post about those two losers.

This took place last Wednesday, after school.

Ok so the school day ended and I go with George to his house to spend time with him. I like his house, it's right by my church where the houses are big and have several different families in them. I was surprised though, out of all the time I spent in his room nobody in his family dared enter. My parents would be in front of the door listening in to everything.

Don't worry I didn't sleep with George though, we spent about an hour and a half making out in his chair but we didn't have sex. I promise. Although I can't promise that we were both completely clothed.

Anyway after about an hour and a half of that, we straightened ourselves up and walked to Frank's house (which is conveniently a short walk away) and he played video games with this other guy, we had dinner with Frank, Frank's parents, and a few other people, I got my book back. (I got this book in Florida about soccer, I figured that I wouldn't be the only person reading it because I figured Frank, George and Salad would read it too. Unfortunately I was right, I got it last Friday in Florida, I brought it to school Monday, Salad had it that whole day, Frank had it until Wednesday night and George...still has it) And then Salad came.

All was fine...except for when Frank's mom drove me, Salad and George to Soccer. We were terrible to each other, seriously we were terrorizing each other. Arguing about everything from Chemistry to well...that and what we are actually capable of doing.

It didn't stop there, I was bored and had time to kill before group stuff started so I went into the guy's room, it was just the three of them and their "teacher" and while their teacher let me stay, the boys threw a fit. And I gave them a reason to, I gave them attitude's, I hit Salad a few times and when Frank threw his sandals at me I threw them right back. Frank even tried stripping in front of me to get me to go away (it didn't work, he chickened out), finally they said something so I stepped out. George tried to kiss me but I told him that I wouldn't give him anything because of that, so he slammed the door in my face. I re-opened the door Salad tried to close it on me, I gave George a hug and left.

Then at soccer it was basically just me, Salad and George and they were...well just as obnoxious as they were earlier. Although I can't say that I was much better. I fought fire with fire and we all came out burned.

Sacrafices

When I started hanging out with Salad, Frank and George I ended up losing four of my best friends. But I didn't care...much. I had three better friends who were older than me and didn't make me feel stupid all the time.

It wasn't until recently that I realized that because of them I am going to have a hard time fitting in with other girls. I'm saying this seriously here so don't laugh.

Brie was my best friend, and we never let a guy get in the middle of us before because she usually got the guy so it was really no use for me to try that hard. So over a year ago when she started going out with Frank, I became friends with Frank instead of trying to date him but I didn't realize how close we were as friends until Frank and Brie broke up. After that we stayed friends but I would never say that to her, I would always twist it to make it seem like I was hurting him which she and most of her friends believed until this year...which she left and took Cael and Nate with her because neither of them liked Frank either.

Lane had been a good friend of mine for years, and since I was used to only fighting with Brie over a guy, I never thought I would fight with Lane over a guy. Which is apparently what I'm doing now. Lane and I used to talk a lot but after she said hi to George and I (which we didn't hear) she got annoyed because we didn't answer her so she went to Kate and bitched to her to which Kate shut her up by saying that since George and I were dating we didn't have to listen to anybody. After that she's been talking to me less and less.

Chrissy was the first person I met when I started middle school. She sat next to me in homeroom and English class, we were both quiet so we didn't have much of a conversation...ever...until she started dating Salad. I learned more about her from him than I did from her. Of course they broke up and when she sees me in Global class (she sits next to me) she doesn't say hi like she used to, and if she needs to talk to somebody at our table, she'll talk to Brae or Chloe but never me. I think she thinks that I'm upset with her for breaking up with Salad...but I'm not...it's none of my business.

Chloe is even getting annoying when it comes to those three. She doesn't like them, they don't like her...great isn't it? Well it wasn't that bad until a few weeks ago when she came to my lunch period after we got back from a trip, she and George HATE each other and without saying anything to each other (anything they had to say about the other went to me) they got into a fight. Things seemed to calm down after that...but today...well you could tell the guys probably didn't want me to hang out with her because between homeroom and Global, Frank stopped me in the hallway so I was talking to him instead of Chloe because she was further down the hall, then between Global and study hall, George stopped me in the hallway and started talking to me so Chloe went on without me and finally between study hall and art, Salad pulled me away from her because he had a problem...truthfully I don't think he had a problem because he was looking for Sherry but she was pretty much right in front of us.

So because of these 3 guys who are all 2 years older than me I have lost several friends and I could lose several more because I've already ticked off Will when I didn't go sit with him the two days I said I would, one day because Salad came to my lunch period and the other because George and Frank wouldn't let me go. Maybe hanging out with them is doing more bad than good to my social life, I mean they will be gone before these people will be, and with my luck I'll never see them again...so for the friendship of three guys I lose the friendship of several others. That's just my luck.

April Fool's Prank

I know this is really late but I didn't have a lot of time or interest to type stuff up lately. But here's something important that I figured I'd post on here.

So on March 31st I sent an email to my cousin Terri as an April Fool's prank that George got me pregnant. A lie...to me, George and everybody we know but Terri lives hours away so wouldn't know.

So she called me the next day and I tried to avoid it but after awhile I gave in and said: April Fools. So we chatted for a little bit after that but then she went on Salad's myspace and wrote that I turn guys gay.

So it started out as pure innocent fun...now I'm annoyed. My guy friends think it's funny but really I am so mad at her. George is mad at her too, and doesn't like her because of it. He called her a jerk once but I don't think she really understood it.

Sorry for the quick post but I'm not really in the writing mood.

They Do This on Purpose

So yesterday was Wednesday and that means I play soccer with the guys. Two of those guys being George and Salad (who look AMAZING covered in sweat) and I swear sometimes I think they do things just to make me look at them.

Yesterday, the three of us almost kicked each other in the face because we all lifted up a leg (really high) just to get the ball which was really dumb because we all missed the ball by like...a lot.

And later, George slammed into Salad and they both fell to the ground, Salad tumbling before hitting the ground with his face to the floor.

So both of them were on the ground and there I was staring at them from the other side of the room. I was so mad at myself for not doing anything but staring at them for like...3 minutes, but they looked okay over there by themselves, George helped Salad get up so by the time I got over there to make sure they were both okay, Salad was sitting on the ground and George was standing up. They were both fine, but I kind of wished I had gotten over there earlier just to be near them.

But it was okay...I talked to Salad...about George. It was short but it was something because we hadn't really talked in a while.
Salad: George is funny
Me: I know.
Salad: I know you know, I was just...yeah...
Me: ...I know.
Okay so I could have made this conversation better and I didn't...sorry my fault but what could I say? I didn't want to blurt out something stupid that would make me regret opening my mouth.

Don't worry, I spent time with George too, before we started the game, he put his arms around my waist. Of course he was sweaty from crew and the soccer practice before I got there so when I put my head against his, half of my face got wet. He was also holding me before Frank and Salad picked him to be on their team (seriously why him and not me?) that's okay though because after like...half an hour George came over to my team because half of both teams left.

It was fun though, because I sort of met Frank's girlfriend (I know what she looks like in person) and I met his mom (she's nice) of course I didn't realize that she was Frank's mom until my dad said something. Oh yeah and I got to hang out with three of the coolest guys that I know. :)

I'd Lie

It's crazy how much Taylor Swift's songs relate to me and Salad.

So this one is called I'd lie. It's about a girl who likes a guy who doesn't like her back, but knows more about him than anybody else does. Of course if anybody ever asked her if she loved him, she would lie and say no.

That's kind of how Salad and I am. Especially the line: "he loves to argue"
because Salad and I argue all the time, it's fun.

Look, I know this is terrible, I do care about George but there is still something about Salad...I can't put my finger on it. Maybe it's that even though we argue with each other all the time, he's still a great friend.

