So yesterday was Wednesday and that means I play soccer with the guys. Two of those guys being George and Salad (who look AMAZING covered in sweat) and I swear sometimes I think they do things just to make me look at them.
Yesterday, the three of us almost kicked each other in the face because we all lifted up a leg (really high) just to get the ball which was really dumb because we all missed the ball by like...a lot.
And later, George slammed into Salad and they both fell to the ground, Salad tumbling before hitting the ground with his face to the floor.
So both of them were on the ground and there I was staring at them from the other side of the room. I was so mad at myself for not doing anything but staring at them for like...3 minutes, but they looked okay over there by themselves, George helped Salad get up so by the time I got over there to make sure they were both okay, Salad was sitting on the ground and George was standing up. They were both fine, but I kind of wished I had gotten over there earlier just to be near them.
But it was okay...I talked to Salad...about George. It was short but it was something because we hadn't really talked in a while.
Salad: George is funny
Me: I know.
Salad: I know you know, I was just...yeah...
Me: ...I know.
Okay so I could have made this conversation better and I didn't...sorry my fault but what could I say? I didn't want to blurt out something stupid that would make me regret opening my mouth.
Don't worry, I spent time with George too, before we started the game, he put his arms around my waist. Of course he was sweaty from crew and the soccer practice before I got there so when I put my head against his, half of my face got wet. He was also holding me before Frank and Salad picked him to be on their team (seriously why him and not me?) that's okay though because after like...half an hour George came over to my team because half of both teams left.
It was fun though, because I sort of met Frank's girlfriend (I know what she looks like in person) and I met his mom (she's nice) of course I didn't realize that she was Frank's mom until my dad said something. Oh yeah and I got to hang out with three of the coolest guys that I know. :)
Thursday, March 20, 2008
I'd Lie
It's crazy how much Taylor Swift's songs relate to me and Salad.
So this one is called I'd lie. It's about a girl who likes a guy who doesn't like her back, but knows more about him than anybody else does. Of course if anybody ever asked her if she loved him, she would lie and say no.
That's kind of how Salad and I am. Especially the line: "he loves to argue"
because Salad and I argue all the time, it's fun.
Look, I know this is terrible, I do care about George but there is still something about Salad...I can't put my finger on it. Maybe it's that even though we argue with each other all the time, he's still a great friend.
Like a couple days ago, we were arguing about how long we had left in class and I won (although he doesn't think so) and Kate rolls her eyes and says "bicker bicker bicker" I swear you two bicker like an old married couple.
But a few minutes later, when I made a mistake, he was the first person to stick up for me. And I really liked that. So I guess he's a great friend to me.
And I know a lot about him, not simple things like if his favorite color is green or not, but deeper things, like how he feels about girls...and life. But I do know that he likes girls, soccer and music and that he has skipped economics class at least once. Plus I know part of his schedule because I run into him so much.
Of course if you asked me if I had any interest in him, I'd lie. I have George and that should be good enough for me.
Falling Apart
This really isn't fair, I can never seem to pull myself together. Whenever things seem to be looking up, there is always something that brings me back down.
I have a great boyfriend who cares about me, great friends and I can usually find something to do. This is really good for me.
Of course it only takes 1 person to ruin it all. And that would be my cousin Terri.
I love her to death I really do but I don't like finding out just now that she has been lying to me for years. In fact I think she just lied to me today.
She and I were talking on AIM and we exchanged myspace's. So I showed her my friend list (which included Frank, Chloe, Salad and George) and she added them. Chloe fell in love with Terri and has been begging me to call her when Terri comes over next.
Terri was supposed to be here today but that didn't happen.
Apparently she got into a fight with her mom so her mom kicked her out of the car so she walked to her dad's house which was apparently 2 minutes away. So now she isn't coming.
My mom is furious now, because Terri put her in an awkward position with our grandfather and now she isn't showing up to dinner. And I'm upset because now I have to go back on my promise and Chloe will be upset.
Thank goodness I have a date with George tomorrow, I really need some time away from everything.
I have a great boyfriend who cares about me, great friends and I can usually find something to do. This is really good for me.
Of course it only takes 1 person to ruin it all. And that would be my cousin Terri.
I love her to death I really do but I don't like finding out just now that she has been lying to me for years. In fact I think she just lied to me today.
