I Should Have Known How It Would End

I guess I should have known from about 7:30 a.m that this day was going to suck. But I didn't think about what kind of day I was going to have, I just knew that I wanted to play soccer today with Frank, George and Salad at some Youth Group, which was keeping me excited all week because it was the first time my new group of friends have invited me to hang out.

Obviously that is not what happened, in fact the whole day was not what I expected. I woke up at my normal time, took a shower, but took way too long to eat breakfast so I had to rush to brush my teeth, brush my hair and dry it, needless to say I didn't completely dry my hair out, so it was wet when I got to school.

Of course when I got to school, we have to swipe i.d cards in so the system knows that we actually attend the school and aren't skipping classes. Of course the person in front of me skipped a class so the sound went off and I almost got in trouble because they thought that the sound went off for me. Unluckily for me Aaron and Ralphie saw and made a point of saying that I was a rule breaker. So I got to Chemistry class, listened as my teacher droned on and on about stuff I really didn't hear and then when I did a lab, Frank/Salad/Aaron hit me with a little red cap that they were trying to shoot at somebody else who was ironically REALLY close to them, but they still hit me.

Then we had a practice Regents exam in Global class and when I went to lunch expecting to have my already hectic day lightened by George, I learned he wasn't there today so lunch was boring and I'm really slow with texting so when I was texting him it took forever because I rarely ever texted before. And when I was in Journalism, Nate was there. Nate left but he visited for the day for some odd reason and while he was in my class...I was gone...I didn't exist. Then I had to go to a Science Olympiad meeting where Nate finally acknowledged my presence...as well as his really annoying guy friends who if I could...I would kill. And Cael was there too, looking as lost as ever. That's where I found out that my partner and ex-best friend Rayna, dropped out of Science Olympiad (which is surprising because she loves Science and Science Olympiad) and that I was only in 1 event...not two, so I had to sign up for a whole other event.

Not to mention that 68 I got on that Chem test and the fact that I didn't finish the lab for today made my parents decide that I couldn't go to the thing to play soccer. They also wouldn't let me go because they didn't know where the place was (even though I told them), and I don't think they trusted me. When I first brought it up with my dad the only thing he told me was "Remember....abstinence." I think he only brought that up because the guys I hang out with now are about 2 years older than me. Of course, they didn't tell me I wasn't going until 6:30 and the thing would have started at 7.

So now I have no outlet for my anger, I was really looking forward to kicking the shit out of a soccer ball but obviously that won't be happening now will it? And blogs don't do the same things a soccer ball can do, blogs aren't as therapeutic. And since I can't even stay on the computer much longer, I feel like I can't do anything.

But I guess I should have known this already, I mean after that first thing in school, I did say "This day is going to suck" and it does. So now I'll have to explain to Frank why I couldn't go even after I told him I would be going. That'll be fun.