Like a couple days ago, we were arguing about how long we had left in class and I won (although he doesn't think so) and Kate rolls her eyes and says "bicker bicker bicker" I swear you two bicker like an old married couple.

But a few minutes later, when I made a mistake, he was the first person to stick up for me. And I really liked that. So I guess he's a great friend to me.

And I know a lot about him, not simple things like if his favorite color is green or not, but deeper things, like how he feels about girls...and life. But I do know that he likes girls, soccer and music and that he has skipped economics class at least once. Plus I know part of his schedule because I run into him so much.

Of course if you asked me if I had any interest in him, I'd lie. I have George and that should be good enough for me.

Falling Apart

This really isn't fair, I can never seem to pull myself together. Whenever things seem to be looking up, there is always something that brings me back down.

I have a great boyfriend who cares about me, great friends and I can usually find something to do. This is really good for me.

Of course it only takes 1 person to ruin it all. And that would be my cousin Terri.

I love her to death I really do but I don't like finding out just now that she has been lying to me for years. In fact I think she just lied to me today.

She and I were talking on AIM and we exchanged myspace's. So I showed her my friend list (which included Frank, Chloe, Salad and George) and she added them. Chloe fell in love with Terri and has been begging me to call her when Terri comes over next.

Terri was supposed to be here today but that didn't happen.

Apparently she got into a fight with her mom so her mom kicked her out of the car so she walked to her dad's house which was apparently 2 minutes away. So now she isn't coming.

My mom is furious now, because Terri put her in an awkward position with our grandfather and now she isn't showing up to dinner. And I'm upset because now I have to go back on my promise and Chloe will be upset.

Thank goodness I have a date with George tomorrow, I really need some time away from everything.

The Friends I have...

So my old friends (excluding Anna and Terri) all left me, which was good because they weren't good friends but my new friends are way different.

So I have two good friends Will and Chloe who absolutely hate each other, especially during math when they both want me to sit near them. But despite all of that, they both have 1 thing in common. They both Hate George, and he doesn't like them either. And I'm not using Hate lightly here.

You know what else? They don't like Salad much either, but they like him better than Jorge at least.

So here's the story: After spending 2 periods hanging out with Salad, I go hang out with my friend Will who says to me "I don't think your boyfriend likes me" No duh. "Probably because I dated his ex-girlfriend and we hang out a lot." Yeah, that might do it. Of course as he's telling me this, we're walking down to the math wing where Salad has homeroom, and while we're talking, Salad is a few steps away, probably listening to everything because we're so loud.

Then later, Chloe and I were leaving our English teachers classroom (so she could find out the homework...which she already knew) and when we got out there was Salad, so she said a few things about George then went on to talking to our friend Tawnee so I could talk to Salad. And of course while Salad and I were talking, Tawnee and Chloe were watching. Tawnee told Chloe that she thought Salad was ugly, to which Chloe replied "Well he looks better than George." Chloe also told me that she thought Salad and I walked the same.

Then later, during math class instead of listening to Will go on and on about how George is gay. I sat with Chloe and she wrote a phone number for a fake guy on her hand and told me to show George.

See how great my bff's are? Even though they hate Salad and George, and they claim to want only my happiness, they both seem to be pushing me towards Salad. I don't know why...Salad is just my friend...just my friend...I think.

Bitter + Sweet

The following happened on March 11th, 2008.

So I'm going to school today, and this little voice in my head says to me: Today your day is going to be bitter and sweet, but don't worry, you'll still get that kiss from George you wanted. And guess what? I did get that kiss...sort of...and my day was bitter and sweet! (scary isn't it?)

So 1st period, my chem teacher was evil, she apparently assigned us homework that only 3 people knew we had, she went off on Salad because he was listening to music, and then got into an argument with Frank because he had his phone out and he was texting somebody but she asked three times and he wouldn't close his phone so he was sent to the office. Angie said that she thought he was crying at first glance, but she had to look again. Kate looked at me and said "Well that was out of character" because Frank got really angry, I mean more angry than I have ever seen him get...but I've never really seen him angry, he's always very level headed.

And then 2nd period in gym I caught the ball (in wiffle ball) so I got somebody out! I was also talking to Salad a little bit, he told me he had no idea what was going on either (which really sucks because he and George are two of his best friends and if they don't know...how am I supposed to get the details?)

Later...my bff Chloe and I were coming out of our English teachers classroom so she could get something and we ran into Michael. So while Chloe was chatting with Wren, Salad and I were making fun of each other, then Chloe pushed me into him, and I ended up having to hold onto him for support and Chloe was right...I did like it.

During lunch though...wow...George and I both tried to penetrate the mind of Frank to see if anything was bothering him...it didn't work. But they did fall asleep, and it was so cute! (not really) but I was George's pillow...and I did get a kiss from George...sort of...he pulled me over, and we tried to kiss but since the administrator people were right near by...yeah...but our lips did touch. Sorta, kinda...George pulled me over to make out and even though I knew it was going to happen, I couldn't open my mouth...or if I did, I didn't do very well.

Now don't take that as I'm afraid of kissing or that I'm still hung up on Salad because I'm not, I'm afraid that by kissing him, I'll fall in too deep and end up hurt when we break up. And since I'm still trying to get over the fact that Cael, Nate, Brie and Rayna left me...it wouldn't be easy, but next time...next time I might just do better...especially if it isn't in school...in the lunchroom...near the administrators.

Get Along...Please?

I love my friends, I really do, but there is no way that I can love how they act towards my other friends. I mean they are even rude to them to their faces.

Seriously. Sometimes I wonder how I'm friends with all these different people because most of them hate each other. (I'm telling the truth here)

Take today for example...come to think of it, today is a perfect example.

You see my buddy Chloe, hates Will, Aaron, Frank, Salad and George. I mean hates...really hates. She thinks Aaron and Will are pervs, she thinks Frank is an idiot, she thinks Salad is too romantic and slightly stalker-ish and she thinks George is a jerk, and she refuses to look at him because she says that just the sight of him makes her sick. She is also annoyed with Lara because she thinks Lara is annoying and doesn't like her but pretends to.

But you know that's okay because Will, Salad and George don't really like Chloe either. I'm guessing there are a few back stories to these...and she told me Salad's and George's and I think Will told me his back story with Chloe...I think...

And later Will was going on and on about how Frank, Salad and George are all gay and will be spending tomorrow morning 'doing' each other.

Truthfully I can understand where they are getting all these assumptions, I mean if I heard some of their conversations...without really knowing them...I would probably think those same things but since I know them I know they aren't that bad. Really. Now if only I could get somebody to believe that.

If Things Went This Way...

Life would be crazy...

What I mean is...if Salad, Frank, Aaron and George were dating Me, Kate, Angie and Lara. (Yes in that order, so me and Salad, Frank and Kate, Aaron and Angie and George and Lara.)

Call me crazy but it would be funny if that happened. The 8 of us are already good friends...and we get along well...sort of...kind of...eh...

But we could Quadruple date...and then all us girls can bitch about our boyfriends while they do the same about us...

I'm sure your wondering how the hell I came up with such a stupid idea...well you see it all started when I found out that Lara liked George, when I thought Salad liked me, when Frank and Kate sorta flirt and when Aaron first became addicted to Angie's chain gloves. Yes that was at four separate times, so the thought has gone through my mind many times. But if you really knew the 8 of us, you would understand, we could be four freaking awesome couples.

But it won't work out that way...it would be cool if it did, but it's also cool that it won't.

Chloe versus George

Chloe and George can't get along. I mean seriously, I mention George to Chloe and she associates his name with Dumbass. I mention Chloe to George and he ignores the conversation at any cost.

Obviously this isn't easy...when one of your closest friends despises your boyfriend and of course...the feeling is mutual.

And I realized one thing that really makes a possible friendship impossible. They have very different views on music. VERY DIFFERENT. She hates his music, he hates her music. And when I say hate I do mean hate...or maybe despise is more the word I'm looking for.

