Stressed or not? You decide

Okay, so today had it's ups and it's downs, sometimes I felt so stressed out and just full out terrible but other times I felt calm and rejuvenated, and of course those guys made all the difference.

Frank and George
...The two of them can relax me and make me feel so much better no matter what. It's like a special trait they possess. They talk to me when I need to be talked to and make me laugh, but they know when to show up...unlike some people...who will remain unnamed. Although, we did talk about weight today and I felt extremely thin but other than that...no problems.

Chris and Salad
I don't know what they did more of...stressing me out or de-stressing me. Salad didn't come to chem, which we took a test in...a test I obviously failed. Which isn't exactly a problem...sort of. Anyway, so gym class came and he was having a long talk with "Sherry" at first I thought he liked her but now I have other ideas...which I will share tomorrow. Anyway, Salad finally came over when John and I were playing with the racquet's and asked, "Why didn't you start?" and then we all went to a net and played badminton...with Chris unfortunately. It was me, John and Chris versus Angie, Aaron, and Salad for most of the game. I got a lot of anger and frustration out until Chris suggested trading John for Salad. Now don't get me wrong, I do like Salad and he is a good badminton player but the point of this was to play against him, not with him. Then later on, Salad started giving me pointers, now I know I'm not perfect at the sport but seriously?! We didn't talk for weeks, then he tells me out of the blue that he likes a girl, then the next school day he tells me that he likes two girls but can't decide which he likes better and expects me to understand and be friends...which I want to be with him but it is still hard to watch the person you like tell you that he likes two other girls and then that you aren't trying hard enough, which became even harder when Chris and John totally ditched me and "Karl" and "Lyle" had to come and play on my side, which they suck and Lyle fell down at least 3 times, which Salad of course took advantage of.

And then to top it all off, a nightmare that I recently had kept replaying in my mind. ARGH!!!