She and I were talking on AIM and we exchanged myspace's. So I showed her my friend list (which included Frank, Chloe, Salad and George) and she added them. Chloe fell in love with Terri and has been begging me to call her when Terri comes over next.
Terri was supposed to be here today but that didn't happen.
Apparently she got into a fight with her mom so her mom kicked her out of the car so she walked to her dad's house which was apparently 2 minutes away. So now she isn't coming.
My mom is furious now, because Terri put her in an awkward position with our grandfather and now she isn't showing up to dinner. And I'm upset because now I have to go back on my promise and Chloe will be upset.
Thank goodness I have a date with George tomorrow, I really need some time away from everything.
Monday, March 17, 2008
The Friends I have...
So my old friends (excluding Anna and Terri) all left me, which was good because they weren't good friends but my new friends are way different.
So I have two good friends Will and Chloe who absolutely hate each other, especially during math when they both want me to sit near them. But despite all of that, they both have 1 thing in common. They both Hate George, and he doesn't like them either. And I'm not using Hate lightly here.
You know what else? They don't like Salad much either, but they like him better than Jorge at least.
So here's the story: After spending 2 periods hanging out with Salad, I go hang out with my friend Will who says to me "I don't think your boyfriend likes me" No duh. "Probably because I dated his ex-girlfriend and we hang out a lot." Yeah, that might do it. Of course as he's telling me this, we're walking down to the math wing where Salad has homeroom, and while we're talking, Salad is a few steps away, probably listening to everything because we're so loud.
Then later, Chloe and I were leaving our English teachers classroom (so she could find out the homework...which she already knew) and when we got out there was Salad, so she said a few things about George then went on to talking to our friend Tawnee so I could talk to Salad. And of course while Salad and I were talking, Tawnee and Chloe were watching. Tawnee told Chloe that she thought Salad was ugly, to which Chloe replied "Well he looks better than George." Chloe also told me that she thought Salad and I walked the same.
Then later, during math class instead of listening to Will go on and on about how George is gay. I sat with Chloe and she wrote a phone number for a fake guy on her hand and told me to show George.
See how great my bff's are? Even though they hate Salad and George, and they claim to want only my happiness, they both seem to be pushing me towards Salad. I don't know why...Salad is just my friend...just my friend...I think.
So I have two good friends Will and Chloe who absolutely hate each other, especially during math when they both want me to sit near them. But despite all of that, they both have 1 thing in common. They both Hate George, and he doesn't like them either. And I'm not using Hate lightly here.
You know what else? They don't like Salad much either, but they like him better than Jorge at least.
So here's the story: After spending 2 periods hanging out with Salad, I go hang out with my friend Will who says to me "I don't think your boyfriend likes me" No duh. "Probably because I dated his ex-girlfriend and we hang out a lot." Yeah, that might do it. Of course as he's telling me this, we're walking down to the math wing where Salad has homeroom, and while we're talking, Salad is a few steps away, probably listening to everything because we're so loud.
Then later, Chloe and I were leaving our English teachers classroom (so she could find out the homework...which she already knew) and when we got out there was Salad, so she said a few things about George then went on to talking to our friend Tawnee so I could talk to Salad. And of course while Salad and I were talking, Tawnee and Chloe were watching. Tawnee told Chloe that she thought Salad was ugly, to which Chloe replied "Well he looks better than George." Chloe also told me that she thought Salad and I walked the same.
Then later, during math class instead of listening to Will go on and on about how George is gay. I sat with Chloe and she wrote a phone number for a fake guy on her hand and told me to show George.
See how great my bff's are? Even though they hate Salad and George, and they claim to want only my happiness, they both seem to be pushing me towards Salad. I don't know why...Salad is just my friend...just my friend...I think.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Bitter + Sweet
The following happened on March 11th, 2008.
So I'm going to school today, and this little voice in my head says to me: Today your day is going to be bitter and sweet, but don't worry, you'll still get that kiss from George you wanted. And guess what? I did get that kiss...sort of...and my day was bitter and sweet! (scary isn't it?)
So 1st period, my chem teacher was evil, she apparently assigned us homework that only 3 people knew we had, she went off on Salad because he was listening to music, and then got into an argument with Frank because he had his phone out and he was texting somebody but she asked three times and he wouldn't close his phone so he was sent to the office. Angie said that she thought he was crying at first glance, but she had to look again. Kate looked at me and said "Well that was out of character" because Frank got really angry, I mean more angry than I have ever seen him get...but I've never really seen him angry, he's always very level headed.