Chloe likes music from England, so Lily Allen, Kate Nash...other artists I don't know and the American musicians she likes are Sara Barellies, Taylor Swift, Ingrid Michaelson. You know artists like that.

George hates Lily Allen...I don't know about the other musicians (although I doubt he's heard of any of them) he's more interested in rock and although I don't know all the musicians he likes I know his favorite band is System of a Down. And of course Chloe despises them...and any other band that does music similar to theirs.

And since both of them live for music...yeah...Chloe and George...how do I put up with them?

A Missed Wednesday

Okay so Wednesday nights are for soccer now remember?

Well last week I couldn't go because I got a 68% on my chem test (hey at least I passed it...but it was an open book test so that wasn't good...I swear she hates me or something) so I texted George and said I wasn't going.

To which he replied that he would miss me and that after my request, he would score a goal for me (I doubt he did that though) and that he was going to kiss me that night. Now that was enough to make me say: "I wish I studied more" So I spent most of the night upset because I missed out on my kiss and a soccer game with George, Frank and Salad. (That doesn't go down well with me...both of those really not one or the other)

Of course the next day, I got to school and George and I were talking but he was tired and sort of looked...I don't know...hung over and the funny thing was when Frank and Salad came to school, they looked hung over too. Sure they said that they were just tired but they really did look hung over. So maybe it was good that I didn't go...I would have come to school hungover too.

Bimbos and Baseball

Yes you did read the title right, this is about Kat, Jen and their friends being...well themselves during a "baseball" game in gym. It's not all about them of course, Angie, Salad and I have to make an appearance.

So yeah...Salad, Angie, and I were all on the same baseball team...actually it's whiffle ball but for the sake of the post I'm calling it baseball. So Salad and I have a little argument (not surprising) and Angie and I joke around (again not surprising) but it all comes full circle when the ball hits Angie in the head.

BAM, it all happened so fast but it was hilarious. Angie, Salad and I were laughing hysterically...I doubt anybody else was though. Who cares though? Most of the people playing whiffle ball with us are our guy friends and even a few of our girl friends. And the cool thing about the girls that are playing, is that they know less of the rules than Angie and I do, so they mess up more than we do, which is good because I hate being embarrassed when I mess up.

Anyway, Kat, Jen, Mar and some of their friends are also playing baseball with us, so that makes it all the more interesting...not during the first game, but during the second game...well that was another story.

You see what happened was, while Angie, Salad and I were in the outfield Mar comes up to me, at first my plan is to ignore her but I felt bad and I looked over to her thinking we would have a nice little short conversation. I got something else...

"Are you dating J.M.?" she asked. Seriously...I was not expecting that, I think I stared at her dumbstruck for a couple seconds. I mean how do you get J.M? The only times I have ever talked to him was when were were both on the soccer field, both playing wiffle ball, or when he came over to our table a few times during lunch. In like two out of three of those places...we didn't get along too well, but we do act civilized towards one another, which is better than nothing.

"No" I told her. But of course, she wasn't convinced, and had to ask "Are you sure?" uh yeah. "Are you positive?" No duh! I just told you twice that I'm not dating J.M when are you going to believe it?
Obviously...that isn't what I said, no stupid me said "Actually I'm seeing somebody else." which of course led to her asking questions about who it is and I ended up spilling to beans to Kat. Actually, I told more to Kat and Mar than I did Kate and Angie (I'm sure Angie LOVED that since everything I was telling Kat and Mar was news to her too.)

Finally the harassment stopped and they left me alone...NOT. Actually they got their friend Jalen to pretend that he wanted me to be his girlfriend and they asked me if I would break up with George for him.

"No, I actually like my boyfriend" I said.

"Really? Why?" Mar asked.

Good question...I really have no clue. But I do know that I was glad for that period to end and the next gym class...I skipped out on baseball. Tomorrow I have to go back to it though.

Awww.....

So a few days ago during lunch, I don't remember the exact day, but I remember that it was last week.

ANYWAY...it was during lunch last week and it was unexpected. George and I were flirting a lot, and near the end of the period, we were cuddling. I don't remember exactly how it happened but I think that he sort of pulled me over and I just followed, gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and then got comfortable in his warmth.

Although it wasn't all that comfortable because the chairs in the lunchroom...suck, so instead of it being a cute, comfortable moment it was more of a cute, semi-comfortable moment because I had to keep myself balanced on the chair I was sitting on, otherwise I would have fallen flat on my ass.

But aside from that it was cute, and I felt comfortable in his arms so that's good. What's better was that Frank didn't say anything stupid when he saw...come to think of it...today when George and I were flirting Will just said he wished us the best.

Now call me paranoid but I swear something is going on...

but whatever...I had a cute moment in school *SQUEE* I don't feel left out anymore.

Shocking

This is peer pressure in action:
Salad: Come on Aaron, you are the only one in the chem class who hasn't done it already.
Aaron: No way, I'm not going anywhere near that thing.

No, Salad isn't trying to get Aaron to try drugs or sex...I don't think Salad would even try either of those. Actually it was one of those things that look like mp3 players but they actually shock you. I think Salad was borrowing it from somebody so everybody in our chem class was using it. The "shocky thing" really shocks you (if you've ever been shocked by it before you understand) it's not a small shock but out of all of us, Angie had it the worst because she had chain gloves on (and metal is a conductor of electricity). And of course at the end of the period, George comes in and Salad and he are playing with the shocky thing (it is really annoying to see them standing next to each other) and George says "This feels so good" so Salad and Frank look at me and tell me that I have a weird boyfriend. They don't have to tell me, I know.
And after lunch; Frank, George and I were trying to get other people to get shocked but because we aren't trustworthy, everybody knew and at the end of the day...Salad finished off the battery.
And there went our fun....

So much to say...

Wow I have so much to say, I can't believe I haven't been blogging lately. I'll try to fill you in on everything that has happened in the past few days because a lot has happened.

Here's a little list to get you curious for the upcoming posts that I'll be adding slowly over this weekend:

1. A shocking experience
2. Cuddling...
3. Baseball
4. Kat and her friends
5. Some tests...4 of them to be exact
6. A missed experience/good thing I missed it

Yeah...everything will be explained this weekend, with more than what I gave you. I don't feel like writing too much right now so...yeah.

I Think...

I think I'm over Salad...but I'm not sure.
I think I'll be able to tell him that I don't like him...but what if I can't?
I thought Salad liked me...but apparantly I was wrong.

Obviously I should not think anymore because when I do...I'm usually wrong. I've been thinking about this a lot and I realized that I really loved being in George's arms because he was warm and somewhat strong (okay...he's stronger than me) while I can push Salad across the hallway if I wanted to and he isn't as warm as George...but he is softer.

So right now I am 99.99999% sure that I like George more than Salad, and that I would rather want Salad as a friend, but we'll see what happens tomorrow when I try to explain that to Salad. I'm not sure if I'll be able to say it or if we'll just continue to ignore each other because I realized that I still like him.

We can only imagine what tomorrow will bring...

It just keeps changing!

So yesterday, after I finished the last post, George sends me a text message asking me if I'm mad, and I tell him maybe, he tells me he's sorry and that he "wuvs" me. And after that, I couldn't be mad anymore. (call me a sap, but I felt much better after he apologized)

So today, during chemistry Salad and I are flirting and stuff but of course Kate ruins it all when we are standing right by him.
Kate: Go beat up your boyfriend.
Me: My boyfriend isn't here right now
Kate: Not that one. (points to Salad)
Salad: You two do know that I can hear you?

So Salad and I haven't talked since then, not that we haven't had a chance because we did. We had several, but all we did was stare at each other, both of us too afraid to say anything. Monday...Monday I'll say something to him.

