Sacrafices

When I started hanging out with Salad, Frank and George I ended up losing four of my best friends. But I didn't care...much. I had three better friends who were older than me and didn't make me feel stupid all the time.

It wasn't until recently that I realized that because of them I am going to have a hard time fitting in with other girls. I'm saying this seriously here so don't laugh.

Brie was my best friend, and we never let a guy get in the middle of us before because she usually got the guy so it was really no use for me to try that hard. So over a year ago when she started going out with Frank, I became friends with Frank instead of trying to date him but I didn't realize how close we were as friends until Frank and Brie broke up. After that we stayed friends but I would never say that to her, I would always twist it to make it seem like I was hurting him which she and most of her friends believed until this year...which she left and took Cael and Nate with her because neither of them liked Frank either.

Lane had been a good friend of mine for years, and since I was used to only fighting with Brie over a guy, I never thought I would fight with Lane over a guy. Which is apparently what I'm doing now. Lane and I used to talk a lot but after she said hi to George and I (which we didn't hear) she got annoyed because we didn't answer her so she went to Kate and bitched to her to which Kate shut her up by saying that since George and I were dating we didn't have to listen to anybody. After that she's been talking to me less and less.

Chrissy was the first person I met when I started middle school. She sat next to me in homeroom and English class, we were both quiet so we didn't have much of a conversation...ever...until she started dating Salad. I learned more about her from him than I did from her. Of course they broke up and when she sees me in Global class (she sits next to me) she doesn't say hi like she used to, and if she needs to talk to somebody at our table, she'll talk to Brae or Chloe but never me. I think she thinks that I'm upset with her for breaking up with Salad...but I'm not...it's none of my business.

Chloe is even getting annoying when it comes to those three. She doesn't like them, they don't like her...great isn't it? Well it wasn't that bad until a few weeks ago when she came to my lunch period after we got back from a trip, she and George HATE each other and without saying anything to each other (anything they had to say about the other went to me) they got into a fight. Things seemed to calm down after that...but today...well you could tell the guys probably didn't want me to hang out with her because between homeroom and Global, Frank stopped me in the hallway so I was talking to him instead of Chloe because she was further down the hall, then between Global and study hall, George stopped me in the hallway and started talking to me so Chloe went on without me and finally between study hall and art, Salad pulled me away from her because he had a problem...truthfully I don't think he had a problem because he was looking for Sherry but she was pretty much right in front of us.

So because of these 3 guys who are all 2 years older than me I have lost several friends and I could lose several more because I've already ticked off Will when I didn't go sit with him the two days I said I would, one day because Salad came to my lunch period and the other because George and Frank wouldn't let me go. Maybe hanging out with them is doing more bad than good to my social life, I mean they will be gone before these people will be, and with my luck I'll never see them again...so for the friendship of three guys I lose the friendship of several others. That's just my luck.