And then 2nd period in gym I caught the ball (in wiffle ball) so I got somebody out! I was also talking to Salad a little bit, he told me he had no idea what was going on either (which really sucks because he and George are two of his best friends and if they don't know...how am I supposed to get the details?)
Later...my bff Chloe and I were coming out of our English teachers classroom so she could get something and we ran into Michael. So while Chloe was chatting with Wren, Salad and I were making fun of each other, then Chloe pushed me into him, and I ended up having to hold onto him for support and Chloe was right...I did like it.
During lunch though...wow...George and I both tried to penetrate the mind of Frank to see if anything was bothering him...it didn't work. But they did fall asleep, and it was so cute! (not really) but I was George's pillow...and I did get a kiss from George...sort of...he pulled me over, and we tried to kiss but since the administrator people were right near by...yeah...but our lips did touch. Sorta, kinda...George pulled me over to make out and even though I knew it was going to happen, I couldn't open my mouth...or if I did, I didn't do very well.
Now don't take that as I'm afraid of kissing or that I'm still hung up on Salad because I'm not, I'm afraid that by kissing him, I'll fall in too deep and end up hurt when we break up. And since I'm still trying to get over the fact that Cael, Nate, Brie and Rayna left me...it wouldn't be easy, but next time...next time I might just do better...especially if it isn't in school...in the lunchroom...near the administrators.
So I'm going to school today, and this little voice in my head says to me: Today your day is going to be bitter and sweet, but don't worry, you'll still get that kiss from George you wanted. And guess what? I did get that kiss...sort of...and my day was bitter and sweet! (scary isn't it?)
So 1st period, my chem teacher was evil, she apparently assigned us homework that only 3 people knew we had, she went off on Salad because he was listening to music, and then got into an argument with Frank because he had his phone out and he was texting somebody but she asked three times and he wouldn't close his phone so he was sent to the office. Angie said that she thought he was crying at first glance, but she had to look again. Kate looked at me and said "Well that was out of character" because Frank got really angry, I mean more angry than I have ever seen him get...but I've never really seen him angry, he's always very level headed.
And then 2nd period in gym I caught the ball (in wiffle ball) so I got somebody out! I was also talking to Salad a little bit, he told me he had no idea what was going on either (which really sucks because he and George are two of his best friends and if they don't know...how am I supposed to get the details?)
Later...my bff Chloe and I were coming out of our English teachers classroom so she could get something and we ran into Michael. So while Chloe was chatting with Wren, Salad and I were making fun of each other, then Chloe pushed me into him, and I ended up having to hold onto him for support and Chloe was right...I did like it.
During lunch though...wow...George and I both tried to penetrate the mind of Frank to see if anything was bothering him...it didn't work. But they did fall asleep, and it was so cute! (not really) but I was George's pillow...and I did get a kiss from George...sort of...he pulled me over, and we tried to kiss but since the administrator people were right near by...yeah...but our lips did touch. Sorta, kinda...George pulled me over to make out and even though I knew it was going to happen, I couldn't open my mouth...or if I did, I didn't do very well.
Now don't take that as I'm afraid of kissing or that I'm still hung up on Salad because I'm not, I'm afraid that by kissing him, I'll fall in too deep and end up hurt when we break up. And since I'm still trying to get over the fact that Cael, Nate, Brie and Rayna left me...it wouldn't be easy, but next time...next time I might just do better...especially if it isn't in school...in the lunchroom...near the administrators.
Get Along...Please?
I love my friends, I really do, but there is no way that I can love how they act towards my other friends. I mean they are even rude to them to their faces.
Seriously. Sometimes I wonder how I'm friends with all these different people because most of them hate each other. (I'm telling the truth here)
Take today for example...come to think of it, today is a perfect example.
You see my buddy Chloe, hates Will, Aaron, Frank, Salad and George. I mean hates...really hates. She thinks Aaron and Will are pervs, she thinks Frank is an idiot, she thinks Salad is too romantic and slightly stalker-ish and she thinks George is a jerk, and she refuses to look at him because she says that just the sight of him makes her sick. She is also annoyed with Lara because she thinks Lara is annoying and doesn't like her but pretends to.