Later that day...during lunch...George and I spent half the period flirting. He bit me, we were hitting each other with Frank's jacket, and we were fighting each other for stuff, so I was in his arms. And while I was in his arms, I realized how comfortable and warm I was. Salad isn't warm...he's just soft...George is warm.

So yesterday after school I chose Salad, but today after school I chose George. And this is only the beginning...

Oh but at least I know now that Salad is not jealous, it was probably all just in our heads...of course I don't know that for sure...yet...Monday...Monday I'll have all the answers

So De Drama part 3

This is the final part in the So De Drama thing. Everything mentioned in this post, happened today.

Now Today...wow...seriously...WOW! Really...during 1st period Salad and I had a conversation about how he needs to wear a belt so I don't see his underwear during the next soccer game "Don't look, turn around" he advised "because I never wear belts." Then during gym class I was talking to Frank about the game last night and he said that he and Salad were the best players there, to which I told him that if that was the truth...then that was REALLY sad. So then Frank got into the fetal position on the ground in the gym and we were all pretending to kick him and stuff. My friend Laquan even got up on the bleachers ready to jump on him. Then we all played (Extreme) badminton, me, Greg, Chris and Lara against Salad, Frank, Angie, Laquan and Aaron. But we got in trouble so we had to split up. Angie and I against Frank and Salad...yeah...we had to fix that. We played crush on crush. Me and Frank (Angie's old? crush) vs Salad (sexy) and Angie...and Salad is a birdie hog!

Okay yeah...BORING until art, there was too much heat in the building or something so the fire alarm went off and we all had to go out in the cold. So I was hanging out with my close friends Chloe, Aaron and Tawnee, plus my friend Steph and this girl I know Trisha. IT WAS SO FREAKING COLD! But it was nice in the building when we got inside. Oh and at the end of the period...that girl I just mentioned Trisha? Yeah well she is the school slut and she got beat up right after art class. It was so scary/cool/amazing/surprising...yeah...this girl just came up, tackled her to the ground and started punching her in the back, and I had front row seats...like literally, it happened right in front of me. It turned out Trisha got punched so hard her eye was bleeding, so I think they called an ambulance and the girl that beat her up got caught. Kate and Angie were happy to hear she got beat up and so were most people who hung out with them.

But it wasn't all fun and games...these really annoying people in my English class were sort of making fun of me, but I was hanging out with Charly so it didn't really matter, but that sub was SO annoying, and I had her for two periods (English and Journalism) and in between the two classes I couldn't find Salad or Aaron and then after those classes George and I got into a fight...sorta. I think I just got fed up with him, I mean, he's my boyfriend but he ignores me during soccer, doesn't really talk to me during lunch and our other conversations are just...awkward. While with Salad...every Wednesday, he comes up to me to start a conversation, and we could talk for hours. So today I got mad at George, walked away and then met up with Frank (who I swear has a 6th sense when it comes to emotions) and asked me what's wrong. I didn't want to bring it up with him because I knew he would talk to George about it, so I made something up and walked away. Then the minute I got out of school I met up with Angie and I told her "I made my decision*." she asked who it was and I told her, "Salad."

So De Drama part 2

Continuing on from where we left off...it is Wednesday, February 27th, around 8 EST (when the fun is taking place).

Then that night, I've been going to this thing at Frank's church/old school to play soccer with him, Salad and George (plus others). So last night, I went there and I was talking to this girl, Liz (who is SO FRIGGEN COOL!) and Salad comes over, so the three of us are talking and joking around and stuff and Salad is making fun of me because I laughed when the ball hit George on the back of his head. We were also explaining to Liz about our chemistry class...with each other. I told her it was terrible, and Salad just rolls his eyes and says "It's not that bad", so the three of us hang out and talk for a little bit about science and stuff while everybody else is either shooting at the goal or making a basket. I know, I know...you are probably wondering (if you have read more of my posts) why Salad and I aren't out there either. The answer is simple...I didn't want to just shoot on goal, I'd rather play a game (and so would Liz) and Salad...I don't know why he was hanging out with us...but George...George practically ignored me.

So blah blah blah...Frank got rid of the basketball and then the game "started". Frank and Salad were captains and got to choose players, it was originally Frank, Jorge (and three? other people maybe) against Me, Salad, Liz (and 5 other people) because the people on Frank's team were the best (with the exception of Salad and myself) but by the end of the night there were four people on each side and Salad, Frank, George and I were all killing each other for the ball. It was so cool, Salad and George collided and fell to the ground, so Frank and I helped George up (but then I felt bad for Salad because nobody is helping him up, and when I looked over at him he looked like he wished he were George)

They decided to close early because of the roads, which was why a lot of people left earlier but the rest of us who stayed, were hot and therefore not fazed by the cold weather outside. (we were inside the gym) But inside we were all sweating, especially Salad and George (who both look great covered in sweat I may add) and Salad even admitted to being tired (I have NEVER EVER heard him say those words) and then later Salad's pants were falling down and you could see his white (with red polka dots) underwear so we went on like that for awhile until I had to go, and when I got home, I practically passed out on my bed after that.

So De Drama part 1

Mwah ha ha...the past two days have been so interesting but I haven't had a chance to sit and type everything up, but since I had it typed up elsewhere, I'm going to add it here but fix it up a little bit.
I'm also splitting it into three parts because the other place I put it on was REALLY long so I want to split it up.

Two death threats, 1 fight with a friend, 1 HUGE fight, a pair of guy's underwear and 1 of THE MOST AMAZING soccer games EVA since my last post...

That got your attention didn't it? Good because all of that happened this week. Actually...everything listed above happened in two days. And it is SO COOL! (sorta...it's also really sad too. You'll see soon)

Okay so it all started yesterday morning. We had a double period of chemistry, and since we just had a test, we were taking notes. Notes are boring by the way. So I had just gotten some of my friends' phone number's and Kate gave me a piece of paper and told me to throw it at Frank, so I did, but I missed and hit Salad instead, but when he tried to get me back, he hit Jasmine. After that our aim improved and we were throwing a crumpled up index card at each other. So that was fun.

It didn't really get interesting again until 7th period math. My bff Will is moving this weekend, he's still going to the school for the rest of this year but everybody in school believes that he won't be back. Anyway, usually I sit next to him during math but that day I decided to sit with my friend Chloe instead. (Now keep in mind that the area I sit in...is all boys) So I get to class early and the teacher steps out, so the guys are giving me a hard time and Will is calling me a traitor so this really FUCKING annoying kid Jeremiah says to everybody who is in the room: "She has two boyfriends" Now that really ticked me off especially since this other guy Evan was egging him on. So I threw my backpack with a SLAM down onto Wren's desk and I threaten to kill Jeremiah and Evan. So Evan (who is WAY bigger than me) doesn't believe me so I start walking towards him and he starts walking back. So everybody else in the classroom (who has been watching intently this whole time) is all excited to see what I'll do, but I give up when my math teacher comes back in. My friend Will is still mad at me, and none of those guys will talk to me now. Will even called me a traitor several times...it sort of hurts but it's okay...sorta.

Found out

So my friends found out that I still like George AND Salad. It didn't take that much figuring out, really. All they had to do was know that it was hard to get rid of somebody you've cared about for so long.

So they know. And the advice continues. *rolls eyes* Great. I think I liked it better when none of my friends knew who I liked...unfortunately that was back in early October. A REAL LONG TIME AGO.

Oh well...now I know never to tell them I like somebody. It's common sense...or now it is.

New Title

Confessions of an Authoress in Training (November 1st 2007-November 15th 2007)
Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic (November 16th 2007-February 24th 2007)
Confessions of a New and Improved Girl (February 25th-who knows?)

So I changed my title again, the old one didn't fit anymore, because as I realized today, I'm not a hopeless romantic. How could I be if I had a boyfriend, two marriage proposals, and a few other guys that are interested in me?

