You want me to WHAT?!?!?!?!

Okay so yesterday I broke the news to Will that Salad told me he liked two other girls and neither of them were me.

Now Will is a good friend and I knew he would be angry when he heard that (Most of my friends would...come to think of it) so I told him not to tell anybody and not to beat him up or inflict any harm on him in any way, then at the end of math class I took the note, stuffed it in my backpack and threw it out once I got home.

But it wasn't just telling him about me and Salad...there was something else to it...Will asked me to...get this...MARRY HIM! Now I saw that and I was stunned, I learned last month that in 8th grade he had liked me (I didn't believe him though) but since he has two girlfriends (who are both dating him and each other) and I liked other boys, I figured he was over me. Apparently not. I told him no, and he asked me why not.

Now understand that yesterday all my friends were asking about Salad, for awhile it was a quiet topic but yesterday there was nothing quiet about it. Rose asked about him, and I told her that we decided to just be friends, this annoying kid in my math class asked the same question, to which I replied with the same answer, and now this...

Truthfully I wasn't (and still am not) completely over him, I don't know why exactly but it is taking me a long time to get over him. I couldn't let anybody know that I was broken up about this because I didn't want that kind of cooing and coddling (same with my secret) so I just said that I liked somebody else.

It wasn't a complete lie, I do like somebody else but I know I don't have a shot with him so it won't last long but at least it's something to tell 'em.