But you know that's okay because Will, Salad and George don't really like Chloe either. I'm guessing there are a few back stories to these...and she told me Salad's and George's and I think Will told me his back story with Chloe...I think...
And later Will was going on and on about how Frank, Salad and George are all gay and will be spending tomorrow morning 'doing' each other.
Truthfully I can understand where they are getting all these assumptions, I mean if I heard some of their conversations...without really knowing them...I would probably think those same things but since I know them I know they aren't that bad. Really. Now if only I could get somebody to believe that.
Seriously. Sometimes I wonder how I'm friends with all these different people because most of them hate each other. (I'm telling the truth here)
Take today for example...come to think of it, today is a perfect example.
You see my buddy Chloe, hates Will, Aaron, Frank, Salad and George. I mean hates...really hates. She thinks Aaron and Will are pervs, she thinks Frank is an idiot, she thinks Salad is too romantic and slightly stalker-ish and she thinks George is a jerk, and she refuses to look at him because she says that just the sight of him makes her sick. She is also annoyed with Lara because she thinks Lara is annoying and doesn't like her but pretends to.
But you know that's okay because Will, Salad and George don't really like Chloe either. I'm guessing there are a few back stories to these...and she told me Salad's and George's and I think Will told me his back story with Chloe...I think...
And later Will was going on and on about how Frank, Salad and George are all gay and will be spending tomorrow morning 'doing' each other.
Truthfully I can understand where they are getting all these assumptions, I mean if I heard some of their conversations...without really knowing them...I would probably think those same things but since I know them I know they aren't that bad. Really. Now if only I could get somebody to believe that.
Monday, March 10, 2008
If Things Went This Way...
Life would be crazy...
What I mean is...if Salad, Frank, Aaron and George were dating Me, Kate, Angie and Lara. (Yes in that order, so me and Salad, Frank and Kate, Aaron and Angie and George and Lara.)
Call me crazy but it would be funny if that happened. The 8 of us are already good friends...and we get along well...sort of...kind of...eh...
But we could Quadruple date...and then all us girls can bitch about our boyfriends while they do the same about us...
I'm sure your wondering how the hell I came up with such a stupid idea...well you see it all started when I found out that Lara liked George, when I thought Salad liked me, when Frank and Kate sorta flirt and when Aaron first became addicted to Angie's chain gloves. Yes that was at four separate times, so the thought has gone through my mind many times. But if you really knew the 8 of us, you would understand, we could be four freaking awesome couples.
But it won't work out that way...it would be cool if it did, but it's also cool that it won't.
What I mean is...if Salad, Frank, Aaron and George were dating Me, Kate, Angie and Lara. (Yes in that order, so me and Salad, Frank and Kate, Aaron and Angie and George and Lara.)
Call me crazy but it would be funny if that happened. The 8 of us are already good friends...and we get along well...sort of...kind of...eh...
But we could Quadruple date...and then all us girls can bitch about our boyfriends while they do the same about us...
I'm sure your wondering how the hell I came up with such a stupid idea...well you see it all started when I found out that Lara liked George, when I thought Salad liked me, when Frank and Kate sorta flirt and when Aaron first became addicted to Angie's chain gloves. Yes that was at four separate times, so the thought has gone through my mind many times. But if you really knew the 8 of us, you would understand, we could be four freaking awesome couples.
But it won't work out that way...it would be cool if it did, but it's also cool that it won't.
Chloe versus George
Chloe and George can't get along. I mean seriously, I mention George to Chloe and she associates his name with Dumbass. I mention Chloe to George and he ignores the conversation at any cost.
Obviously this isn't easy...when one of your closest friends despises your boyfriend and of course...the feeling is mutual.
And I realized one thing that really makes a possible friendship impossible. They have very different views on music. VERY DIFFERENT. She hates his music, he hates her music. And when I say hate I do mean hate...or maybe despise is more the word I'm looking for.
Chloe likes music from England, so Lily Allen, Kate Nash...other artists I don't know and the American musicians she likes are Sara Barellies, Taylor Swift, Ingrid Michaelson. You know artists like that.
George hates Lily Allen...I don't know about the other musicians (although I doubt he's heard of any of them) he's more interested in rock and although I don't know all the musicians he likes I know his favorite band is System of a Down. And of course Chloe despises them...and any other band that does music similar to theirs.
And since both of them live for music...yeah...Chloe and George...how do I put up with them?
