Reasons for My Ways...

12/20/07

Salad- We beat you guys again today. I have so much fun playing soccer in that gym especially when i score. What{s up with you.
A- Yeah of course u like it when u score. Who doesn't?
Nothing's really up with me...i'm really doing nothing. What's up with u?
Salad- i am going to a youth group today like every wednesday. We play soccer in there and i get to see two of my best friends B and L are really cool. We also play soccer with them since they like it so much as well as i do. Im also getting family from FLORIDA this Friday. All of these is helping me forget about Chrissy. Its really hard. Trust me it really is
A- Cool sounds like a lot of fun, I have family coming down on Christmas eve.
I trust you on that...I've felt that way about a boyfriend before. It is hard.
Salad- Uhhh yeah.... could be but we are all different. Im nor the type of person that forgets about others easily when i like them. But whatever i wish it didnt matter. you are writting a noverl cool. ill see you tomorrow because im getting ready to leave.
A- Ok, see you tomorrow...and good luck in trying to get Chrissy off your mind.

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That was a convo between Salad and I on myspace...and as I reread it, I realized how dumb I must sound talking about an ex boyfriend. That is why whenever something like this comes up, I use examples from other people. My love life...was really...really bad...and I think Salad thought I was talking about him.

You see, Cael and Nate are two of my ex boyfriends, and one of their friends "Justin" is also one of their friends and my ex boyfriend. And those after-relationships didn't go well...I really don't talk to any of them anymore. And my last boyfriend...that's a whole other story...so I don't like talking about it, and when it comes up, it brings up an awkward conversation (unless you are Chris or Will) so there's my reasoning...if anybody really wants to know about any of those guys, they can ask...but unless they ask it's locked up in a safe so it doesn't get thrown into conversations or advice I have or give.