So I changed the title to: Confessions of a New and Improved Girl, because last year at this time, I was depressed. My friends sucked, I only had interest in guys that didn't like me back and no guys really liked me. And the sad thing was...there were times when I was happy...or when I was depressed, I thought my life couldn't get any better.

Apparently I was wrong because now, a year later, I have new friends who are GREAT! Boys are actually interested in me and for once in my life I feel normal. Who could ask for more? So the title says it all, I am new and improved, a step up from the old me and I'm not looking to take another step down.

I Made a Choice

Okay so after several months, I made a choice. Well out loud I made a choice, inside I'm still deciding.

So today was awesome if your a girl who likes boys. If you are George...then it might not be that great.

It started out kinda, sorta slow. I went to chemistry and we had a lab, but I didn't get to work with Angie, just Kate and a few other people...that haven't really been mentioned in this blog. Anyway, Kate and I were right near Salad, Frank, Aaron and a few other people we know. So when Kate came back from the bathroom, she was too late and there were no aprons or goggles left, so as we made our way to the lab table we were starting out. We had a little chat with Salad, little as in tiny, little chat. After the 4 minute break, Kate and I went back to the chem lab (after going to get something in between classes) and Kate was being annoying, so I would look bad right in front/right next to Salad and his friend that he was talking to...I don't remember who that was. But later on in the period I got into a little fight with Salad and Frank.
You see...Frank threw a gum wrapper at Kate, I picked it up and threw it at Frank. Two seconds (maybe more) later, Salad goes "Psst Aly!" So I turn around and he throws a gum wrapper at me, so I threw it back at him.

Um...let's see after that I didn't really talk to any of my guy friends.

Until between study hall and art. I walked downstairs, said hi to Salad, and then had a flirty conversation with George. Then I walked into art class and talked to John for the whole class because I thought I had my project done and John came in my class during lunch to work on his art project. But we spent 60% of the class talking so my art teacher got upset with us and said that we couldn't sit next to each other anymore. But while we were talking, John asked me to marry him. It was just for fun, but it was funny because he had a ring.
Obviously, I told him that I had a boyfriend and he wanted to see him. So I told him that we'd meet up with him after class, so as we were walking down the hall and he was complaining that we hadn't seen him yet. Salad appeared on the other side of John just as John really began to complain.

But Salad left and I left John for George because well isn't the answer obvious?

So blah blah blah I went to math and Will and I were passing notes. He made me choose between Salad and George and I chose George...out loud. So we're going to keep any information about Salad in my head and/or on this blog.

Of course after English I left the room and since George is right next door I walked with him to him to his next class (because it was nearby) and just as I was going downstairs to talk to Aaron before I went back upstairs, I met up with Salad and I had a conversation with him...about George. He thinks it's weird that I'm going out with George...apparently he's happy for me...but it's weird...to him at least. So when he left the building, I met up with Aaron and I hung out with him until the warning bell rang.

Blah blah blah, sat through another class, after the class I met up with George, we go to my locker, we leave, I meet up with Angie, I talk to her, I leave, I do homework, I type this up.

The End. Obviously I'm not in a writing mood today, but yeah, I made a choice...on the outisde, my friends now really, truly believe that I am over Salad...let's see how I can keep this charade going.

Maybe Fate Does Rule Us...

I know I have this first part on the side right now, but I'm about to change that, especially now that I have it in a post. But the rest of it is not in the side thing/quote thing.

Anyway, you know the saying "First impressions are everything"? Well I have proven it false, because if it were true then I would not be friends with Salad or be dating George. When I met them, I had no interests in pursuing anything with them, not friendship, not a relationship, not anything. But the funny thing is...even though I was a bitch to both of them...they both tried really hard and won me over.

And Wren...well last year, Cael and Nate told me all about her. All I had to do was meet her, but every chance I had was missed. I had seen her around, but we weren't introduced until the first day of school of this year.

So here's the point to this silly little post. Maybe fate does rule over us, maybe I was supposed to be friends with certain people and not others so when I made the mistake of being friends with people I'm not supposed to be friends with, fate has to fix it by getting rid of the problem and introducing the solution. Maybe there's something inside us that says that we shouldn't always let the first impression of a person rule our overall thoughts about the person, because sometimes the best people are the ones that don't have a good first impression and the worst people...well they could be the ones who impress us at first glance. Who really knows for sure though?

NOW he figures it out!

I have liked Salad so much over a long period of time, and sometimes I think Will is right, fate brought us together. How else would two people who did not get off to a good start, really become great friends? Sometimes it seems like we are destined to be together. But right now I have a problem with him.

I have liked him since about October of 2007. Or if you really want to get technical here, around March 21st of 2007, I admitted to 3 of my 4 best friends that I liked him (but I truly believed that I didn't), and then in May of 2007, I admitted it to another good friend (again, I really didn't believe it though). Then not too long before my Spanish regents, I had a dream that he kissed me and after that I realized that I really did like him. And of course I see him the day of my Spanish regents, so during the test I couldn't stop thinking about him. But after that I finally got it through my head that I would never see him again, luckily I knew that it was just a silly little crush so I was able to move on. Then boom, first day of school there he is in my chemistry class and my gym class. The crush didn't come back yet though, so that was a good sign. No...it waited until I found out that he hung out in the math wing between 4th and 5th period and talked to him several times before I figured out that "Hey maybe I do actually like him." and then I stupidly told him, we ignored each other for awhile and then we had this whole on again/off again friendship.

Now I'm going out with George, he asked me, I said yes. And now that I'm taken, he finally realized "Hey...I like her." Yeah how annoying is that? You fall for a guy and then the moment you get another guy, the first guy realizes "Hey I think I like her" Wow...

The scary thing is I think George and Salad are jealous of...each other. Scary no? But I think it's true (obviously I'm not completely sure because I can't read their minds) because if I talk to Salad, George ignores me, and if I talk to George, Salad ignores me.

Biggest example: Wednesday night. Frank invited me to this thing where I could play soccer with them and some other people. Some other people included Salad, George and Salad's two best friends "Bee" and "Lyn" (who turned out to be completely awesome by the way) and the whole night Salad talked to me and acknowledged my presence but all I got from George was a hello. A lousy hello.

To make matters worse: Every time I turn around Salad is there. It's freaky really. I keep seeing him and I feel like I know most of his schedule. I was late to English class once because Will was bugging me and Kate and I were having fun and I walked past Salad's classroom and just as I'm walking past it, out comes Salad. Scary isn't it? And want to hear something funny? When I have English, Frank is right next-door to me, George is also next door to me (but on the other side), Salad is down the hall, Kate is further down the hall and Will and Aaron are right underneath us. So basically I spend most of my time between 8th and 9th period with them. But that varies on Salad's behavior and George's behavior.

Where are my friends on all this? Laughing their asses off of course! Chloe hates both Salad and George, because she knows them (sort of) and thinks that they are both completely insane, but is encouraging me because she says that if I have stuff in common with them then they can't be all that bad. Kate just goes with the flow...Angie I think would rather me with George but Will really wants me with Salad because he still believes that we are destined to be together.

But who knows what I'll do right now. Both George and Salad aren't making things easy on me, because Salad thinks it's cute that I'm with George and has made it clear, but everybody I've talked to says that he's jealous. Kate even saw first hand in chemistry class, leaned forward and said "Yeah...Salad is jealous"

Right now...I just want to know...if they are jealous of each other...because it seems like they are...well, I'll just have to wait for Monday to see what happens.

I Guess I was wrong

I seriously thought that Frank knew that George and I are dating. Apparently I was wrong he didn't know until Tuesday when George told him.

