The Failure...(#4, 5, 6, and 7)

3 failures in one day! I'm getting better at this...or maybe worse because I still haven't kissed him.

Failure Numero Cuatro
So my first failure of the day was in the last few minutes of my gym class. Angie, Salad and I were the last people still on the "field" because according to Salad we still had time left. So we were talking...Salad, Angie and I...not very long but it was long enough for me to lean in and kiss him lightly...not that I would want to do that right then and there. He was sweaty, I was sweaty and Chris had just given me a late Christmas present. (but that's for a later post)

#5 on my List of Failures Thus Far
My 5th failure this week (2nd today) was right after Gym class...several minutes after my previous failure. I had just walked out of gym class and to my surprise there he was right next to me. Yes this is surprising because he never walks out that door, and never at the same time I am. So we talked for about a minute...maybe not even and once again I could have just leaned in and kissed him.

The Sixth Failure
6th Failure! 3rd today! Gosh I suck at this kissing/love/like thingamabob. Actually...this was my third failure in 10 minutes...doesn't that suck? It was right before homeroom, and I had gone down the hallway his homeroom was in so I could talk to my math teacher about a retake test that I kept forgetting to take. We were once again so close but I chickened out...yes again.

7 Failures...
So in 1 week I have had AT LEAST 7 failures. These are the only ones that really surface in my mind. And this one is the most recent one. It was between my study hall and my art class, we usually talk between classes then because...I dunno we just do, that and before homeroom usually. So because of me we got on the topic of Cael and he was so sweet to me! He walked me to my art class and talked to me, he told me that Cael wasn't a real friend. HE IS SO SWEET! I couldn't lean in and kiss him then! It would ruin the moment! So Monday maybe...we'll see.