Obviously this isn't easy...when one of your closest friends despises your boyfriend and of course...the feeling is mutual.
And I realized one thing that really makes a possible friendship impossible. They have very different views on music. VERY DIFFERENT. She hates his music, he hates her music. And when I say hate I do mean hate...or maybe despise is more the word I'm looking for.
Chloe likes music from England, so Lily Allen, Kate Nash...other artists I don't know and the American musicians she likes are Sara Barellies, Taylor Swift, Ingrid Michaelson. You know artists like that.
George hates Lily Allen...I don't know about the other musicians (although I doubt he's heard of any of them) he's more interested in rock and although I don't know all the musicians he likes I know his favorite band is System of a Down. And of course Chloe despises them...and any other band that does music similar to theirs.
And since both of them live for music...yeah...Chloe and George...how do I put up with them?
A Missed Wednesday
Okay so Wednesday nights are for soccer now remember?
Well last week I couldn't go because I got a 68% on my chem test (hey at least I passed it...but it was an open book test so that wasn't good...I swear she hates me or something) so I texted George and said I wasn't going.
To which he replied that he would miss me and that after my request, he would score a goal for me (I doubt he did that though) and that he was going to kiss me that night. Now that was enough to make me say: "I wish I studied more" So I spent most of the night upset because I missed out on my kiss and a soccer game with George, Frank and Salad. (That doesn't go down well with me...both of those really not one or the other)
Of course the next day, I got to school and George and I were talking but he was tired and sort of looked...I don't know...hung over and the funny thing was when Frank and Salad came to school, they looked hung over too. Sure they said that they were just tired but they really did look hung over. So maybe it was good that I didn't go...I would have come to school hungover too.
Well last week I couldn't go because I got a 68% on my chem test (hey at least I passed it...but it was an open book test so that wasn't good...I swear she hates me or something) so I texted George and said I wasn't going.
To which he replied that he would miss me and that after my request, he would score a goal for me (I doubt he did that though) and that he was going to kiss me that night. Now that was enough to make me say: "I wish I studied more" So I spent most of the night upset because I missed out on my kiss and a soccer game with George, Frank and Salad. (That doesn't go down well with me...both of those really not one or the other)
Of course the next day, I got to school and George and I were talking but he was tired and sort of looked...I don't know...hung over and the funny thing was when Frank and Salad came to school, they looked hung over too. Sure they said that they were just tired but they really did look hung over. So maybe it was good that I didn't go...I would have come to school hungover too.
Bimbos and Baseball
Yes you did read the title right, this is about Kat, Jen and their friends being...well themselves during a "baseball" game in gym. It's not all about them of course, Angie, Salad and I have to make an appearance.
So yeah...Salad, Angie, and I were all on the same baseball team...actually it's whiffle ball but for the sake of the post I'm calling it baseball. So Salad and I have a little argument (not surprising) and Angie and I joke around (again not surprising) but it all comes full circle when the ball hits Angie in the head.
BAM, it all happened so fast but it was hilarious. Angie, Salad and I were laughing hysterically...I doubt anybody else was though. Who cares though? Most of the people playing whiffle ball with us are our guy friends and even a few of our girl friends. And the cool thing about the girls that are playing, is that they know less of the rules than Angie and I do, so they mess up more than we do, which is good because I hate being embarrassed when I mess up.
Anyway, Kat, Jen, Mar and some of their friends are also playing baseball with us, so that makes it all the more interesting...not during the first game, but during the second game...well that was another story.
You see what happened was, while Angie, Salad and I were in the outfield Mar comes up to me, at first my plan is to ignore her but I felt bad and I looked over to her thinking we would have a nice little short conversation. I got something else...
"Are you dating J.M.?" she asked. Seriously...I was not expecting that, I think I stared at her dumbstruck for a couple seconds. I mean how do you get J.M? The only times I have ever talked to him was when were were both on the soccer field, both playing wiffle ball, or when he came over to our table a few times during lunch. In like two out of three of those places...we didn't get along too well, but we do act civilized towards one another, which is better than nothing.
"No" I told her. But of course, she wasn't convinced, and had to ask "Are you sure?" uh yeah. "Are you positive?" No duh! I just told you twice that I'm not dating J.M when are you going to believe it?