It was interesting though, I was spending time in between chem classes with Kate and Angie because I knew that if I spent too much time around Salad...well you get the picture. But Kate and Angie had a different idea. Angie started poking Kate and told me to poke her too, since I was bored I joined in on the fun, and Kate got up and ran over to the boys. And then of course we couldn't just ignore them. Aaron stopped Kate so Kate and I had to yell at him which gave Frank the chance to ask me "Why didn't you tell me?"
Hmm...let's see, my chemistry class is early in the morning, I hadn't been sleeping that well lately and I really shouldn't be near those guys especially since Salad is around there. So my mind was blank when he said that. "What are you talking about?" After like...3 minutes I still didn't get it. Until the bell rang. He was talking about George. Oh. Don't I feel dumb now?

Frank brought it up during lunch too, he was joking though, I don't think he was actually hurt but I'm sure he would have liked to have found out earlier. Oh well...I'll remember that for next time, but seriously how could he not know? It was all awkward at first, and we texted all the time. HOW COULD HE NOT KNOW?

*sigh* Boys...I'll never understand them and their obliviousness.

Like Line

The Like Line goes as follows:

Aaron likes Lara, Lara likes George, I'm dating George, but I still like Salad, Salad likes Chrissy, Chrissy likes some other guy.

Or at least, that's the like line I'm getting. Actually that's probably only a tiny, itty bitty piece of the like line.

Well, I didn't think much of it before and I figured I could get over Salad, and it helped that he wasn't there today and I'm sure Salad is getting over Chrissy (it's been like 2 months!) but I didn't think Lara would make this harder.

Lara had been a friend of mine in elementary school but we weren't able to talk to each other for years, until this year when we were placed in the same chemistry class. All year she had been showing signs of interest towards George but I didn't think anything of it...probably because I was more interested in Salad and his life. Of course now that George and I are a couple...yeah...I guess I should have been more alert in the past.

Chloe told me right before our history class that she had to remind George that he had somebody waiting for him back at home (I really wasn't...but whatever). I didn't think much of it until the middle of the class when I'm like, "Wait...what?" thankfully, during study hall she gave me the whole story.

Over the long weekend Chloe, Lara, George and some of their friends went on an overnight hiking trip (it was a 4 day long trip I think 2/14/08-2/18/08? I'm not sure exactly) and apparently Lara spent as much time as she possibly could, flirting with George. Chloe told me that she had to keep reminding Lara that George and I were going out. And even so, Lara really didn't believe her.

So of course Lara told Rose (who sits with us at lunch) that I was dating George. So when George and I had sat down to eat lunch, Rose leans in and whispers to me: "Is it true that you and George are...well...a couple?" I looked over at him and then back at Rose, I have a feeling I was blushing bright red and I ask her, "Why?" I don't know why I asked, I mean I knew the whole story but I wanted to see Rose's answer. It was a really dumb answer "I just heard...stuff." so I answered with an equally dumb...but still truthful answer. "Maybe...I'm not sure...probably...I guess...yeah."

Of course George proved to me later on in lunch and at the end of the day that we were a couple. We did footsies under the lunch table and he walked with me to my locker and out the school.

So maybe Tawnee is right, he likes me better than Lane and I am prettier than her. Apparently I have better fashion than her and well...all around prettier.

The only problem? (Aside from the fact that I still like Salad) George has told me absolutely nothing about the trip, Chloe told me everything. Although, that could also just mean that he didn't know what was going on but who knows?

Obviously I don't because I wasn't on that trip.

Why does this happen?

Okay so after every extended weekend or break, when we return to school, people are different.

Not like mutated different but different as in...distant...I guess. Yeah distant would describe it.

After every break, when we get back there is always somebody who is somewhat distant. Last time, Salad was distant. For the first few days back, he would not talk to me or Kate or any other girl in our chem class. This break he hasn't been back yet and I doubt he'll do what he did last time.

This time I think it will be Lara. I'll explain more in the next post because it is this whole long and beautiful story. But even though she hasn't been back yet I know she'll probably be distant for awhile.

But even though most people were absent today, there was still this eerie feeling of strangeness floating above me. I couldn't put my finger on it but it was there. The question is...Why?

This is Bad

This is bad.

I still can't decide between Salad and George. I care about them equally, I'm in a relationship with George and I smile every time he sends me a text message. I smile a cute, girly, smile. One that would make the old me...sick.

But there's still Salad. Many many thoughts have run through my head on this..."Is he taking an interest in me now?" "We fight way too much" "Why do I still like him?" Oh but this has got to be the biggest, most important one, "How come Kate can hit Salad and yell at him, but he gets upset with me when I do that to him?" Yeah...and not to mention because of that, I keep thinking about him even when I don't want to.

In fact, so far this weekend, whenever I fall asleep, I start dreaming about Salad and George. With Salad it's how we usually are, we fight and argue then innocently flirt and become friends again. Then with George it's...well our friendship/relationship. It's all a very weird thing, and I've been spending my mornings trying to understand my dreams...I'll tell you when I do.

(Sorry for the different font, I copied the "Dream On" on the side and it was a different font so I had to make it all match)

A Weekend with Anna

Never Again.

Never Again will I spend 5 of my free days with Anna, I love her to death but I swear she was starting to make me go crazy today. Although it was going that way from the start, here's what she did that really bothered me.

1) She snores! Yup yup it's true, she slept over my house and forgot her nasal thing so I had trouble sleeping.
2) She was afraid of a store. We went shopping today and she wanted to stop into Hot Topic to get something, but she stood outside the store for a moment and said she was afraid to go in. I had to push her in, otherwise we would have stood outside the store for a LONG time.
3) Her mom wants her in as many AP classes as possible. Yeah...apparently she is THAT smart, even though she has a ton of trouble in history but she can still take an AP course.
4) She's kind of boring. Not to be mean or anything but sometimes when I want to do something fun, she just...doesn't.

I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but to me...it is, especially for my best friend. It's probably a good thing that we won't be seeing each other until May.

A Couple?

On 2/7/08, I asked George out, and we became somewhat of a couple.
On 2/12/08, George asked me out, and we really became a couple.

On his myspace now, George now lists his status thing as "In a Relationship" and his friends are "making an attempt" at accepting me...I think. I don't know exactly but they have tried striking up conversation with me a few times...some of them, I talk to Frank, Aaron and Salad...but not some of this other friends...actually...I hate most of his other friends...that's okay though because most of my friends don't like him or his friends.

Whatever. I'm glad we're a couple though...but Frank...makes it...I don't know...weird? I was worried that he wouldn't like the idea of two of his friends going out together. In reality though, he doesn't mind and likes to joke about it. Like on Tuesday for example, during lunch it was just the three of us and I was falling off my seat (because of George) and he caught me. So of course Frank had to comment and say "You fell into his arms" at which one of us said something stupid so he had to say "Yeah but she fell...into your arms. How sweet"

Unfortunately we didn't do anything for Valentine's day though. George is actually on a hiking trip and doesn't get back until tonight or tomorrow, he sent me a message on Valentine's day saying that he was going on the trip, he would miss me and that I should have a good weekend. I'm hoping he's back so maybe we could spend a little bit of time together tomorrow but that's not how it's going to work out. Oh well. He spent the weekend hiking and I spent the weekend with my best friend Anna. We both spent it doing something we loved, we can pencil each other in later.

Rubber Band!!!

This happed on Tuesday 2/12/08.

Chemistry class...we had a test and then a lab. In between classes I hung out with Aaron and Salad since Angie, Frank and Kate were still taking the test. So...yeah...it was interesting. Salad has a dancing chicken on his mp3 player! In the lab period, we were using rubber bands and since Salad, Aaron and Frank are very, very childish...they were shooting rubber bands at people. They missed me this time! But they got Kate...which is worse...much worse. So once again, there was an argument between those guys and us girls. But of course Salad...makes things harder. He let Kate hit him and yell at him but he gets upset when I do either of those. So I made a vow that the next time he gets upset with me because I yelled at him or something, I'll bring that up.

