This is Bad

This is bad.

I still can't decide between Salad and George. I care about them equally, I'm in a relationship with George and I smile every time he sends me a text message. I smile a cute, girly, smile. One that would make the old me...sick.

But there's still Salad. Many many thoughts have run through my head on this..."Is he taking an interest in me now?" "We fight way too much" "Why do I still like him?" Oh but this has got to be the biggest, most important one, "How come Kate can hit Salad and yell at him, but he gets upset with me when I do that to him?" Yeah...and not to mention because of that, I keep thinking about him even when I don't want to.

In fact, so far this weekend, whenever I fall asleep, I start dreaming about Salad and George. With Salad it's how we usually are, we fight and argue then innocently flirt and become friends again. Then with George it's...well our friendship/relationship. It's all a very weird thing, and I've been spending my mornings trying to understand my dreams...I'll tell you when I do.

(Sorry for the different font, I copied the "Dream On" on the side and it was a different font so I had to make it all match)