Obviously...that isn't what I said, no stupid me said "Actually I'm seeing somebody else." which of course led to her asking questions about who it is and I ended up spilling to beans to Kat. Actually, I told more to Kat and Mar than I did Kate and Angie (I'm sure Angie LOVED that since everything I was telling Kat and Mar was news to her too.)
Finally the harassment stopped and they left me alone...NOT. Actually they got their friend Jalen to pretend that he wanted me to be his girlfriend and they asked me if I would break up with George for him.
"No, I actually like my boyfriend" I said.
"Really? Why?" Mar asked.
Good question...I really have no clue. But I do know that I was glad for that period to end and the next gym class...I skipped out on baseball. Tomorrow I have to go back to it though.
So yeah...Salad, Angie, and I were all on the same baseball team...actually it's whiffle ball but for the sake of the post I'm calling it baseball. So Salad and I have a little argument (not surprising) and Angie and I joke around (again not surprising) but it all comes full circle when the ball hits Angie in the head.
BAM, it all happened so fast but it was hilarious. Angie, Salad and I were laughing hysterically...I doubt anybody else was though. Who cares though? Most of the people playing whiffle ball with us are our guy friends and even a few of our girl friends. And the cool thing about the girls that are playing, is that they know less of the rules than Angie and I do, so they mess up more than we do, which is good because I hate being embarrassed when I mess up.
Anyway, Kat, Jen, Mar and some of their friends are also playing baseball with us, so that makes it all the more interesting...not during the first game, but during the second game...well that was another story.
You see what happened was, while Angie, Salad and I were in the outfield Mar comes up to me, at first my plan is to ignore her but I felt bad and I looked over to her thinking we would have a nice little short conversation. I got something else...
"Are you dating J.M.?" she asked. Seriously...I was not expecting that, I think I stared at her dumbstruck for a couple seconds. I mean how do you get J.M? The only times I have ever talked to him was when were were both on the soccer field, both playing wiffle ball, or when he came over to our table a few times during lunch. In like two out of three of those places...we didn't get along too well, but we do act civilized towards one another, which is better than nothing.
"No" I told her. But of course, she wasn't convinced, and had to ask "Are you sure?" uh yeah. "Are you positive?" No duh! I just told you twice that I'm not dating J.M when are you going to believe it?
Obviously...that isn't what I said, no stupid me said "Actually I'm seeing somebody else." which of course led to her asking questions about who it is and I ended up spilling to beans to Kat. Actually, I told more to Kat and Mar than I did Kate and Angie (I'm sure Angie LOVED that since everything I was telling Kat and Mar was news to her too.)
Finally the harassment stopped and they left me alone...NOT. Actually they got their friend Jalen to pretend that he wanted me to be his girlfriend and they asked me if I would break up with George for him.
"No, I actually like my boyfriend" I said.
"Really? Why?" Mar asked.
Good question...I really have no clue. But I do know that I was glad for that period to end and the next gym class...I skipped out on baseball. Tomorrow I have to go back to it though.
Awww.....
So a few days ago during lunch, I don't remember the exact day, but I remember that it was last week.
ANYWAY...it was during lunch last week and it was unexpected. George and I were flirting a lot, and near the end of the period, we were cuddling. I don't remember exactly how it happened but I think that he sort of pulled me over and I just followed, gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and then got comfortable in his warmth.
Although it wasn't all that comfortable because the chairs in the lunchroom...suck, so instead of it being a cute, comfortable moment it was more of a cute, semi-comfortable moment because I had to keep myself balanced on the chair I was sitting on, otherwise I would have fallen flat on my ass.
But aside from that it was cute, and I felt comfortable in his arms so that's good. What's better was that Frank didn't say anything stupid when he saw...come to think of it...today when George and I were flirting Will just said he wished us the best.
Now call me paranoid but I swear something is going on...
but whatever...I had a cute moment in school *SQUEE* I don't feel left out anymore.
ANYWAY...it was during lunch last week and it was unexpected. George and I were flirting a lot, and near the end of the period, we were cuddling. I don't remember exactly how it happened but I think that he sort of pulled me over and I just followed, gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and then got comfortable in his warmth.
Although it wasn't all that comfortable because the chairs in the lunchroom...suck, so instead of it being a cute, comfortable moment it was more of a cute, semi-comfortable moment because I had to keep myself balanced on the chair I was sitting on, otherwise I would have fallen flat on my ass.