But that's not the important thing, the important thing is that I picked up a rubber band before the period ended and I was playing with it as I was walking down to homeroom. And I was walking downstairs next to Salad (we were walking down together) with Kat and Karl in front of us. And neither Salad nor myself like Kat so I was pretending that I was going to shoot the rubber band at Kat, then Salad leaned over...
Salad: You should do it...I dare you to...I would.
Me: Then go right ahead (hands the rubber band to Salad)
Salad: (aims and hits Kat in the leg) Damn she didn't feel it.
Me: (picks up the rubber band) She's a robot.

Obviously I kept the rubber band, but I was stupid and took it out during lunch. And George and I were playing with it. We were shooting it at each other, stretching it out as far as it could go and we were stuck together because of the rubber band (it was like we were cuffed together) and then it snapped. We were still playing with it after it snapped though, because it was fun.

I told all of this to Will, who found it somewhat amusing, but he thought that I shouldn't have let both of them play with it because I liked both of them, I couldn't choose between both of them and it should have only been one of theirs...I don't remember what he said okay! But he was surprised that I let George play with it after Salad touched it.

A Day in a New School (part 3)

Last part I swear! I wanted to get this out of the way before I did anything else!

Okay so after Health came lunch, all through health, I was craving nachos and guess what? They just so happened to be serving nachos then and there. I chose the right day to come. So as I waited on line, I was talking to Dylan, who was cool...he reminded me of Will. He asked me about my hometown and warned me about Clara (somebody else warned be about her too so when he warned be I was beginning to get nervous) but Clara turned out to be...okay. She didn't really bother me like I thought she would and Dylan turned out to be the one who annoyed everybody, so when Caitlyn told me I could ignore him if he got too annoying, I said that I met more annoying people. Which is true...so Dylan didn't bother me much at all. But as I met her friends...I realized how extremely cool they were! They loved chick lit and fantasy books like I did, one of them wants to be a writer too, and well...I liked hanging out with them.

I didn't want lunch to end because when it did, I had to go to biology. Luckily the teacher wasn't there and we had a young, and good looking male sub. Unluckily we had to watch a movie. Luckily the sub made jokes through the whole thing, Unluckily we had a double period of this movie, luckily Anna and I got to eat in the classroom, unluckily...we couldn't really talk.

Finally, the day ended with History. My best subject and Anna's worst subject. I had spent an hour the night before quizzing Anna on the sections she had to know and we used the memory devices to study for the rest of the day. Of course when they were going over the test in class...Anna didn't do so well. Try...55% out of a possible 100%. Yeah not so good. So after class we went up to her teacher, Anna asked for extra credit or something because obviously she didn't do well in this class. And I asked for a copy of the test so I could study for my History quiz on Tuesday. Anna explained that I was a history geek and helped her study and her history teacher looked at me and asked how we were friends if I loved history and hated science and she loved science and hated history. It was kind of funny, until the car ride home when we had to explain to her mom that she didn't do so well on the Global test.

So my day in a new school was okay...I wouldn't move there or go to that school...EVER. But it was a good experience. I had a pretty good day for a school day.

A Day in a New School (part 2)

This happened on 2/14/08

I was driven to school by Anna's parents, really early in the morning. Apparently the school is about 1 trillion miles from any other form of civilization, so unlike my school where people can easily walk from home to school to any other place, people who go to Anna's school can't do that, they have to either take the bus or get a ride.

So I got a visitors pass and I followed Anna to her Spanish class which is also her homeroom. I met and had a nice conversation with her Spanish teacher who is extremely nice and a great person to talk to. Anna took me out of the classroom and re-introduced me to Jen who used to be one of my best friends in elementary school. We said a quick hello but that was really all we were able to say.

So blah blah blah, we went back to Spanish, I sat through the announcements and while they were working on a Spanish project I decided to do the same. I took out a piece of paper and started writing an ad about Salad (they had to do an ad about a person trying to find a friend) and I got really far, which probably had something to do with the fact that I had already taken the class and passed the regents about a year ago. At least I got candy and a valentine from Anna (she was so sweet ^_^) but I also learned that there was this other girl in her class named Anna, who is kind of like Kat is in my school, she kept glaring at me.

Next was English, her English teacher looked like she was on drugs, she asked Anna to introduce me, which she did...not that people really cared, but oh well. I didn't do much in that class, they were reading Night by Elie Wiesel so I picked up a book and just started reading it, I got about 1/4 of the way through it by the time the period ended. Anna and her friend Tori were surprised, but when you have 40 minutes of free time and it is extremely quiet a book is always nice.

After that was math, it was so cool! They used laptops and I understood the lesson and the homework! Which is sort of funny because I am having trouble understanding what we're learning but I already learned what she's learning so it's really easy! Her math teacher was nice, I had a short conversation with him.

After math was art, I met Anna's two friends Caitlyn and Mel and I talked to the three of them all period while they were working on their clay projects. I even played around with the clay a little bit and made an alien bunny. It looked so cool!

Next came Health, the class was extremely immature but I was having some kind of fun. They had to make a list of things to do to keep from getting sick. I think I gave Anna a really good one! "Don't Lick Doorknobs" which was really funny...until Anna and Tay informed me that there are people in their school who would...lick doorknobs. Ew! But Health turned out to be cool because even though it dragged on forever, I had a conversation with Tay about anime (it turns out she loves anime just like my friends do) so she gave me the link to a website where I could download episodes of Lucky Star and other animes. Cool!

A Day in a New School (part 1)

This is just a quick overview of some things. Next post has more details

So the day before Valentine's day, I went to my bff Anna' house around 2:00 because the following day she had school and I didn't, so we had made plans for me to visit her school for the day. Which I did.

Let me start by saying this, my plan was to scope out cute guys (that was my plan since summer vacation when we first came up with the idea), to see two old "friends" who moved away during elementary school, and to see if her school is anything like mine.

I was disappointed. Almost everybody in Anna's school is a jerk, they do not talk to you unless you talk to them first...and none of the guys there are cute at all! (I know that sounds shallow but ugly and jerk-like is obviously not a very good combination) Her Spanish teacher was great though, so was her math teacher (he had laptops for his class!) but her English teacher reminded me of my English teacher last year...on drugs.

I only saw 1 of the 2 girls that I used to be friends with in Elementary school. Jen. Apparently she's a boyfriend whore now, not only that but she's somewhat jerk-like too. The other girl I didn't get a chance to see.

Her schedule was confusing too, it was homeroom, period 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Lunch 2, 6, 7 and 8 while for us it is period 1, 2, homeroom, period 3, 4, 5, 6 (which is when I have lunch), 7, 8, 9. So it was a little weird for me.

Her friends were great though! They were so much like my friends it was scary, I mean really, really scary. I can't wait to tell my friends about them!

So that's a quick overview, I'm going to add more (in two parts before and during/after lunch) just because it's easier to read like that.

Boys and Frenemies

Okay so there is this girl: Kat. She's okay I guess. Sometimes I hate her sometimes I don't. Like Friday for example I told her I hated her and she said I was nothing to her, but today we had a civil conversation about school as if nothing had happened on Friday. Interesting huh?

That's not all!

Salad is jealous. (That sounds so good to say) Because I go down to meet him between 4th and 5th period so we can talk and apparently when I thought he had math (he was down in the math wing) he actually has cooking (which is in a different wing) and when I asked what he was doing in this wing, he answers by saying "Oh I come here to see if this teacher is here" but the funny thing is...that teacher is never there and according to Frank...Salad doesn't even take math this year. But Salad promised that he would make me some food in cooking class...I doubt he meant it but it would be cool if he did.

