Bitter + Sweet

The following happened on March 11th, 2008.

So I'm going to school today, and this little voice in my head says to me: Today your day is going to be bitter and sweet, but don't worry, you'll still get that kiss from George you wanted. And guess what? I did get that kiss...sort of...and my day was bitter and sweet! (scary isn't it?)

So 1st period, my chem teacher was evil, she apparently assigned us homework that only 3 people knew we had, she went off on Salad because he was listening to music, and then got into an argument with Frank because he had his phone out and he was texting somebody but she asked three times and he wouldn't close his phone so he was sent to the office. Angie said that she thought he was crying at first glance, but she had to look again. Kate looked at me and said "Well that was out of character" because Frank got really angry, I mean more angry than I have ever seen him get...but I've never really seen him angry, he's always very level headed.

And then 2nd period in gym I caught the ball (in wiffle ball) so I got somebody out! I was also talking to Salad a little bit, he told me he had no idea what was going on either (which really sucks because he and George are two of his best friends and if they don't know...how am I supposed to get the details?)

Later...my bff Chloe and I were coming out of our English teachers classroom so she could get something and we ran into Michael. So while Chloe was chatting with Wren, Salad and I were making fun of each other, then Chloe pushed me into him, and I ended up having to hold onto him for support and Chloe was right...I did like it.

During lunch though...wow...George and I both tried to penetrate the mind of Frank to see if anything was bothering him...it didn't work. But they did fall asleep, and it was so cute! (not really) but I was George's pillow...and I did get a kiss from George...sort of...he pulled me over, and we tried to kiss but since the administrator people were right near by...yeah...but our lips did touch. Sorta, kinda...George pulled me over to make out and even though I knew it was going to happen, I couldn't open my mouth...or if I did, I didn't do very well.

Now don't take that as I'm afraid of kissing or that I'm still hung up on Salad because I'm not, I'm afraid that by kissing him, I'll fall in too deep and end up hurt when we break up. And since I'm still trying to get over the fact that Cael, Nate, Brie and Rayna left me...it wouldn't be easy, but next time...next time I might just do better...especially if it isn't in school...in the lunchroom...near the administrators.