But aside from that it was cute, and I felt comfortable in his arms so that's good. What's better was that Frank didn't say anything stupid when he saw...come to think of it...today when George and I were flirting Will just said he wished us the best.
Now call me paranoid but I swear something is going on...
but whatever...I had a cute moment in school *SQUEE* I don't feel left out anymore.
Shocking
This is peer pressure in action:
Salad: Come on Aaron, you are the only one in the chem class who hasn't done it already.
Aaron: No way, I'm not going anywhere near that thing.
No, Salad isn't trying to get Aaron to try drugs or sex...I don't think Salad would even try either of those. Actually it was one of those things that look like mp3 players but they actually shock you. I think Salad was borrowing it from somebody so everybody in our chem class was using it. The "shocky thing" really shocks you (if you've ever been shocked by it before you understand) it's not a small shock but out of all of us, Angie had it the worst because she had chain gloves on (and metal is a conductor of electricity). And of course at the end of the period, George comes in and Salad and he are playing with the shocky thing (it is really annoying to see them standing next to each other) and George says "This feels so good" so Salad and Frank look at me and tell me that I have a weird boyfriend. They don't have to tell me, I know.
And after lunch; Frank, George and I were trying to get other people to get shocked but because we aren't trustworthy, everybody knew and at the end of the day...Salad finished off the battery.
And there went our fun....
Salad: Come on Aaron, you are the only one in the chem class who hasn't done it already.
Aaron: No way, I'm not going anywhere near that thing.
No, Salad isn't trying to get Aaron to try drugs or sex...I don't think Salad would even try either of those. Actually it was one of those things that look like mp3 players but they actually shock you. I think Salad was borrowing it from somebody so everybody in our chem class was using it. The "shocky thing" really shocks you (if you've ever been shocked by it before you understand) it's not a small shock but out of all of us, Angie had it the worst because she had chain gloves on (and metal is a conductor of electricity). And of course at the end of the period, George comes in and Salad and he are playing with the shocky thing (it is really annoying to see them standing next to each other) and George says "This feels so good" so Salad and Frank look at me and tell me that I have a weird boyfriend. They don't have to tell me, I know.
And after lunch; Frank, George and I were trying to get other people to get shocked but because we aren't trustworthy, everybody knew and at the end of the day...Salad finished off the battery.
And there went our fun....
Friday, March 7, 2008
So much to say...
Wow I have so much to say, I can't believe I haven't been blogging lately. I'll try to fill you in on everything that has happened in the past few days because a lot has happened.
Here's a little list to get you curious for the upcoming posts that I'll be adding slowly over this weekend:
Here's a little list to get you curious for the upcoming posts that I'll be adding slowly over this weekend:
- A shocking experience
- Cuddling...
- Baseball
- Kat and her friends
- Some tests...4 of them to be exact
- A missed experience/good thing I missed it
Sunday, March 2, 2008
I Think...
I think I'm over Salad...but I'm not sure.
I think I'll be able to tell him that I don't like him...but what if I can't?
I thought Salad liked me...but apparantly I was wrong.
Obviously I should not think anymore because when I do...I'm usually wrong. I've been thinking about this a lot and I realized that I really loved being in George's arms because he was warm and somewhat strong (okay...he's stronger than me) while I can push Salad across the hallway if I wanted to and he isn't as warm as George...but he is softer.
So right now I am 99.99999% sure that I like George more than Salad, and that I would rather want Salad as a friend, but we'll see what happens tomorrow when I try to explain that to Salad. I'm not sure if I'll be able to say it or if we'll just continue to ignore each other because I realized that I still like him.
We can only imagine what tomorrow will bring...
I think I'll be able to tell him that I don't like him...but what if I can't?
I thought Salad liked me...but apparantly I was wrong.
Obviously I should not think anymore because when I do...I'm usually wrong. I've been thinking about this a lot and I realized that I really loved being in George's arms because he was warm and somewhat strong (okay...he's stronger than me) while I can push Salad across the hallway if I wanted to and he isn't as warm as George...but he is softer.
So right now I am 99.99999% sure that I like George more than Salad, and that I would rather want Salad as a friend, but we'll see what happens tomorrow when I try to explain that to Salad. I'm not sure if I'll be able to say it or if we'll just continue to ignore each other because I realized that I still like him.
We can only imagine what tomorrow will bring...
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