And speaking of Frank...he hit me today. But that's okay because I kicked him and it hurt more for him because he and George are doing crew so their legs hurt. It's actually a lot of fun because they can't run or anything, they are too sore. Except right after lunch (we were the last people out) I kicked them (lightly) and they were hurting so bad they couldn't do anything...until we got close to my locker when George tickled me where I am most ticklish and I wasn't paying attention so I bumped into Salad before hitting my locker.

So yeah...that's what happened to me today.

I Am Ruining Frank's Life

I didn't notice this until yesterday but I think...I might just be ruining Frank's life! Because all year I have liked one of his good friends and now, I'm going to be going out with another one of his good friends. Which is leading me to thinking...why the hell did he let me sit with him during lunch and why did he invite me to play soccer with Salad, George and himself. What is he? Fucking crazy?

Now the problem hasn't completely formed yet...but give it about a month and there will be a HUGE problem. And it will be guys against girls...or Frank, Aaron, Salad and George against Angie, Kate, Lane and myself...wait that's how it is often. But anyway onto the real problemo here: I like George and he's great but...I still like Salad. I mean REALLY like Salad, which is okay I guess, but I wouldn't have if Angie hadn't brought him up during study hall when she said "well maybe by seeing George, Salad will realize what he's been missing out on"

Now...I really want that, but I was told to be careful when George and I "Break up" because according to Chloe he can be annoying or something. Not only that, but it will be even more awkward than it was a few days ago during lunch...I probably wouldn't be able to sit there anymore.

And poor Frank...he'd be in the middle of it.

And it would be worse if I broke up with George to be with Salad...because Salad, George and Frank are all friends and spend Wednesday nights together. And they do talk sometimes (which has been really bothering me lately) so not only would I feel like a whore...I think I'd probably lose a few friends.

Okay so it's not just Frank's life I'm ruining...I'm sort of ruining mine too.

This year is WAY too dramatic!

At Least They Agree on Something Right?

My friends Chloe and Will can't agree on anything...or they probably can, but they really don't like each other. I don't know why...but they don't. All I know is that Chloe thinks Will is gross and Will...I don't even want to know what he thinks at all.

Anyway, in my last post I mentioned that I was "seeing" George...or that I have a date for Valentines day. Will and Chloe HATE George...which is okay because he doesn't like them either. But the reason they hate George and George hates them belongs in one person. No that person is not me...THANK GOD. (it seems like a lot of pressure) You see there's this girl "Vicky" that George and Will both dated, and Chloe is friends with.

Apparently the story goes: Vicky and George were dating, they had sex, he broke up with her. Then later, she goes out with Will...I'm sure they've had sex...and then they break up. And finally she and Chloe are just good friends...I don't know when that started but it did.

So when I told Chloe and Will...needless to say they were...actually I don't know what they were. I don't think they were all that surprised but they weren't exactly very happy. I think they saw it coming but I don't know for sure. But right now they are definitely having fun bothering me about it. Whenever I don't want them to do something, they pretend to look offended and then say, "I bet you would let George to that..." for example, yesterday while at a college for a competition, Chloe tried offering me some of her food, at first I said "No" and then she said "I bet you would let George feed you." It gets really annoying you know?

That and then the two of them have warned me, at least once each about him and how I should be careful...I mean even though Will whole heartedly believes that I need to get laid, he does not want George to do it.

Oh well...I should be happy that the two of them agree on something for once...even if that something is hating my date.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so Salad...yeah he's still cool but I like somebody else now. Guess who!

If you said Frank...your wrong. If you said Aaron...your wrong. If you said Will...your wrong. And if you said Cael, Nate, John, or Chris...what are you high or something?

It's all George. We have been texting each other all day long and I hated being away from the phone because I kept waiting for him to text. Sad isn't it? So he asked what I was doing for Valentine's day, I told him I was visiting Anna but I said that after Valentine's day we could go catch a movie or something and he said YES! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

I need to call my friends right now...Anna's out of school, so are Angie and Kara but I don't know their number. So I have to call Anna and Terri right away, but since I don't know when Terri get's out of school, I'll wait until like 4...ish.

I'm so happy! :) I have a date for Valentine's day and a boy! I'm so happy! We're sending xo's over text message.

I Should Have Known How It Would End

I guess I should have known from about 7:30 a.m that this day was going to suck. But I didn't think about what kind of day I was going to have, I just knew that I wanted to play soccer today with Frank, George and Salad at some Youth Group, which was keeping me excited all week because it was the first time my new group of friends have invited me to hang out.

Obviously that is not what happened, in fact the whole day was not what I expected. I woke up at my normal time, took a shower, but took way too long to eat breakfast so I had to rush to brush my teeth, brush my hair and dry it, needless to say I didn't completely dry my hair out, so it was wet when I got to school.

Of course when I got to school, we have to swipe i.d cards in so the system knows that we actually attend the school and aren't skipping classes. Of course the person in front of me skipped a class so the sound went off and I almost got in trouble because they thought that the sound went off for me. Unluckily for me Aaron and Ralphie saw and made a point of saying that I was a rule breaker. So I got to Chemistry class, listened as my teacher droned on and on about stuff I really didn't hear and then when I did a lab, Frank/Salad/Aaron hit me with a little red cap that they were trying to shoot at somebody else who was ironically REALLY close to them, but they still hit me.

Then we had a practice Regents exam in Global class and when I went to lunch expecting to have my already hectic day lightened by George, I learned he wasn't there today so lunch was boring and I'm really slow with texting so when I was texting him it took forever because I rarely ever texted before. And when I was in Journalism, Nate was there. Nate left but he visited for the day for some odd reason and while he was in my class...I was gone...I didn't exist. Then I had to go to a Science Olympiad meeting where Nate finally acknowledged my presence...as well as his really annoying guy friends who if I could...I would kill. And Cael was there too, looking as lost as ever. That's where I found out that my partner and ex-best friend Rayna, dropped out of Science Olympiad (which is surprising because she loves Science and Science Olympiad) and that I was only in 1 event...not two, so I had to sign up for a whole other event.

Not to mention that 68 I got on that Chem test and the fact that I didn't finish the lab for today made my parents decide that I couldn't go to the thing to play soccer. They also wouldn't let me go because they didn't know where the place was (even though I told them), and I don't think they trusted me. When I first brought it up with my dad the only thing he told me was "Remember....abstinence." I think he only brought that up because the guys I hang out with now are about 2 years older than me. Of course, they didn't tell me I wasn't going until 6:30 and the thing would have started at 7.

So now I have no outlet for my anger, I was really looking forward to kicking the shit out of a soccer ball but obviously that won't be happening now will it? And blogs don't do the same things a soccer ball can do, blogs aren't as therapeutic. And since I can't even stay on the computer much longer, I feel like I can't do anything.

But I guess I should have known this already, I mean after that first thing in school, I did say "This day is going to suck" and it does. So now I'll have to explain to Frank why I couldn't go even after I told him I would be going. That'll be fun.

My Guys...

I know I've been talking a lot about guys lately but that's all that has really been consuming my life lately. I've been really lazy about my homework because I always seem to have something going on with a guy. Whether it be a fight, some fun, or just flirting...there's always something and it just keeps distracting me.

And it doesn't help to try to ignore them because even when I do try to ignore them, they get all upset or they do something that makes them really hard to ignore. Like shoot a little red cap at my head, it wasn't meant for me but it got me over there. And because of that Salad and I had a nice little argument that ended when Kate said we "bicker like an old married couple" and then Frank started mocking us. Yeah that took all the fun out of it.

George was absent today so lunch was boring, but we texted each other the whole day long. We'd still be texting if my phone hadn't run out of battery power while I was walking to my brother's school.

Aaron, Will and Frank were as they always were, fun but at the same time COMPLETELY annoying. Always bugging me about something, and for Will and Aaron, that something is Salad. ALWAYS Salad. For Frank it's always something different.